Why?
My last one at work for the restructure was exact
I'm going to try Evey, but kindly ask you join into the culture of eadd and go with its flow. There's no need to be annoying or attention seeking or post for the sake of saying something even when you have nothing really to say.
While I'm at it I also worry that you seem to spend hours on end here in eadd and you have a child at home who is missing out on that attention. Harm reduction just doesn't cover ourselves the drug users but our families and friends too. A bit better balance in your daily timetable with your child, house, outside life, work and other hobbies would actually do you good. But, na you dismiss everyone off, refuse to listen and keep going like a train wreck heading for a wall of not getting on with people.
Have you been psychiatrically assessed, seen a psychologist? Because that mental health problem ain't going to go away and your child will also suffer from your lack of acknowledging it.
I'm sorry to be unkind, but I guess we need to stop humouring / avoiding you and start getting a bit real. Your behaviour here is unacceptable.
Of course you have a right to be here - maybe recovery support would be a better subforum, but hey hoo, who the fuck am I to say.
I will try to be kinder - I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. But I am going to continue to be honest.
Go play with your kid for a bit. You are missing precious moments and the years go by quickly...