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Gibberings CLXXXIX - Squirrel Nut Zippers, the Albert Hall and going cookerless

I LOVE EADD!!!! I love you lot, heaps n heaps.... I feel privileged that I am a part of your group. I love every one of you..... And y'know you ever need help with owt you can PM me anytime because I love you. The members here, you're not hypocrites, you're not faek.... you're real, decent, honest people and I love you all so much xxxx

Evey
 
Nope, I score pretty low on most of those, what wiv me being a fallible and slightly wonky individual, I like to to think that my crapness is at least a little endearing but I'm also deluded ;)
 
NightsEpiphany said:
Heroin really is seriously moreish Evey.. be careful.
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Fuck!!! Thank god you mentioned that. Moreish you say? Jesusfuck it never occurred to me. Insanely addictive, empty your bank account, wreck your life and leave you crawling over discarded AIDS-addled sharps to score another bag, yes, but moreish?!? Fukkin moreish?!? If only there was a mass-media campaign over decades to explain this to the masses there would be no more addicts.

Excessive sarcasm aside, I think anybody who chooses to take heroin may not know what they are in for (they don't) but they have enough of an inkling to be well aware that "moreish" is a bit of an understatement. An outrageously delicious sucker of souls, yes. A destroyer of all one has ever known or held dear, yes. But moreish?!? Count me out. Shit sounds baaaaad, m'kay.

The bizarre thing is that it actually isn't very "moreish" in any sense I know of. It's addictive pure and simple. Speed is "moreish". Heroin is addictive. Big difference.
 
My number gets changed tomorrow. No one is worth trusting at all. Trouble is how do I get it changed when I've got it changed millions of times? Fuck EE I want a new fucking number I am fucking done with backstabbing cunts? WHEN, WHEN, WHEN AM I gna be around someone who is genuine that I can trust???? Why am I so easily fucking played.... why??????? WHY???? I just want to be loved...... so hard to ask for?

I'd do ANYTHING for anyone I cared about..... :(

PS All laugh because Evey is a stupid, gullible idiotic who falls for anyone

Evey
 
Shambles said:
Fuck!!! Thank god you mentioned that. Moreish you say? Jesusfuck it never occurred to me. Insanely addictive, empty your bank account, wreck your life and leave you crawling over discarded AIDS-addled sharps to score another bag, yes, but moreish?!? Fukkin moreish?!? If only there was a mass-media campaign over decades to explain this to the masses there would be no more addicts.

Excessive sarcasm aside, I think anybody who chooses to take heroin may not know what they are in for (they don't) but they have enough of an inkling to be well aware that "moreish" is a bit of an understatement. An outrageously delicious sucker of souls, yes. A destroyer of all one has ever known or held dear, yes. But moreish?!? Count me out. Shit sounds baaaaad, m'kay.

The bizarre thing is that it actually isn't very "moreish" in any sense I know of. It's addictive pure and simple. Speed is "moreish". Heroin is addictive. Big difference.
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lol @excessive sarcasm. ('passive'* aggression) Have I upset you gorgeous? I'm sorry if I did,

I find it moreish as in the come down the next day is horrendous and if theres more about its highly tempting to reach for the bag...if that continues you've got an addiction.

I'm not an expert on heroin. I smoked opium in India for a couple of months and had a dalliance with a friend for a couple of weeks in uk about 5 or 6 years ago.

Nice :) feeling but wise to just say no.

Peace n Love

*actually not that passive he he. more like a verbal machete. I was sitting here half asleep. Definitely woke me up.
 
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Eveyvibe said:
My number gets changed tomorrow. No one is worth trusting at all. Trouble is how do I get it changed when I've got it changed millions of times? Fuck EE I want a new fucking number I am fucking done with backstabbing cunts? WHEN, WHEN, WHEN AM I gna be around someone who is genuine that I can trust???? Why am I so easily fucking played.... why??????? WHY???? I just want to be loved...... so hard to ask for?

I'd do ANYTHING for anyone I cared about..... :(

PS All laugh because Evey is a stupid, gullible idiotic who falls for anyone

Evey
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evey, why have you had to change your number so many times? what are you doing to address the root cause(s) of these issues?

there's a common factor in all these issues. think about that?

alasdair
 
Eveyvibe said:
My number gets changed tomorrow. No one is worth trusting at all. Trouble is how do I get it changed when I've got it changed millions of times? Fuck EE I want a new fucking number I am fucking done with backstabbing cunts? WHEN, WHEN, WHEN AM I gna be around someone who is genuine that I can trust???? Why am I so easily fucking played.... why??????? WHY???? I just want to be loved...... so hard to ask for?

I'd do ANYTHING for anyone I cared about..... :(

PS All laugh because Evey is a stupid, gullible idiotic who falls for anyone

Evey
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You were loving everyone earlier!

Yeah I know what its like to fall for someone online. I think because we don't see the person we are into we can project animus ( I think that's the male Jungian archetype) onto them... And its kinda magical and faultless.

So many people meet up and that chemistry just isn't there in real life.

Also if you've got a bit of a Lothario yeah you could get played. I don't know why they do it. I've been singed a couple of times by players. Don't let em get a hook in your lip and reel you in. Swim away until you really know them.

Its because you want love so much that youre a target I reckon Evie. Desire= suffering.

Aw sorry you've been hurt. Keep trusting love but get shrewd. ( I learnt shrewdness the hard way)
 
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I'm scared that's why I just want to be happy n find someone but I keep finding the wrong one n letting people down........ everyone is so backstabbing, why? I don't understand it..... Why do ppl pretend to care, get whatever out of you then hurt you n just drop you like you're nothing.

Evey
 
Eveyvibe said:
I'm scared that's why I just want to be happy n find someone but I keep finding the wrong one n letting people down........ everyone is so backstabbing, why? I don't understand it..... Why do ppl pretend to care, get whatever out of you then hurt you n just drop you like you're nothing.

Evey
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Evie im not certain what youre describing so I don't have a satisfactory answer. There could be numerous things going on with them. I think that's why we're not called to be Judge ...you just don't know what is going on with this person all the factors involved. Only one sees all things ( hope you don't think im taking advantage of your vulnerability by getting all spiritual with you here..its meant lovingly).. So forgive, don't allow it to make you bitter let it go and move on. Lesson learnt.
 
Hi NE & Evey.... Trust you are both well....

Back to bed for me. I just woke up an hour ago and couldn't get back to sleep but I think I'll have another go.......ZZZzzzzzz. …<3
 
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