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Gibberings CLXXXIII - Christmas Trees are for presents,not masturbating under. IMO..

yeah just short of £200 worth of stuff coming from benzos to al-lad mpa and noids i am not running out again like the last week and leaving myself feeling like shit from withdrawals again

just had to run and catch the bin men wasn't expecting them so good job i was up

any one remember what that welsh drug testing site is ?
 
on a speed comedown atm, i tried to sleep it off last night but even with 2 etiz i woke up after 3 hours but its definately due to the hunger pains. had a protein shake and a banana just before slept as solid food just was just not appealing to me but its not helped, so then just sat in bed wide awake fucking starving bored shitless.

then i realised i had some raw carrots in the kitchen and thought fuck i'll try them anythings better than nothing. well i've never enjoyed carrots so much in my life! cant stop eating them, think thats my new comedown snack haha.
 
Sadie said:
Baby girl, get some fucking sleep!!! I hear this all the time but mine is due to insomnia and a rather exquisite talent to stay up days on end chatting rather than chem induced.... go to bed my lovely! I actually plan on some kip 8o I know 8o but I have a certain voice in my head chastising me for lack of sleep. He's hard to say no to!!
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I haven't been sleeping well even without the drugs recently so if I've got some and can't sleep anyway might as well stay up and have some fun was my thinking. Got a few hours again in the end, feeling alright, must be used to it now. Also, no comedown ;)

Fingers crossed for you with the post fg. Wish I had something exciting on the way. Kinda do, but it won't be coming to mine so less nervous waiting around for me on Monday. Also less chance of me consuming it all before the next day so sound planning really.

Possibly should have done same thing to start with as I have now polished off all the meth. I'm am also hungry for first time in 3 days so time to get fat again.

<3
 
foolsgold said:
got mine from taking that eph shit its rotted the inside of my nose out now ive got an infection in my sinus :(
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You don't want to develop chronic sinus shit from snorting. I did, in a fairly short time,

Hey good on you Ceres sir. The long haul, it pays off :-)
 
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lurching said:
You don't want to develop chronic sinus shit from snorting. I did, in a fairly short time, with a large ketamine and ampheta habit (as well as many crushed up 2C-B pills etc). I'd get a blocked nose halfway through a sniffin session and then fill 'er up with xylomethazine (decongest spray) :| Right nostril is now completely blocked 90% of the time and constantly gives feeling of pressure.

I am coming off 150mg Amitriptyline p/day, now down to 25 p/day. Spent ages on it, but it didn't do anything for me except loads of side effects and, now, the familiar serotonin withdrawal. When I took them I has a ridiculous dry mouth (already a problem for me cos of aforementioned blocked nose and nocturnal mouthbreathing), weird WEIRD unpleasant dreams, and groggy antichlorinergic sedation. Terrible few weeks in which Things Only Have Gotten Worse.
Have now tried multiple SSRIs, tricyclic, and mirtazapine, and sadly none of them are even REMOTELY worth the side effects which have been quite severe for me. Pregabalin and codeine DO work for mood but not enough. Pregabalin only if I don't overdo it (or else it makes me stumble and distorts my vision), and codeine has obvious addiction/withdrawal downsides, but I need 'em for chronic testicular condition, their slight mood improving effects are a bonus. THC's still treating me well too. Up next to try are balocofen (not in stock yet at chemist) and temgesic (stupidly expensive from chemist so mail ordering that from abroad).

Hey good on you Ceres sir. The long haul, it pays off, etc. I'm stuck an frustrated here for so too many reason. NOT jealous AT ALL :-)
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this is why i very rarely sniff stuff anymore, the way my nose used to feel the next day was nasty, i try and avoid it if i can. the only thing i will sniff is coke as its a bit easier on the nose.
 
yeah postie came through on most of my order just the 10 g of mpa from one vendor didn't turn up but i ordered 2 g of another just incase this happened got a free gift of a bk-2-cb pellet to test out later as well
 
foolsgold said:
here is hoping for you curious :) feeling more human than human now lol sweetness of a fading habit falling into that blissfulness contentment that only stimulants can bring me
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until its all gone then your on a comedown back to being on postie watch ;)
 
other than cocaine i never had a stimulant grab me in the way id say 'blissful contentment', speed was always a tool for me, be it getting out of bed early or needing extra energy at a rave or for filthy sex, but i never got into recreational usage, coke on the other hand grabbed me by the bollocks for many years..

nowadays blissful contentment comes in the form of opiates but that's a part of life I am cutting out completely.

It's a sad shame that i've burnt my way through recreational drugs to the point they are just problematic for me health and relationships-wise :(

still.. it was a whole lotta fun :D

edit: just realised i have some speed on the way to me.. :P
 
ethylphenidate is particularly bad for your nose, combination of localised vasoconstriction and general pretty harsh chemical just reks ur nose m8. I did a couple of grams of it a few years ago and it took 6 months for my sinuses to recover.
 
I'm pretty sure one of the main reasons for my most recent relapse into heroin use was down to my working life. I got that wrapped up in chasing money to pay for things that weren't really needed. In the type of job I work in there is a big pressure to work lots of hours and weekends, spending weeks away from home. If you're only prepared to work strictly Monday to Friday at 10 hours a day you can be perceived as lazy and you can find yourself getting laid off from jobs quite regularly. It's a nasty trap to find yourself in as I was living to work and my home life suffered which in turn caused myself and family unhappiness despite having money.

The old addage money can't buy you happiness has certainly rang true to me..

This year I'm taking my foot off the gas work wise and going to concentrate on mine and my families well being. I'm even considering a change in career, something more fulfilling. What that is, I'm not quite sure, however it's something I'm looking into.

I lost my contentment despite having everything I needed and sought it in drugs, which worked for a while and certainly made my hectic lifestyle seem a lot easier, it cost me more than money in the end though.
 
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breakcorefiend said:
other than cocaine i never had a stimulant grab me in the way id say 'blissful contentment', speed was always a tool for me, be it getting out of bed early or needing extra energy at a rave or for filthy sex, but i never got into recreational usage, coke on the other hand grabbed me by the bollocks for many years..
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Cocaineeee <3

Tried crystal meth though? Not sure about blissful but I think it's going to end up being almost up there with coke for me. Especially once I've tried smoking it.

Ceres said:
ethylphenidate is particularly bad for your nose, combination of localised vasoconstriction and general pretty harsh chemical just reks ur nose m8. I did a couple of grams of it a few years ago and it took 6 months for my sinuses to recover.
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Meth (as in crystal) feels pretty bad on the nose, more so than most other things I was thinking, even more so than meph and that can be pretty rough. Don't know why that'd be though. Meth made mine a bit bloody last night which rarely happens at all (expect after weeks straight on coke), hadn't really done that much either. Eh. Hope my nose doesnt ever end up too fucked, love a good sniffley sniffle ;) It seems alright so far so I'm not worried.

ScotchMist said:
The old addage money can't buy you happiness has certainly rang true to me..

This year I'm taking my foot off the gas work wise and going to concentrate on mine and my families well being. I'm even considering a change in career, something more fulfilling. What that is, I'm not quite sure, however it's something I'm looking into
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Sounds like a good plan SM, I feel glad I've started to think like that already. Hopefully I'll never end up miserable at a demanding job working for money (which is ultimately meaningless as long as you have enough to live on) at the expensive of spending time with family.

I used to be the total opposite but this year I seem to have become less of a materialistic cock and realised that people matter more than objects. I mean, when you're on your way out, will you be regretting not having a sports car and not being a millionaire, or not spending more time with your kids? I know which I'd care about.

Weirdly deep mood today. Must be lack of sleep ;)
 
Personally id be careful about vaping / smoking meth seems like quite the slippery slope... just be careful with the chase of that high...
maybe im just a wuss about these things.

Ah relaxing. Also, got emails saying boss wants me working from home on various things and im not too keen to reply just yet. Damnit its xmas let me have my lazyness
 
never tried meth but mdpv is probably pretty similar, was all fun and games for a while until i slowly started turning into a gibbering nervous wreck.
 
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