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Gibberings CLXXXI - Is it Christmas yet?

Sammy G said:
Fucked up dreams last night, during the couple of extra hours I got between waking at 3am and my alarm going off at 5:30.

The first one: I reach to pick a lighter up off my bedroom floor, and discover that the floor is covered in an inch of oily blue liquid. I was still semi-conscious during this dream, so the dread of having to attempt a clean-up operation was still with me when I awoke.

The second one was giving directions to my GP surgery to some woman I've never met before. Prosaic enough, but we were in an environment that was neither person's home nor a public building - just some tiny little lobby with no visble doors, corridors or stairs leading anywhere.

The third one was the weirdest. I was at some intimate gathering, where I happened to be seated next to an aggressively lecherous Sinéad O'Connor. Yes, Sinéad O' fucking Connor. There was another female present who resembled a Bluelighter (and very possibly was), and she was egging Sinéad on, despite my mixture of nervousness and slight reluctance. Anyway, Sinéad O'Connor straddled and started to kiss me, but my mouth was really dry and I couldn't get beyond a little bit of nibbling of the lips. Sinéad had no such problem.

In completely lame fashion, I made my excuses "sorry, it's just my mouth's too dry", and for better or worse (probably better) I don't remember anything beyond that

Sammy, dreams reveal your spiritual state through imagery.

Each dream on it's own doesn't tell us much, but fascinatingly, if we link the dreams together we can identify the pattern and see that they give real meaning, and can help you identify and restore your own spiritual state.


First off, if you ever dream about a house. The house is resembling YOU (or your body, what you inhibit), and the inside of the house is revealing your inner mentality/state of mind. If the house for instance, is very messy inside... it would suggest that you are going through a very turbulent time, or were disturbed in some way. If the house is tidy, it would indicate you were stress free and happy. and so on...

You say your house is covered in an "inch of oily blue liquid", which left you with an arduous task of cleaning it up. The "oil" substance is related to dirt, rancid, unclean. I would attribute this to some sort of unhealthy spirituality inside of you - perhaps guilt, sin, the product of some kind of ill-desire. Our understanding of this bad spirituality is identified in later dreams:



Dream 2: The home here is not familiar, it's somewhere you've never been before and empty with no stairs or windows. This is showing the spiritual emptiness you have with the female. You can communicate with her effectively, your spirituality does not effect your cognitive abilities - but in your heart their is emptiness and alienation towards her, symbolised by the vacant undecorated lobby.


Dream 3 - An aggressively lecherous Sinead o' conner, egged on by another bluelighter: Aggression being the key word, we're not looking at friendship and the fact the BL'r was egging you on, shows enmity on their behalf also. Your relationship with these females is unfriendly. Notably, Sinead O connor is a very unfeminine person, shaved head etc - This resembles a spiritually broken female. She is confident in the aggressive kiss, because her spiritual state is broken.

It's difficult for you to respond, because you are not the item of hate they have rendered you as. This is why you find it difficult to carry out the kiss and are not confident with it. It's not a true reaction to you.



This now gives us hints into why the state of your house was "oily", resembling guilt or ill-desires... it seems to be here that your relationships with females is the cause of this.


I find the symbolism of Sinead O Connor fascinating here, because it is recurrent in your dreams to use celebrity females to symbolise the spirituality of the females.


Sammy_G said:
Had a dream that I was having an affair with Rihanna. Yes, Rihanna. Don't even particularly fancy her, for fuck's sake!

Anyway, we were in some hick town, staying in a guest house, erm, getting acquainted. She was really lovely to me and (this is how dreams distort things) very intelligent and articulate. The locals were unaware of her star status, and I taught her all about real ale and bad sex.

This time we have Rihanna. We don't have an aggressive, unfriendly female now. We have Rihanna, who is very feminine and being lovely to you. Rihanna is a very physically attractive female - unblemished, voted one of the worlds most attractive females. The physical attractiveness of the female is symbolising spiritual beauty. Rihanna is symbolising an innocent, spiritually pure female. But you're teaching her about "real ale and bad sex", ale and bad sex resemble spiritual disturbance. You come across here as a bad influence, a spiritual disturbance for the female.


This is what your dreams are spelling out for you, Sammy. Your desires and relationships with females is not good - and this is unhealthy for you spiritually, disturbing your spiritual state. The fact that you dreaded "cleaning up the oil in the house" suggests to me that this is a big problem, and facing up to it and restoring your spirituality is going to be a huge task.
 
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Fucking posting on bl on a sat night i want a 21 year old chicks perky tits in front of my face not a mobile phone website. I dont look at porn been wasting my dosh on smack fuck that i need a sexy female. My pic is up in the pic thread. And class a if ur lurking u got my number holler at me girl ;) (presuming ur not with someone dont want to step on anyones toe's)
its all good. Worth a punt haha
 
go to bar at 4am, pound shots, and ju7st don't give zero fucks. strike up convo's with anyone(yes anyone), before you know it ur in a cab wit a 10.


if traveling or w/e and you go get food by yourself, have it at the bar-still an' talk to barman and order drinks. barman/maid know all the good shit. and will hook you up etc. if not all good but most of them are cool
 
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Thanks ZZ some pro tips there lol gonna put ur plan into motion most def on tuesday my payday no point rocking up to a bar half broke.i lost my edge thats all. Soon to be amended
 
Chicks smell desperation/trying to hard a mile off puts em off like u say. They may not give it away but acting like your not pushed seems to be what they want. Women are hard to figure but if there drunk enuff its a lot easier chicks are v foward there days anyway.
Can u wire me a sub till tuesday lol jk
 
heh come to think of it, with this emergence of 3d printing may not be too long till you can download chemical structures and have them synthed in your shed...
 
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