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Gibberings CLXXXI - Is it Christmas yet?

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Bearlove said:
So whos has got there Christmas tree up ? We vowed last year (because I did the full on drama breakdown) that we would never EVER do a Christmas lunch again. I, like a ninja, bought a half price Turkey last month :D .... So...
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its far too early to start talking about christmas. :D
 
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ColtDan said:
Nah in devon now mate, sounds good would probs have been up for it if i was still up there, what did you get up to on saturday?
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It was at the Rainbow Warehouse, Hospital Records hosted it... I used to be quite into D+B until it got really moody and a night out felt like a tour of Helmand Province.. so its been quite a while since ive gone to anything like that.

Dunno if it was the fact i was completely flying and loved up or everyone was actually cool in there? Anyway, the place was jumping from start to finish :) It must of had a happy tone, i was on Acid so im sure any sign of angry tracksuits and id of freaked out..
 
Wicked, same here on the D&B... infact still am but not quite as much, love it, used to go to all the decent dnb nights around here. and yeah the nights got moody here as well, atmosphere changed. Glad the place had a happy tone, good times
 
Nah, dnb nights round here are all very friendly.. it's the old school nights that are full of aggressive twats. And I didn't realise it was a Hospital Records do you went to Misty.. nice. There's a Ram Records do up north soon that I'm rather tempted by.
 
Now Ram records i love, you cant not love them if youre into D+B, but round here it is certain to bring all the moody divs out with their bad attitudes to boot.. Ram produce a darker sound which i like, but so do the twats apparently :\

A festival i went to last year had Ram Records take over the D+B tent on the Saturday, the sets were to finish with AndyC, i didnt hang around for him though because of the idiots:(

If you've a happy bunch in the scene then if i were you id go for sure, id be guaranteed a smack to the chops for treading on someones AirMax round here =D
 
Really? Hrmpf, maybe that's just down your way then..

Having said that, yeah, I saw Andy C at the friendliest fluffiest festival last year and the crowd was still a bit meh.. not aggressive, just a bit unfriendly. Was still amazing musically though.
 
I may well accept your challenge. ;)

And it's too early for Christmas trees, but not too early for feeling festive. I'm rather getting into the seasonal spirit now..
 
mydrugbuddy said:
The Bristol nights in the early 90s seemed to have quite a gangster presence, mean looking black guys wearing fully zipped up hodded winter parka jackets on midsummer nights. Fucking strange. Dindt dare give him a "wtf" look though, he looked like seriosu business.
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I went to a few Tribe of Frog dos at the Black Swan in the 90's, always seemed OK there to me
 
swampdragon said:
I may well accept your challenge. ;)

And it's too early for Christmas trees, but not too early for feeling festive. I'm rather getting into the seasonal spirit now..
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christmas is cancelled this year, austerity measures. put that tinsel away.
 
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If they are meant to be your friends dw, the past is done. they would understand. Everyone does and says different things when drunk/ high. because we have all done that. all of us.
i know those feelings, so you are not alone. just try to use less drugs, and try to challenge yourself when you are sober. eg put yourself in different situations if you can.

You can't dwell on what has happened. your past doesn't define your future. ur actions/beliefs do

stop thinking too much. it's ok to not know the answers to everything.
 
Just remember that the feeling of despair is just the comedown. I know that feeling too well and would also be quiet and anxious when sober.

I let too many comedowns like that get to me and started to believe the horrible thoughts I would have.

Put yourself first, you're still awesome don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Got too fucked up? Learn from it and don't get as bad next time. Most of the time people are too worried about what they don't to care what you did or they don't remember or they don't give a fuck.

Drinking less helped me too, nice to remember a whole night out. Id rather plan ahead and stick to drugs rather than get drunk and then decide I wish was high then end up a right state when I eventualy score.

Don't take those bad thoughts on board, it's just the comedown
 
class-a-team said:
Hello everyone, hope you're all well :)

I'm feeling a bit blue right now and I would greatly appreciate any advice/opinions.

Basically drugs turn me into a complete tit and I'm suffering from a moral hangover right now, which I know is pretty normal after being on meph for an entire week but still, this happens all too often. Basically whenever I used to drink or take drugs I always always always woke up with these horrible feelings of remorse and shame. The last while had been good, however, in that I could only get alcohol here so I would invariably drink to the extent that I was far too sleepy to do anything or say anything stupid. Since I found drugs here though I've went back to my old self; being an annoying, loud and obnoxious exhibitionist that says and does the most embarrassing, inappropriate things. Now I know it's normal to act out of character while under the influence but for me it's always a drastic change of personality. When I'm sober I'm quiet and shy and un talkative. I suffer from social anxiety. But when I'm drunk/high this really embarrassing person comes out. Friends say I shouldn't worry about it but it bothers me so much. And I'm particularly worried because the last two weeks I've been around people I don't know very well, potential friends, and I'm worried I've made a really bad impression. I don't want to go into detail but I've said and done some really shameful and often just plain weird things. Nothing mean or offensive but just really crazy and strange. And now I'm afraid to socialise with any of these people.

This isn't new, I've always had this problem, but I suppose I'm in a new environment and it's the first time it's happened to me in a while so I'm a bit scared. Even my flatmate seems to have lost some respect for me - he was so cool with living with me at first but now that I've got my hands on drugs it appears I've shown my true colours. I feel really ashamed.
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