I just don't agree its worth being as safe as possible all of the time. Not if its unnececery. I doubt anyone here is totally safe all the time, its finding / listening to advise here and learning, sometimes the hard way. That isn't meant to sound like I don't care about HR I appreciate the safest option is likely to take no other drug at all, but is the margin of safety between that and taking 40mg (instead of my usual 70-80mg dose ofODT while already factoring in the stimulation I may add, also having a natural tolerance to benzos, knowing exactly the amount I have drank is way less than I normally would (units a hour) and knowing what I think I know about ODTs sesuire amount vs tramdol being significantly less. Knowing 100mg while not on stimms with 2mg etizolam made me puke, once then nod and feel fine (not fall asleep) based on all of that I am taking the risk on taking 40mg ODT then maybe upping it by 20mg to a still lower than normal 60mg an hour to an hour and half later. I predict with quite certainty, it will help me relax, kill the stim in part or full over time, make me feel better and the risk is worse it. I hope no one thinks I am being stupid. Like I said I listened on the mxe being bad but had my thoughts odt if taken at half dose especially, would be safe. and I am secured enough in my decisions to carry it out. Be it on my own head obviously! I don't predict there will be any complications at all at this dose, other than maybe hiccups and some mild itching, accompanied by (hopefully) relief from feeling stemmed out my head for hearing 22 hours now :S
Other peoples comments helped me decide the rewards greatly outweighed any risks in this case. I am going to start off with no diclaz at all as i last had 2mg 5 to 6 hours ago. I don't think the sisure risk is worth the risk of adding more benzos given its half life and when I last had 2, also taking into account the lower dose of booze and odt than I would normally have. Thanks for you guys help
I still think I could have got away with taking mxe knowing my history/tolerance with it well on tail end of peeve, but considered that a risk not worth taking due to my lack of evidence of effects of mixing them after such a huge dose coupled with all your no'd made that easier to view as risky, wishful thinking. I am experienced with opiates booze and benzos and have tolerance to all at the moment. I am also familiar with trandols seizure effect. Thanks for the advice
If it makes you feel any better I will start at 35mg ODT and make my way up to a possible 50mg total, but only if really needed will I consider redo sing at all. I was mistaken about puking on 2 stong ciders, 2 etizolams and 100mg odt, it was actually more like 120mg odt plus others. plugged, (I distinctly remember reaching 100, almost feeling like I was going to nod then adding a further 20mg (first session experimenting with it... Then feeling sick for an hour then puking up my soup after the hour and feeling good again. Hopefully that puts your minds a bit more at ease. But I do feel confident I am safe.
My bad typing is my vision not my hand eye coordination, if you are worried I appear dangerously benzoey due to spelling mistakes..it's because I can't make out the letters I type as they are too fuzzy to read. That typing so much twonk has also left me less kean to read through before I hit submit... if i bother to sit closer I am quite sure I am not that benzoed up. Or tired for that matter, annoyingly. Just becoming more achy and moving my head to check content of work is painful.
Anyway, I do hope you know I value everything thats said, I just have my own thoughts which are either confirmed or denied as good or bad ideas and try my best to make informed safe decisions. (Yeah I know 120 IMed peeves was far from safe but it was so stupid its on another level to this.) Like I said thanks for all your advise, I did my best to listen to it where I thought was needed and where I thought i could easily get away with it being too safe, unnecessarily safe. to the point of being silly (IMO. But I still appreciate all advice.) Thats why I decided to take the 35mg odt. And likely won't redose at all at this rate
but appreciate the honesty.
