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I agree that was a terrible bit of prescribing there, i didnt know exactly which anti-depressant he'd been prescribed, only that it didnt help him and that he found the withdrawls really horrific. So much anti-depresant prescribing seems to be little more than educated guess work, and with his wealth you'd have thought that he'd have access to the best Drs and psychiatrists around, but it seems that even the best of them just have to take their chances along with the rest of us.
 
Well, it's the nature of bipolar as well. Very few people are diagnosed until they're in their twenties and beyond, due to them only noticing a problem during the depressive phases, and mistaking the manic / hypomanic phases for 'normality' or 'happiness'. Ronnie would've been in his early twenties when the Prozac was prescribed, and it almost certainly would've triggered manic episodes. The doctor would have no way of knowing that in advance.

I had a similar experience - tricyclics in my case, but a similar path.

It's an extremely difficult condition to diagnose, and unfortunately (in most cases) significant damage has already been done by the time the patient receives the help they need.
 
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I don't think my mental health is particularly stable right now. If I tried to self diagnose right now I think I would be calling my local CMHT immediately.:?
Instead I have locked all the gear up and honestly and truly thought about swallowing the key..and it's a big key. I have nice lovely things and tickets for the weekend and I really don't want to be in too much of a stimmed/fucked/ill mess to not go to them...I won't lie I have sent a tentative text to 'the man' to see what is in stock...NOT GOING TO ORDER.

I have just made a cup of coca tea..with 6 bags in it..and a spoon of bicarb (I am sure I read bizarrely this assists the stim benefits)..cause tea don't count nor do 3-4 xanax a night when you all you want is to snort beautiful glittery crystalline powders..

How am I doing?:!
Hope you are all in control or not in contol but watching damage limitations...tea is stewed, going in. <3

in more postive news..the cat came to me and gave me a head bob..the cat normally hates me..maybe as I am not emitting scary chemical smelling trails it can love me again? It's been months.
 
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Nice to see you posting Inflo, ive missed it.. not posted much myself as ive little to say other than moan or praise The Wire it would seem.. 8)

Definitely best putting the stims down for a while me thinks, has been a long time since ive trodden that path but over indulgence is mighty unpleasant and i werent a patch on you and your stimminess ;)

Enjoy your weekend :)<3
 
Just bear in mind that as you're taking it orally you're probably now going to be quite stimmed up for a good few hours. Enjoy. ;)

I'm actually impressed that it still works on someone with a lot of tolerance, too.
 
aghhh fluff alert-missed you too Mr Mist and Swampy..we have yet too see any real stimminess per se..but def a little more energised. Last lot of hospital tests come back negative for weird stomach/rib problem but Wich Dr Flo has started taken a couple of teaspoons of apple cider vinegar a day..and feel remarkably well on it (this may be a placebo or happen to coincide with me and the mepth parting ways for a while).

Big Love all..I feel a blast of sheen coming on =D and rewire of amp to play a cd that came today (which I am sure I already own but hey ho) <3
 
Look after yourself, Inflo. A stim break sounds like a grand idea.

And while we're at it, can you tell me why you appeared in my dream, encouraging Sinead O'Connor to molest me on a couch whilst you sat back, drank and laughed?

You may not be able to answer that because it was a dream, but it was rotten of you, y'know?
 
Daniel, it was traumatic.

I was fucked on something and had a mouth so dry that I couldn't even placate her with kissing for a while. Both Inflorescence and her buddy Sinead found this hilarious.
 
Ermm never having been a massive fan of Sinead not sure there Sammy..who shall I bring tonight? =D I had a strange dream with PolyStyrene in recently...any good?

I have had some very odd dreams with bluers in has to be said..what was I drinking Sammy..if it was a cup of coca tea with 6 bag strings hanging out, I was probably just laughing at the absurdity of my very own self :D Oh wait..that's real life..

"May you always have walls for the winds,
a roof for the rain, tea beside the fire,
laughter to cheer you, those you love near you,
and all your heart might desire."

<3
 
You may not be a fan, but you were certainly pally with her, and were highly amused at the sight of her straddling me in an exaggeratedly-agressive manner.

I recall your glass being tall and the liquid within being transparent, though I'm pretty sure it was decorated in some way, so it may have been some kind of clear cocktail. I dunno.

It was some kind of gathering, but most people had left / passed out, so I think you required some light enterntainment. Thank you. :D
 
How unsafe would it be to have half a hole dose of xme to try to curb the stim/anxiety I still have from this mdpv? I have had 1.5 k-ciders today between 11:00am and now, plus roughly 6-9mg diclazepam over 20 hour period. Also that one off joke mistake peeves dose 18 hours ago now. You may have heard of it over like 5 threads repeated in many, but if not it was a huge mistake shot of 120mg , which was meant to be mxe. I am feeling like when the fuck is this dosae going to end and have been feeling that/thinking it for at least 5 hours now :S

M-holes normally chill me out, as does smaller mxe-doses. I have combined with peevee many times but not with such a large dose (but I'm thinking it can't be viewed as being equivalent to combining it with 120mg so far after, surely substantially less? Aleit an unknown quantify.

I don't worry about odd effects from the lingering peeve and mxe freaking me out or doing anything other than relaxing me, especially at less than m-hole amount, say half what Id normally take so 60mg IM mx..but rather the booze mxe and diclaz. Sorry for any obsessive stupidity today I intend for it to stop one way or another soon, I never intended for this to happen. Thought I'd check before I potentially made things worse. As I don't feel myself atm.
 
I wouldn't add any more substances into the mix now.. just ride it out with your booze and benzos, I'd say. (And remember at some point you told me you respected my HR stance and whatnot? Yeah.. pay attention. ;) )
 
Do you have serious booze? Whiskey? Other spirits?

Take some benzos, put some mellow music on (pref. no beats whatsoever) and slowly sip the alcohol until you start feeling drowsy. You won't die, and you won't go into a horrid stim/benzo/booze fugue state either. Just be careful if you have to walk around, and make sure you arrange things so shit can't get broken. Everything fragile out of sight.
 
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