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Gibberings CLXXVIII - Too skanky for your tastes?

Yah but atm i don't care at all. That's tomorrow's problem.

it does suck though right!

have you slept yet?
 
Mornin' folks

Still going strong Misty? Sounds like the acid has worn off now yeah?

kingme said:
yup. sunday
time to put on your best clothes and head for church.
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The only time this happened for me is when I was too small to really do anything about it... I went pretty much kicking & screaming. Sometimes I even hid because I didn't want to go to church. =D

Got to love Sundays even when I'm unemployed... years of school & some work too mean it's just hard wired in me that Sundays mean relaxing. Strange when every other day of the week should be equally relaxing.
 
that's wrecked lol. it's only 9;45pm and i might go bedy byes soon. too much combination going on.

edit -- nar cunts, drank more vodka. I'm up now, for real.
 
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Morning EADD!

I've just realised I'm a bloody hypocrite. I advice others on stuff n dont take the advice myself.

Arrrrrrrrggggggg so damn frustrated n angry at myself. Grrrrr :(

What 's the point in my helping others when I can't help myself ?

And treat the ones I care about like shit n drive them away.

Fucksake :(

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
I've just realised I'm a bloody hypocrite. I advice others on stuff n dont take the advice myself.
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I do that too sometimes... I have all the right ideas but don't always practice them myself. If someone listens to them though, that's good enough for me.

It can be a lot harder to help yourself than someone else... it really helps to have the support of someone else putting these things into practice yourself, that's what makes the difference for many of us.
 
For instance. I tell people they can 't help whats happened in any particular situation, but its up to them how they deal with things. Well when i had that months infraction i had have used that as the opportunity to sort myself out: lose weight, get fit eat healthy. Instead i spent every day lurking here feeling excluded n obsessed n being mean to certain close friends in E-mail.

And now I've ruined everything :(

Evey
 
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Dont know what that means, sounds like silliness to me..

Seeing as you're busy ruining "everything", can i take a day off from my duties of fuckin up ;)
 
Complete waste of time dwelling on the past, start getting fit and healthy now or something. you sound like my thought process on a comedown haha
 
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ScotchMist said:
Dont know what that means, sounds like silliness to me..

Seeing as you're busy ruining "everything", can i take a day off from my duties of fuckin up ;)
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What sounds like silliness to you? It was an example. I get anxious n obsessed with things. I never said getting obsessed with feeling excluded was right but it was an example.

I'm upset because I've done something stupid to someone I care about n I 'm a hypocrite thinking I can help others when a mess n a loser myself.

ColtDan said:
Complete waste of time dwelling on the past, start getting fit and healthy now or something. you sound like my thought process on a comedown haha

Stone Sour - Say You'll Haunt Me
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Ok.

Evey
 
Ive never heard of the black keys before.

Right no whinging. If i want to get fit again only I can do it by getting my finger out my ass, stop wallowing in self-pity n do something about it.

So tomorrow im getting rid of any unhealthy foods , get some nice potatoes, tuna, salmon, veggies, fruit, WATER FROM THE TAP, start going to bed early n sought my life out.

If I want to help others i need to help myself n I want to help people in the weight management field as always. People can relate to people facing the same battles not just someone in a suit.

I've been size 18-20 I've been size 8-10. I just need to pull my finger out my ass n do it. Jillian Michaels wouldnt put up with the lame excuses i've come up with lately. She'd have kicked my ass good n proper. I seriously LOVE that woman n have never fkn met her!!!!

Right heres goes. I 've done it before i'll do it again.

Evey
 
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you cant change the past what's done is done. don't dwell on it and leave it alone.

Your past doesn't define your future. your actions and beliefs do.

a true friend; they will forgive you for most things if you somehow think you have done something bad.

oh yea u get more pleasure from helping others than helping yourself. like having a child i would imagine.
 
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