MDB you're very good looking. I imagine you've had a fair few birds in your time. I'd not say no, that's for sure. You're one of the hottest blokes on here.
Evey
One of ! I thought i was the hottest out there with no question (joke). Thanks. Flattery will get you everywhere
Thankfully im not at all self conscious of my 'good looks' anymore, dunno if this is because they are fading with age, or if ive lost some kind of confidence thing that is a big part of perceived attractiveness, or if my cuurent lifestyle is taking the shine off somehow. But that "im good looking and i know it" attitude that i used to have in my early 20s used to wind up other males no end though plenty of females seemed to like a certin degree of arrogance and ego. I know ive never been 'everyones type'. on one occasion two girls were talking about me as if i wasnt there, one must have said 'he's pretty fit' or something along those lines, but the other said "What!!! You've got to be kidding me". I was dressed very scruffily at the time doing some manual laboring type work.
Somewhat cruelly, i went through a phase of being very shy and withdrawn in my early 20s when my sex drive was highest and i was at uni surrounded by thousands of hot student chicks where i got all the female attention any young man could ever ask for. Girls used to stick their toungue out at me, in a very suggestive manner, and back their asses into my crotch on the dance floor. Female hairdressers would press their tits into my back, or rub their crotch gainst me. God, how much do i miss those days. 8( My friend reckons its a a confidence thing, i need to get over, and could find myself back in the game if i do. That is a work in progress. 8)
I could have done a Russel brand quite easily, if i was that way inclined, but i prefer more long term relationships than taking a different girl home very night. Not that ive ever done that. I hope all this doesnt come across as terribly conceited, big headed or arrogant, im just staing the facts as i honestly see them. How id love to rewind the clock and get a second chance to relive my early 20s, i consider myslf lucky if i get any female attention atall these days, though when i first meet some people some of them clealry find me attractive, as i by now completely forget that i was once a looker. Females seem different to males in this regard, in that once they met me for the first time, they sem to very quickly get over my looks.
Anyway, enough about me, thats probably far tmi infact, I thought that you said that you dint like sex, and found it disgusting.
