Gibberings CLXXVII -- You could use that fantastic iphone of yours

[Eveleivibe]

A Waiting Game

When one is in the wrong,
It's never good to sing the obsessive song
It's a waiting game you me,
When justices is handed to me

No point thing over n over, feeling hurt,
One feels weak n as small as grains of dirt,
It's a waiting game, see?!
Until justice is handed to me

Why are people given such such different path?
Heaving through the brambles that cut through, they soothly walk through, with endless laughs,
It's a waiting game you see,
When justice is handed to me

The same tune, one constantly tries to sing,
But their songs, they're so loud and cutting,
They beat me,
Not caring that I feel so low,

Same song different outcome,
Its how the cords interact, when all is said n done,
And patience has has come easy
Because the pictur on the wall, it's not right, you see

A wise one said
"Bide your time" it stay inside my head
So one sat n though "Bide your time"
They will eventually pay for their crime.

It's a waiting game, you see?!
When justice is rightfully handed to me.

Evey 29/092014

 

[Sammy G]

There was a time when I'd sit with my biscuits and tea,
And wonder 'what's happening at EADD?'

There was often a chuckle, though sometimes a death,
Many times you might struggle just to draw breath.

But doggerel? Dressed as profundity?
This can't just be annoying me...

I mean no ill will, hope this doesn't sound terse,
But Evey, this just ain't the place for your verse.

 

[Eveleivibe]

There was a time when I'd sit with my biscuits and tea,
And wonder 'what's happening at EADD?'

There was often a chuckle, though sometimes a death,
Many times you might struggle just to draw breath.

But doggerel? Dressed as profundity?
This can't just be annoying me...

I mean no ill will, hope this doesn't sound terse,
But Evey, this just ain't the place for your verse.

Hey you. Hows things?

My poems not about EADD lol. But that gave me a chuckle nontheless.

How's work going? Look I'm sorry I judged you a while back over the "stealing" at work thing. I have no right to judge others like that when I'm on benefits. Hope work is going well

Evey

 

[SummerSerenade]

Just got my results breakdown from last year back from uni and was shocked to find that I got a mid or low first for most of my work but because I didn't bother with one module completely (because I forgot I'd signed up for it...) i missed getting a 2.1 by about 1% (so basically dropped over a grade level). Bollocks. At least first year doesn't count for the rest of my degree so I'm not hugely bothered, more pleased because if I did that well fucked on drugs and with no revision last year then hopefully I'll do the same this year

Bit annoyed though cos I went in early to get my timetable assuming I'd have an early lecture but don't have anything until 2 so had to walk all the way back again.

Well, that's me, how are the rest of you lovely people?

 

[Sammy G]

Hey you. Hows things?

My poems not about EADD lol. But that gave me a chuckle nontheless.

How's work going? Look I'm sorry I judged you a while back over the "stealing" at work thing. I have no right to judge others like that when I'm on benefits. Hope work is going well

Evey

Don't worry, Evey; you've done a lot to reduce the frequency of my daytime BL-browsing, so thank you!

Well, that's me, how are the rest of you lovely people?

Can horrible people answer that too?

 

[SummerSerenade]

Can horrible people answer that too?

But there are no horrible people here?! I love everyone equally

And lol at your first comment.

 

[Sammy G]

You can still love somebody if they're 'horrible', y'know? Or not love somebody who's 'lovely'.

I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but I've a feeling your eyes are glazing over already so I'll mercifully desist, and answer the 'how are you?' bit.

I'm not too shabby, thanks. On the edge of a personal crisis, but probably better prepared than usual.

 

[SummerSerenade]

You can still love somebody if they're 'horrible', y'know? Or not love somebody who's 'lovely'.

I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but I've a feeling your eyes are glazing over already so I'll mercifully desist, and answer the 'how are you?' bit.

I'm not too shabby, thanks. On the edge of a personal crisis, but probably better prepared than usual.

After the week and a half I've had don't even mention personal crisis to me. It has easily been the most dramatic time of my life, but then, I have had a vaguely boring life till I went to uni.

Everyone is lovely in their own way though. Apart from me, I'm a chubby sweaty copper who is gradually gathering evidence on you all.

That personal crisis might be coming sooner than you think, better hide the evidence

 

[Eveleivibe]

Don't worry, Evey; you've done a lot to reduce the frequency of my daytime BL-browsing, so thank you!



Can horrible people answer that too?

Why thank you, Sammy :D I am to please. Now where's that cheque off your employer for getting you to spend less time online JK

Evey

 

[swampdragon]

Morning folks. And sorry to hear about the personal crisis stuff, Sam. :/

 

[Sammy G]

Everyone is lovely in their own way though. Apart from me, I'm a chubby sweaty copper who is gradually gathering evidence on you all.

That personal crisis might be coming sooner than you think, better hide the evidence

You ain't so bad for a chubby, sweaty copper. You'd never be able to take me alive, though.

Morning folks. And sorry to hear about the personal crisis stuff, Sam. :/

Ah, not so much genuine crisis as the looming threat of crisis, with a side dish of ennui and a desperate need to persuade myself to press on in the face of little encouragement.

I'm more than aware that it's a far cry from working down a mine for a dollar a day, which just makes it feel more twattish. Still, life is pretty grey right now.

 

[Chatative]

Just got my results breakdown from last year back from uni and was shocked to find that I got a mid or low first for most of my work but because I didn't bother with one module completely (because I forgot I'd signed up for it...) i missed getting a 2.1 by about 1% (so basically dropped over a grade level). Bollocks. At least first year doesn't count for the rest of my degree so I'm not hugely bothered, more pleased because if I did that well fucked on drugs and with no revision last year then hopefully I'll do the same this year

Bit annoyed though cos I went in early to get my timetable assuming I'd have an early lecture but don't have anything until 2 so had to walk all the way back again.

Well, that's me, how are the rest of you lovely people?

That's good then... well done. (missed module aside)

Most people don't get firsts in their first year of Uni, well at least with law. I think the moral of this story is keep on top of your upcoming coursework/assessments/seminars. That tends to be what goes out the window when you are boshing drugs during term time. I certainly missed one deadline & failed a couple of exams because of using drugs.

I know of other people who had the exact same trouble, if not much worse than me. I don't mean to lecture you but just keep it in mind. Better than finding out the hard way as many of us do.

I'm not too bad though. Just been on a jaunt into town & it's nice and sunny, so can't complain.

On the edge of a personal crisis, but probably better prepared than usual.

Sorry to hear that. Let's hope your preparation eases the crisis a bit!

 

[Eveleivibe]

You can still love somebody if they're 'horrible', y'know? Or not love somebody who's 'lovely'.

I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but I've a feeling your eyes are glazing over already so I'll mercifully desist, and answer the 'how are you?' bit.

I'm not too shabby, thanks. On the edge of a personal crisis, but probably better prepared than usual.

Sorry to hear that. Hope things are better soon.

Morning Summer n Swampy xxxx how's things with you both?

Evey

 

[masaz]

Just got my results breakdown from last year back from uni and was shocked to find that I got a mid or low first for most of my work but because I didn't bother with one module completely (because I forgot I'd signed up for it...) i missed getting a 2.1 by about 1% (so basically dropped over a grade level). Bollocks. At least first year doesn't count for the rest of my degree so I'm not hugely bothered, more pleased because if I did that well fucked on drugs and with no revision last year then hopefully I'll do the same this year

Bit annoyed though cos I went in early to get my timetable assuming I'd have an early lecture but don't have anything until 2 so had to walk all the way back again.

Well, that's me, how are the rest of you lovely people?

Congrats, I did about the same as you. Got my results the other day and missed out on a 2:1 cos I forgot to do a module, so will be retaking that this year but hey ho. Was also similarly fucked on drugs so hopefully this year I'll manage to rescue me grades. Really fucked up the first year but yeah that didn't count. English

Today is all good, shite day yesterday because I am still learning to deal with the intense worry that comes with being engaged to someone who mostly works as a HR manager but also spends a good amount of time belting round building sites and so on chasing thieving cunts who are often tooled up. I am also still learning to express my negative emotions (in this case worrying she might die and irritation at them having her work fucking loads of hours) in a way that isn't sulking and becoming monosyllabic. Going to get my ex in to teach her how to just yell 'stop sulking' at me til I do. But yeah shit's cool now, I got me some beer in, got her some for when she gets in at stupid o clock tonight and tomorrow she actually has time off til Saturday so we're off to some steak restaurant in the 'nice' part of town and then getting a shit load of drugs.

So life could be a lot worse, though I could do without the constant worry of her getting stabbed, I guess she could too.

edit: thanks @ sam for using the word 'looming'. I love that word.

 

[Sammy G]

Sorry to hear that. Let's hope your preparation eases the crisis a bit!

Um... so you hope I do actually have a crisis? :D

Sorry, I know you meant well, but that wasn't thought through. For anybody else who wishes to console me about my crisis, there is no fucking crisis, just a vaguely ominous feeling. Alright?

edit: thanks @ sam for using the word 'looming'. I love that word.

Great one, ain't it?

Good to know that posts do sometimes get read and not skimmed, too.

 

[Eveleivibe]

By the way no drink now for a month. Think ill do the Sober for October thing lol

Morning, Chatty

Evey

 

[swampdragon]

Good luck with being sober, Evey. Think I may just entirely give up booze - have had a horrible depression since getting drunk on Friday. Wasn't worth it and it's waaaay worse than any MDMA comedown I've had, weirdly.

Ah, not so much genuine crisis as the looming threat of crisis, with a side dish of ennui and a desperate need to persuade myself to press on in the face of little encouragement.

I'm more than aware that it's a far cry from working down a mine for a dollar a day, which just makes it feel more twattish. Still, life is pretty grey right now.

Aah, yes, am well familiar with that kind of crisis - they're generally the ones that force me to make big life changes, so have generally worked out for the best. Still sucks to have them though.

And if it's job-related ennui, just be thankful you don't have to go through the bullshit of applications and interviews, at least.

 

[masaz]

Um... so you hope I do actually have a crisis? :D

Sorry, I know you meant well, but that wasn't thought through. For anybody else who wishes to console me about my crisis, there is no fucking crisis, just a vaguely ominous feeling. Alright?



Great one, ain't it?

Good to know that posts do sometimes get read and not skimmed, too.

Ooh I hate that vaguely ominous feeling. And aye, it's one of my favourite words is looming :D Amethyst is my absolute favourite.

By the way no drink now for a month. Think ill do the Sober for October thing lol

Morning, Chatty

Evey

Good luck on that! I debated it but as you can see, it's not likely to go too well. Got a weakness for Polish lager and pay day looming. Maybe I'll give it a bash at New Year. Think nine months is the longest I've been off the booze since I was, ooooh, sixteen or so

 

[Sammy G]

Aah, yes, am well familiar with that kind of crisis - they're generally the ones that force me to make big life changes, so have generally worked out for the best. Still sucks to have them though.

And if it's job-related ennui, just be thankful you don't have to go through the bullshit of applications and interviews, at least.

D'you think so? The bullshit of applications and interviews are a necessary component of any changes I might be forced to make, if I want to be able to afford to live reasonably on my own. And I really have no idea where to start with that one, after ten years with the same employer. The other changes would obviously include moving, and there's other loose ends to be tied up. All while I try to relearn how to relearn how to be a human being, which is hard and often distressing work on its own. Too much, and very little reward in either the long or short-term.

So yeah, the scene is set for meltdown, but let's hope not.

 

[Chatative]

By the way no drink now for a month. Think ill do the Sober for October thing lol

Morning, Chatty

Evey

Morning.

Good luck with your sobriety. I should really do the Stoptober thing for smoking but CBA.

Um... so you hope I do actually have a crisis? :D

Sorry, I know you meant well, but that wasn't thought through. For anybody else who wishes to console me about my crisis, there is no fucking crisis, just a vaguely ominous feeling. Alright?

I only saw the second post saying it was only a threat after I posted, thought it was impending.... but er yes, I hope you don't have a crisis! :D

That's what I get for not refreshing the page!