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Gibberings CLXXVII -- You could use that fantastic iphone of yours

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Morning!

It's definitely a close call between some nice beef or drugs... I myself am having steak tonight although drugs aren't on the cards anyway.

Hope everyone has a nice lazy (or stimmed) Sunday. :)
 
Morning everyone.

People are forgetting that we had a lot of students here over the summer n now they're back at uni, a lot of them will be out at the union bar , clubbing or studying. Some have travelled to different country n are tryinf to find the ropes, probably.

If people are frustrated then my advice is as always, welcome new members in New Member Introductions n tell them about EADD.

Instead of moaning about the problem be part of the solution.

Evey
 
Morning <3

Am on sort of self enforced recreational drug free period. Was rushed to hospital by bloody ambulance recently as this ongoing bastard of cartilage/rib inflammation thing I have had for years (trauma related not drug before you condemn me :\) decided to floor me-so apart from the morphine they gave me on the ward and prescribed tramadol I am clean as a whistle.

Feels a little surreal to be this straight for quite so long probably needed and required and couldn't have come at a better time as me and mepth had become very very well acquainted and twas in fairness getting out of hand. Sooo...yep sooo gagging for a snoofle of pretty much anything right now but rather self contradictorily enjoying the mundanity of life I am usually trying to escape/enhance etc to and from.

So yep sorry ponch..hope you had my share and enjoyed it. Have started watching tv again after months of not, going out for meals and even sleeping a bit..so all good.No intention of doing sober October though-maybe half.

Wont be around much as will be too busy getting addicted to shit TV, reading books and lounging rather than bouncing off the ceiling, speed cleaning, shaking the base bins and talking utter shite to you all...aghh. <3<3<3
 
Sorry to hear of your problems Inflo, am pleased to hear that they've carried a silver lining though..

I, like others, will miss you and your talking of shite (its not shite) muchly. Guess I'll have to PM Raas for 3am conversations now..!

Just watch out what you go getting addicted to on the TV, i hear some of its worse for you than a 10 year Krokodil habit ;)

<3
 
Eveleivibe said:
People are forgetting that we had a lot of students here over the summer n now they're back at uni, a lot of them will be out at the union bar , clubbing or studying. Some have travelled to different country n are tryinf to find the ropes, probablyy
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Or they are being naughty, fucking off the first week of uni parties in favour of something much more exciting. Mdma speed, meph and fabulousness is what my weekend has comprised of so far.

Also, being disowned. At shit o clock this morning I had a series of texts. Eventually it transpired that mother had SNOOPED though my stuff to the extent of un taping boxes and finding the hidden compartment in my ring box. What did she find? Wish I could say candy, but it was more to the tune of unused (!!!!) syringes, empty (!!!!) baggies, and my fucking brand new scales. Things that are evidence, yes, but also all legal to own. Ooh, fucking crime of the century.

More to the point, as I am almost fucking 20 years old and I don't even live with her i am outraged. But although she seems to think I'm heading along the route of being a smack addicted Walter White she's not going to call the fuzz so it's all good in the hood, I get to stay and have fun for at least another day before schizo mother flips again and my drug taking miscreant friend and I get dragged to the cells.

Speed, sun, shopping and err...fields. I am not used to nature.

No one can top how dramatic and ultimately amazing my weekend has been, and you've only got the headlines. You're welcome to try, however.
 
Always on the end of a PM Mr Mist and it's Emmerdale I am worried about at least you know with Krokadil you are a goner once the flesh starts rotting and yer bones are poking out..how will I know with Emmerdale...??? What are the warning signs?

Off to be all civilised and back to bed for lazy Sunday croissants and coffee and the papers with him..what have I become?

<3
 
A day of delirium, followed by a trip to A&E, a panic attack with HORRIBLE visual and audio hallucinations after getting back from A&E, a 2nd suicide attempt and I'm still here..... Fuuuuuuuckin hell 8(

<3 <3 <3 Hello howdy and much love EADD <3 <3 <3
 
inflorescence said:
Always on the end of a PM Mr Mist and it's Emmerdale I am worried about at least you know with Krokadil you are a goner once the flesh starts rotting and yer bones are poking out..how will I know with Emmerdale...??? What are the warning signs?

Off to be all civilised and back to bed for lazy Sunday croissants and coffee and the papers with him..what have I become?

<3
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Your eyes start bleeding i believe. Be careful out there and enjoy your civilised stuffs ;)

Bike riding again with the wee ones for me..! For some reason ive donned a wooly jumper and its roasting 8)

Edit: kin'el Monsta take care <3
 
monstanoodle said:
A day of delirium, followed by a trip to A&E, a panic attack with HORRIBLE visual and audio hallucinations after getting back from A&E, a 2nd suicide attempt and I'm still here..... Fuuuuuuuckin hell 8(

<3 <3 <3 Hello howdy and much love EADD <3 <3 <3
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Woah there Mr Noodle.. nothing is bad enough to make suicide the correct solution..
Take a break from drugs and look after your physical health.. peace of mind will follow <3
 
ScotchMist said:
Your eyes start bleeding i believe. Be careful out there and enjoy your civilised stuffs ;)

Bike riding again with the wee ones for me..! For some reason ive donned a wooly jumper and its roasting 8)

Edit: kin'el Monsta take care <3
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Sounds ace n healthy!

Waiting for me dinner to cook then I 'm getting on with painting the bathroom pink xxxx

Evey
 
Sorry to hear that things are so bad Moonsta. I hope you get the help and support you need. There is always the hope of better tomorrows no matter how bad things may seem at the time.

Just been on a bit of a legal RC spending spree, got a whole host of goodies on their way now. Not sure exactly when im going to end my current kratom run, but when i do i plan to do get through the first few days with loads of cathinone type stims and then flubro-oblivioning myself into flubro-fuckedness for a while. This may not be the best plan ive ever hatched, but its about the only one i can come up with currently, i think it may help make the rough first day(s) zip by, or it may just make everything worse.

Also im finally getting serious on cutting down on etiz as its existence in the UK is clearly becoming endangered. It's really strange how all the UK vendors are wanting to offload their stocks without any official word of a pending ban having been leaked, at least not to my knowledge. P'raps the legislators dont want to impose a ban, fearing a sudden influx of thousands of people turning up at GPs and hospitals having got themselves into a habit, with the supply suddenly cut off. Maybe pressure is being applied on vendors to stop stocking it, but they have just tweaked the molecules to create a very similar new substance. This strongly suggests that an etiz ban is in the pipeline. I've got more motivation to get off it now, partially thanks to the words of SammyG, which although i appeared to dismiss at the time, they did stay with me. The etiz could be partially what's causing some low moods, plus i dont particularly want to increase my risks of early onset dementia. The benzo tapering and w/d process is not at all appealing, but its better than the possible outcomes of continuing to take doses way over the recommended guidelines.
 
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SummerSerenade said:
Also, being disowned. At shit o clock this morning I had a series of texts. Eventually it transpired that mother had SNOOPED though my stuff to the extent of un taping boxes and finding the hidden compartment in my ring box. What did she find? Wish I could say candy, but it was more to the tune of unused (!!!!) syringes, empty (!!!!) baggies, and my fucking brand new scales. Things that are evidence, yes, but also all legal to own. Ooh, fucking crime of the century.

More to the point, as I am almost fucking 20 years old and I don't even live with her i am outraged. But although she seems to think I'm heading along the route of being a smack addicted Walter White she's not going to call the fuzz so it's all good in the hood, I get to stay and have fun for at least another day before schizo mother flips again and my drug taking miscreant friend and I get dragged to the cells.
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Syringes may be legal to own but they're bound to freak out mothers, especially ones who are concerned enough to root through their daughter's possessions, however wrong that action may be on her part.

I'm glad she's not been silly enough to call the police, but don't expect this to blow over quickly. I hope it gets resolved somehow, and I do really feel for you. You just have to try and see it through the eyes of a mental, irrational mother for a second.

If you need anybody to comfort and console you in the meantime, you know where I am . <3 ;)

Oh, and MDB - nice one. It's satisfying to know all that nagging wasn't quite in vain. :D
 
Good thinking, MDB. YOU DON't want to be left in serious withdrawal if they stop it suddenly. I thin it's disgrace n careless of the vendors - as not everyone is as wise / quick thinking as you are n will see it as an opportunity to purchase as much as possible - especially if addicted.

Good thinking on posting this to make other people aware of the possibility of an un-leaked ban.

Evey
 
Damn, I hope they don't ban etizolam any time soon. I mean, I don't think they have any recreational value but they're damn helpful for when I'm going through a bout of insomnia, plus of course they're great for mollowing out a trip.. If I can find any on sale I think a might buy a load just in case.

On another note, I've run out of weed :( so I shall be compensating for that today with allylescaline :)
 
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Shaping up to be a nice Sunday, back from the park a little while ago and now cooking a sunday dinner for the family :)

Even happier i gave the drugs a swerve last night otherwise today would of been a pain instead of pleasure..!
 
SummerSerenade said:
Also, being disowned. At shit o clock this morning I had a series of texts. Eventually it transpired that mother had SNOOPED though my stuff to the extent of un taping boxes and finding the hidden compartment in my ring box. What did she find? Wish I could say candy, but it was more to the tune of unused (!!!!) syringes, empty (!!!!) baggies, and my fucking brand new scales. Things that are evidence, yes, but also all legal to own. Ooh, fucking crime of the century.

More to the point, as I am almost fucking 20 years old and I don't even live with her i am outraged. But although she seems to think I'm heading along the route of being a smack addicted Walter White she's not going to call the fuzz so it's all good in the hood, I get to stay and have fun for at least another day before schizo mother flips again and my drug taking miscreant friend and I get dragged to the cells.
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To be fair I'd be pretty freaked out if I found my GF had a stash of syringes (used or not) and I've done more than my fair share of heavy drug abuse over the years. Try and imagine what it must be like for a mother who is probably completely naive to the world of recreational drug use.
 
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