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Nicklazz said:
If u got people after u that will hurt u, trust me mate don't do any PV, your mind will use that against you. You know that.
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Christ even etzi get me that way at the minute

fucking great the is over £100 again just vanished from my account and i know ive not spent it ive got a bent vendor some where robbing me i think got to wait till midnight for the details to update cant ring to find out why but this is not right the should be a lot more in than the is
 
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Eveleivibe said:
I don't know what PV is but was too scared to ask lol. Hiya Nicklazz n anyone else who's dropped in. Hiya zzz101 how's things?
Nicklazz how's recovery going?

Evey
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heya Evey, recovery is going up & down, I drink too much & my OCD is going crazy, hell I can even not eat with the other people anymore.
But my anxiety/paranoia is very VERY low. But think I am lucky to get a new benzo taper, so I can get out of the alcohol this time and not fall in again and think I can do 1 beer and thats it. Its no beers or many.

How are u? <3 :)


foolsgold said:
Christ even etzi get me that way at the minute

fucking great the is over £100 again just vanished from my account and i know ive not spent it ive got a bent vendor some where robbing me i think got to wait till midnight for the details to update cant ring to find out why but this is not right the should be a lot more in than the is
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Etiz make u go paranoia-mode my friend? Damn then u really have to not do any MDPV <3
 
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Nicklazz said:
heya Evey, recovery is going up & down, I drink too much & my OCD is going crazy, hell I can even not eat with the other people anymore.
But my anxiety/paranoia is very VERY low. But think I am lucky to get a new benzo taper, so I can get out of the alcohol this time and not fall in again and think I can do 1 beer and thats it. Its no beers or many.

How are u? <3 :)




Etiz make u go paranoia-mode my friend? Damn then u really have to not do any MDPV <3
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You're prob right about the one beer or many, unfortunately, but it's good you've realised this as it's a good part of tecovery to no longer be in denial about our addictions. Good luck with the benzo taper. Sorry to hear that your OCD is playing up but it's good your paranoia is under control.
Thinking of you , Nicklazz n praying you have a smooth recovery.
Please try not to feel bad if you relapse it's part of recovery n it's what happens from this moment that truly matters - not the past.

I'm OK thanks. I've made it a week without get infracted hahahaha going to see if I can go until Christmas on here without being warned / infracted n if I do - I'm giving myself a treat.

Presently on 8mg subbies but tapering to 6mg in next few weeks with key worker, doing it gradually so I don't end up erratic again, literally.

Evey
 
Nicklazz said:
heya Evey, recovery is going up & down, I drink too much & my OCD is going crazy, hell I can even not eat with the other people anymore.
But my anxiety/paranoia is very VERY low. But think I am lucky to get a new benzo taper, so I can get out of the alcohol this time and not fall in again and think I can do 1 beer and thats it. Its no beers or many.
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Hey, good to see you around. :)

Stay strong with the beer - I'm in a similar situation as you probably know, and it really is the hardest thing, but worth it for the sake of your sanity and health.

SummerSerenade said:
Ahh, I have an unexpected free house until this time tomorrow, party at mine bitches.

I am so drunk <3
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And to think all this time I had you down as the classier kind.
 
is this the how high* are you thread? i am so nicely fucked-- they had free samples and the dude gave me a few shots extra for free. mmmmm wild turkey. small shots tho. plus 5mg etiz. i am goooood to rolll out home, fly in a plane lol!
 
Got the results of my degree back and I passed :D Not sure how much a Philosophy degree is gonna help with my employability though but it's nice to have all the same :) Haven't taken any drugs apart from alcohol in a while but considering celebrating at some point in the next week, got some AL-LAD which I've still only taken half a tab of so might take a full dose for a spin at the weekend. Done LSZ a few times up to 300ug so will be interesting to see how AL-LAD compares, heard mostly positive things about it and it was very pleasant at 75ug! Hope people are good been a little while since I've posted in this thread.
 
StreetHalo91 said:
Got the results of my degree back and I passed :D Not sure how much a Philosophy degree is gonna help with my employability though but it's nice to have all the same :) Haven't taken any drugs apart from alcohol in a while but considering celebrating at some point in the next week, got some AL-LAD which I've still only taken half a tab of so might take a full dose for a spin at the weekend. Done LSZ a few times up to 300ug so will be interesting to see how AL-LAD compares, heard mostly positive things about it and it was very pleasant at 75ug! Hope people are good been a little while since I've posted in this thread.
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Congratulations :) - you have a degree, so many employers see degree and your already a better candidate than those without. Are you taking a break now that your studies have finished or you looking to get straight into work?

What's next for you ?
 
SummerSerenade said:
I think you mean the absolute best. I am, anyway, even though some people don't seem to appreciate that.

What's everyone up to this evening, I'm watching Great British Bake Off. I feel like such a middle class housewife.
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Were watching the match and getting drunk - If it wasn't for my Hello kitty slippers we would look pretty butch :D
 
SummerSerenade said:
I think you mean the absolute best. I am, anyway, even though some people don't seem to appreciate that.

What's everyone up to this evening, I'm watching Great British Bake Off. I feel like such a middle class housewife.
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Yeah, they're clearly the best, but they're also the worst. Experience has at least taught me something.

This evening: Met my weed dealer and chatted, vaped some weed, dropped 3 NHS pills, 40mg promethazine, 3mg etizolam and I'm reading some book about the religious significance of the Grail Mysteries. Trying hard not to go and get 'one' Guinness to go with all the assorted downers, straighteners and weed.

Oh, and doing my best to slag off some loudmouth broad on the internet.
 
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