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Gibberings CLXXVI - We might have hit 100 before one of these dopey fuckers noticed

http://youtu.be/GAdAxVWAaWA The Seahorses - The Boy In The Picture just cant help it at times the true cunt in me show his/her face http://youtu.be/QYsQcIMPOnQ Stone Roses - Sally Cinnamon

http://youtu.be/g9AojDaeu4U The Seahorses - Suicide Drive can you see what i am getting at this songs got something to do with me sorry fucking scamming wankers never gave me my 10p back sod weetabix i eat corn flakes now

http://youtu.be/92o5gPs_2HU The Seahorses Do It Yourself(Whole album) just to have it all go void i took the sticker off the album and it just said void wonder what the void holds for you squires ? reliving stolen glory's or cashing on rose tinted memories http://youtu.be/dJEvF7dPMNM The Stone Roses - The Stone Roses (FULL ALBUM) 1989 and yes i know but im in a gibbering mood fuck knows whats in the dust and bacca kicking round the dead room box i live in http://youtu.be/yGu2DaGh2fE waiting for the return of this lot really now not you ian was better alone http://youtu.be/0PGRybHM1zQ Ian Brown - Stellify ( HQ )

http://youtu.be/zL1xgX4VhdE John Squire - Time Changes Everything (Full Album) so are you unfortunately because me john lizzy and the others in the picture cant be together fuck you Mathew squires need nothing and no one but you and you played on it ian fed of it smack ate from the insides out who do i mean my brother as we called our selfs squire jnr 24572 24577

dares all ways more to some ones life than you know http://youtu.be/uAOR6ib95kQ Gorillaz - DARE

remember you put me down like a dog didn't you squire only color that i see is red and god would be angry if i told you what i was dreaming that day

http://youtu.be/8Eej5Xuvz5M John Squire - People In The Sun its getting close to the day she died john and what will i be doing the date of you released you first solo fucking cop shop lol

what ever it was its over with so good night you lot :) you could say that i truly am i a different class to you who yes you know who http://youtu.be/PWi5Te7KJhI Pulp - Different Class (Full Album
 
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Agh :( I fell asheep, sorry. I'm sad. people seem to think I'm an abuser :( I'm not an abuser, I don't hurting people, nothing unless they hurt me and then it's a defence ..... but why would anyone think I'm an abuser and would deliberately want to hurt others, wait I didn't know about this sorry.

Evey
 
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Morning EADD,

Looks like another lazy Sunday today... just as they should always be. :)

I trust a few of you are nursing hangovers or comedowns?
 
Just rolled in recently.....;) rock n roll.

I am now wondering and perusing tablets. I have been told by friends never to buy a device or any technological equipment EVER without one of them present as I freely admit I am techotwit/not phobe as such technoigneramous I just want something to travel with really. Any suggestions...?Ipad or ipad mini I guess most will say but I just want something cheapish and basicish...oooh yeh and in pink or purple would be magic.

Clueless of BL welcomes all advice/suggestions...;)
 
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Lol I was going to suggest iPad as I'm an Apple fan, how about Kindle fire? It's a kindle (for books) but I think it has a lot of the tablet features too n is round £70-80. It's from Amazon so if you type Kindle Fire there, it will give you a description.

Or you could get an android tablet from Argos.

Hope that helps somewhat.

Evey
 
I'm thinking of getting a tablet for my child for -Christmas. She has the children's one; LeapPad , but the games n stuff are far more expensive. Most apps I pay for on iPad are 99p-£2.99 range whereas they want £15-20 for games for her LeapFrog. I'm sure I could get Sofia the princess, Doc McStuffins games a lot cheaper with a more grown up tablet. Will look
Later either that or a DS but not sure as I've always thought 5 is too young for a DS, that she should be playing n more active at 5 than playing games all day. I'd have to have a time-straint on.

Evey
 
iPad Mini (retina) is great... I am an apple whore though bar laptops. Not to big & great for carrying around. Expensive though.

I think the Kindle Fire is pretty good for a tablet expect that it's actually not as good for reading as a regular kindle & I don't suppose it'll have all the apps other tablets have. Don't quote me on that though.

Eveleivibe said:
However did you guess , Chatative ;) you been getting psychic powers off Raasy?
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Ooohh... you have them too? You read my mind. ;)
 
Morning BL.... waking up to my kids jumping all over me, laughing, has made my week of waking up in dingy hotels with a hangover seem all the more futile. Need to spend more time with them instead of working..

A bike ride with the wee ones shortly :) <3

Have a good one all... <3
 
curious_24 said:
Agreed. His new series was pretty awesome too, as long as you don't watch it sober.
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Hey you, not seen you in aaaaaages, well over a month cause I was infacted again - for a month , so how you doing, eh ?

You still struggling with the codeine? U know my thread still around if you need to talk. I'll go bump it up.

I really do need to edit my codeine addiction thread, take out the drivel I've wrote n make it more informative, helpful n supportive. It starts with me whinging on that needs taking out. Maybe I need to do some research on codeine, DHC, painkiller addiction in the UK n put that at page one.

Need to sort my maintenance n aftercare thread too. I love those megathreads with the useful information at the beginning - like the suboxone MT in Other Drugs. Its nice for people to feel supportive n a lot of EADDers tend to stay in EADD n we have different support services in the UK. Sorry I can't speak for those in other European countries or African.

If any of you can contact me with support information in African or other European countries for codeine/DHC addiction or for maintenance n after-care of addiction then I can contact moderators n ask them what information is n is not appropriate to put on them. But really want those friends to help n I can't do it alone, no i in team n all that n we members, got to help each other , right?!

Evey
 
Hi Evey. I've been a away for a while, got sick of the same people posting the same "jokes" day, in day out. I hear you've also been away ;)

I'm still taking codeine but went cold turkey for two weeks just to prove that I could beat the physical withdrawals. I'm back on it now but at a heavily reduced dose. How are the subs treating you?
 
Well done, you! Hope that doesn't sound patronising. Yea the physical withdrawals are ok to overcome. It's the psychological shit that's the main hindrence. That's why I hate it when people addicted to stronger drugs like sneering, sneer at me for being on maintenance. It's only the physical WDs, which are tougher to beat. I have talked to lots of people addicted to Heroin or stronger opiates like like OxyContin n they've all expressed similar psychological feelings to what I expressed.

That's another reason I created those threads on here. There is a lot of misunderstanding about maintenance. Addictiom is addiction n with opiate addiction there is both physical n psychological withdrawal symptoms n these are what doctors take into account, when they decide maintance. A lot of drug users get angry when they see someone like me on maintenance because they just think of drug-potency n physical withdrawal n fail to take into account psychological withdrawal such as deep depression n suicidal thinking.

Anyone with depression and or suicidal thoughts will know what a hindrance to one's life it can be - as well as the fact that most people, including myself, feel that emotional pain is worst than physical pain.

Evey
 
That's a very good point. Have you considered anti-depressants to help with the psychological side of things? I think Venlafaxine is meant to be quite succesful for opiate PAWS recovery. I may see about getting switched to that myself, i dont think that Mirtazapine is helping very much, and i blew out my tolerance to sertraline before that, with the doctors just increasing the dose all the time when i said it wasnt working.
 
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