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Gibberings CLXXV - Talk about Phil Mitchell

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Reality is pissing down your own leg. An hour or two from work.. This is my reality, this instance, whats yours?


Hospital tests tomorrow/today fucking miles and miles away...he is driving me and indulged in some mepth-he dabbles he doesn't really do fings so much. So he is gonna feel like crap in morning and had to xanax..Really want to cancel but I know I can't.
 
Received and understood. I have to really waited soo long for these tests. They 'lost' the first lot but will be seeing several specialists one after the other and couldn't bring myself to piss them about as it is must have been a bugger to arrange. Just hope he feels ok to drive as I have no idea how I would get that far on public transport and in no fit state to drive..sighh. I will be there.
 
well its very simple you get there as what the fuck am i meant to do with out you if you miss something that can be fix but you leave it to late

this weight loss with me has me panicked a liltte smoke very heavily since around ten not very fit and the chemicals have taken the tole and with it being so reckless and its not the just the drugs as i can eat healthy on rc stims if it was speed then i could understand
 
Gotta talk to the Doc FG even if it's just to have your bloods done see what nutrients you are missing. Get prescribed some vitamins and minerals and maybe some nutritional drinks and stuff. I know you know all the other stuff you should, could and may do about the actual use..you know what I mean we have talked about it a lot.
You know I am no paragon of virtue and you know I have 'stuff' going on but one thing since having my bloods done last year and finding out I have anemia (runs in the family strangely and of course misuse dosn't help) but just taken Iron and B6 and B12 have improved some elements at least physically for me. I take a shed load of vits and stuff and I do eat fairly healthily. Do lots of juicing etc.

Get yer bloods done can't hurt?
 
Hospital tests tomorrow/today fucking miles and miles away...he is driving me and indulged in some mepth-he dabbles he doesn't really do fings so much. So he is gonna feel like crap in morning and had to xanax..Really want to cancel but I know I can't.
Trumped significantly unfortunately.. I hope whatever it is goes better than expected <3

I will give you a thought when I feel sorry myself at some point tomorrow :)

Take care Inflo
 
Typical long message-lost with laptop going berserk...gist was you take care too. Could just really do without it today...but all will be well and if it's not just get on with it after a wallow and a moan.

Got lots of things to look forward to coming up...time for action and less of procrastinating and excuses and justifying stuff that should be dealt with..laughed at and forgotten.

<3
 
Gotta talk to the Doc FG even if it's just to have your bloods done see what nutrients you are missing. Get prescribed some vitamins and minerals and maybe some nutritional drinks and stuff. I know you know all the other stuff you should, could and may do about the actual use..you know what I mean we have talked about it a lot.
You know I am no paragon of virtue and you know I have 'stuff' going on but one thing since having my bloods done last year and finding out I have anemia (runs in the family strangely and of course misuse dosn't help) but just taken Iron and B6 and B12 have improved some elements at least physically for me. I take a shed load of vits and stuff and I do eat fairly healthily. Do lots of juicing etc.

Get yer bloods done can't hurt?

i m going to give it another 3 weeks before the test then it will 5 weeks of 5 weeks of tappering
 
Anyone ever had a dream in which you fell in love with someone that doesn't actually exist?

A very memorable one many years ago. The "someone" was apparently some kinda Elven princess on a big horse. What probably made it stand out in memory then and since was that I (in hindsight incredibly realistically) lost my virginity to her too. This may or may not have had consequences later in life :sus:

That aside, mornin' all :)

Postie provided (semi-)surprise Goodies this morn. Good-o. What to do between now and giving up the pretence of waiting to indulge... ?
 
I've often had dreams like that. Actually, I think anytime I've ever had a romantic/sexual dream it involved some made-up person.
 
A very memorable one many years ago. The "someone" was apparently some kinda Elven princess on a big horse. What probably made it stand out in memory then and since was that I (in hindsight incredibly realistically) lost my virginity to her too. This may or may not have had consequences later in life :sus:

That aside, mornin' all :)

Postie provided (semi-)surprise Goodies this morn. Good-o. What to do between now and giving up the pretence of waiting to indulge... ?

Mornin :D....cup of coffee maybe, well put the kettle onto boil anyway ;)
 
I always have dreams where I'm heavily in love with a person that doesn't exist in real life, but then as I get closer to conciousness it ends up being an ex or someone I know. In fact I don't think that's part of the dream, just part of the post-dream rationalisation.

Also, recently, I've been having dreams where I'm heavily in love with my baby that does not exist IRL (not in that way, before yewtree pounce). Reckon it's just because a lot of my mates are having sprogs right about now
 
I would tell you about my bizarre dream last night but it was so weird I'm sure you'd all laugh at me.
 
Whilst you're on Shambles, if you could be so kind as my heads a lil puddled and hopefully yours isnt. What was that Wisp track you posted that was a tad breakcore'e'esque..??
 
I had a lovely dream last night. And no, I'm not going to share ;)

Morning bitches, I'm feeling fabulous as fuck. It's like I wasn't on drugs last night at all. Going out for dinner later, mmm. Might have a coffee myself as I have a pitifully small amount of proper drugs left.
 
I would tell you about my bizarre dream last night but it was so weird I'm sure you'd all laugh at me.

We actually have a dream thread around somewhere but can't find it in the Index. Also, the way you've phrased that sounds suspiciously like you absolutely do want to tell us. Spill it.

Whilst you're on Shambles, if you could be so kind as my heads a lil puddled and hopefully yours isnt. What was that Wisp track you posted that was a tad breakcore'e'esque..??

That'd be this one I suspect. Not familiar with that album but does sound quite different to most of his stuff. Breakcorey but still Wispy with it. Must track it down properly at some point.

Alternatively it might've been this one (probably was this one come to think of it) but sounds like that album in general is a bit more breaky than his usual stuff.
 
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