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Gibberings CLXXIX - No not Mormons... morons...

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Yeah, I understand the problems about keeping in touch with planet earth. Still, it's always grand to hear from you, Kate. <3

The loss was hard to take, particularly as we'd only managed to trace him because his social worker insisted on him answering my sister's mail before he went into sheltered housing to get him away from drink. In the couple of years since I last saw him, he'd slipped into deep dementia and wasn't eating at all.

Shortly after my visit he started eating again, and we spent a lot of time together, both at his flat and in hospital. That time was so valuable that I can never quantify it; sometimes we'd talk, though his lucidity ebbed and flowed. Other times, we'd just look into each others eyes until he went into this silent laugh.

His last words to me were 'fuck off'. :D

I loved that man. I went a bit manic during and afterwards, but I got stabilised on 1000mg lithium.
It must of been a comfort to him for you to be there. Sounds like you've had a tough spell but are managing to get through tha

Thank you it's nice to pass by :) It doesn’t feel like the and like many posters, I just refuse mostly to be here to tolerate that kinda shite that place I loved so much once, it looks cringey and far too gone aka "PC" to be believable. Talk about cuckold in the nest 8) It's spoilt the forum and I feel sorry for you all having to put up with that.

That sounds tough, it cant of been easy to deal with that and everything else health wise. Glad to hear you have stabilised on the meds, long may that last for you!

Could you please delete my name thanks.
 
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Thanks for the deletions, Julie. :)

I dunno, kate. It isn't so bad. It's certainly not as bad around here as it has been in recent memory. We even had a teenage girl posting here, till she turned into an auld crone of twenty.
 
Thanks for the deletions, Julie. :)

I dunno, kate. It isn't so bad. It's certainly not as bad around here as it has been in recent memory. We even had a teenage girl posting here, till she turned into an auld crone of twenty.

Aye, there's bad and bad but sometimes unapprorpiate long term is worse...

Anyhoo, how are you? Have you moved yet, bought some new kegs, are you feeding yourself and whatnot?;)<3

Yes, I hear eadd has a new old crone of 20 with a dowager's hump =D
 
I haven't moved yet. Though yhings are more comfortable here just now. It's on the list.

Yes, I've bought new kegs. :D No more skinny jeans, though at the moment I can still fit in my old ones.

I'm feeding myself, aye. Usually three semi-decent meals a day. Lots of soup.

Apart from that, I've been a bit of a hermit, but I've ventured out. I even met two Bluelighters. They weren't scary, and were actually pretty lovely.
 
I always thought id struggle with that part of being a dad, i remember my old man not wanting to get involved in fun and games, especially when it involved somebody dressed up in a silly costume. Dunno if he was embarassed or just thought he was to cool..

I thought i was going to be to cool to do the okey cokey or whatever infront of other people... turns out im not cool, my kids think so though...
Of course I cant know for sure whether or not you're a good father but I perceive you to be from what you say. It's obvious that you love your kids n dpending time with them. Anything you do that makes them happy n learn is good.

I know that pride n happiness when you see your child learning to read n write or whatever else.

I truly hope that things work out for you, Scotchy, as you're a good person n deserve a break n some happiness.

Evey
 
Links broken Englandz..? Kudos for the work though mate :)

Oh fuck it!!...you right it is broken!!

Well its in drug culture and its a sticky so shouldn't be hard to find.

Thanks Scotchy......hope things are going well with what you were mentioning the other day with work and getting the missus back etc.

I've actually been wondering how you've been getting on and wishing you luck. You deserve some good news.
 
I haven't moved yet. Though yhings are more comfortable here just now. It's on the list.

Yes, I've bought new kegs. :D No more skinny jeans, though at the moment I can still fit in my old ones.

I'm feeding myself, aye. Usually three semi-decent meals a day. Lots of soup.

Apart from that, I've been a bit of a hermit, but I've ventured out. I even met two Bluelighters. They weren't scary, and were actually pretty lovely.

Skinny fucker :p

Thank whatevergodgodess about the kegs %) Hermitism is all normal, but delighted that pleasure was had meeting the blers (how could it not have been, I'm sure they are wonderful peeps - you need more of that x).

Hate to say but I do think I miss you awfully, then again you are the devil so I'm best keeping away aren’t I eh ;)
 
Isn't everyone on BL an absolutely delightful, amazing, fabulous (to quote summer), beautiful, intelligent and just all round incredible human being?

I thought it was some kind of prerequisite to membership that you had to be?

That's why we all get along so well and there are never, ever any disagreements or fights (tongue firmly in cheek!!)
 
Isn't everyone on BL an absolutely delightful, amazing, fabulous (to quote summer), beautiful, intelligent and just all round incredible human being?

I thought it was some kind of prerequisite to membership that you had to be?

That's why we all get along so well and there are never, ever any disagreements or fights (tongue firmly in cheek!!)
I'll get my coat..!

Regards how im doing, up and down, currently on the up :) Thanks for the thought <3
 
We even had a teenage girl posting here, till she turned into an auld crone of twenty.

Shushh, my main birthday celebrating isn't happening until this Thursday so let's just say I'm still a teenager until then mmmk? This place has gone downhill since I stopped posting 10000 times a day though deffo, how could it not?

Yes, I hear eadd has a new old crone of 20 with a dowager's hump =D

Haven't found any grey hairs yet though. (P.S. HELLO, another female EADDer?! Don't leave).

I even met two Bluelighters. They weren't scary, and were actually pretty lovely.

This is clearly untrue, everyone on here is either a creepy serial killer or a policeman. Or both.
 
Holly shit summer, I've just clocked how many posts you've made in only 5 months!!!!!

19 posts a day on average!!.....

Do you get a commission or something?

It used to be 30 a day or something like that, can't be bothered most of the time anymore. Probably don't do 19 in a few days now. I wish I got commission, cocaine would be a good one to motivate me to keep the board fabulous.
 
Haven't found any grey hairs yet though. (P.S. HELLO, another female EADDer?! Don't leave).

So it's you!, The wicked new queen of eadd drugginess =D I should be honoured but desire you fucked on G and methylone over a barrel haha! Naughty...8)

Now expecting dan and the rest of them to come you your rescue! <3
 
It used to be 30 a day or something like that, can't be bothered most of the time anymore. Probably don't do 19 in a few days now. I wish I got commission, cocaine would be a good one to motivate me to keep the board fabulous.

Haha!....

But seriously hun, take it easy with the old marching powder. I know your just a young lass having fun at uni and have no intention of going crazy but working at the sharp end of emergency care means I worry.

Promise you'll take care of yourself.........please!
 
So it's you!, The wicked new queen of eadd drugginess =D I should be honoured but desire you fucked on G and methylone over a barrel haha! Naughty...8)

Now expecting dan and the rest of them to come you your rescue! <3

Not so wicked once you get to know me. Definitely not wicked enough to deserve to be subject to that. Although, I suppose it depends who's doing the fucking? ;)

Haha!....

But seriously hun, take it easy with the old marching powder. I know your just a young lass having fun at uni and have no intention of going crazy but working at the sharp end of emergency care means I worry.

Promise you'll take care of yourself.........please!

Aww. I do promise, I know my limits pretty well now and rarely go over them. Thanks for the concern though.
 
Not so wicked once you get to know me. Definitely not wicked enough to deserve to be subject to that. Although, I suppose it depends who's doing the fucking? ;).

You do indeed sound FABULOUS!

That's the thing with getting fucked, you call the shots (or you should, never forget that ;))

I'm intrigued <3
 
Definitely fabulous as fuck. And I always call the shots with everything so I guess you're right about that too ;)

Where is everyone tonight?! PM sent anyway, might be even more intriguing after? Who knows.
 
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