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Gibberings CLXXIX - No not Mormons... morons...

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yeah chatty, stellar is right, but might have to take it slow today and leave more party for tomorrow. my tolerances are at an alltime low :D
and consider the porn thread revived!

acid_ed take it slow man, you dont want another od eh
 
@kingme
im being 100% genuine im being cautious i od'ed snorting big lines of h i now only smoke h in company and they keep a close eye on me
i am counting my blessing im alive and admit i shouldnt touch h but it takes away my stress after my self harm and brush with death i do feel guilty taking it again i hate letting my self down after all the help i recieved esp my parents :-(
 
acieed_ed said:
@kingme
im being 100% genuine im being cautious i od'ed snorting big lines of h i now only smoke h in company and they keep a close eye on me
i am counting my blessing im alive and admit i shouldnt touch h but it takes away my stress after my self harm and brush with death i do feel guilty taking it again i hate letting my self down after all the help i recieved esp my parents :-(
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i know how you feel mate. its fucking weird how horrwndously wonderful it feels, that respitevit offers marbled with guilt thats impossible to feek until afterwards. seriously, dont be hating on yourself, heroin does this to almost everyone,, but the reason it takes away the stresses of life is exactly why you shouldnt do it.
if youre not physicalkmky hooked, or even if you are, try and remind yourself these shitty feelings are temporary and theyre part of life. everyone, regardless if whether theyre addicted to drugs, has awful days or even weeks, and you dont NEED gear to get you through - in fact they are massively counter productive.
try to embrace feeling like shit because eventually it will motivate you to do something about it. drowning your problems in smack is easy and makes you temporarily okay with shit circumstances you would change if not blammed out ya head. the drugs dont work and all the rest of that quite average but very valid, correct song. it makes me cringe as im saying it, but listen to vernon!
 
I am.. hes the customer..! and hes getting on my tits.. GO HOME...

And yeah, im fine ta.. no drugs, go me.. and all that.. fuck knows this guys driving me to them...


You?
 
Man I'm glad it's finally cold. Awesome to be able to walk around without sweating to death and sitting in bed with the heating and a hoodie and slippers on listening to rain <3
 
I still sweat to death when I walk at this time of year because I walk about 100 miles an hour. Partly because I tend to leave myself 15 minutes to do the 25 minute walk to uni most days. I'm quite speedy in general though, fuck slow walking, feels like a waste of time. It is nice being colder though I agree, hate rain but love nice chilly autumness.
 
I guess you would feel quite speedy if you were a coke head... ;)

I know what you mean about slow walking, I get pissed off at the people in town walking slowly side-by-side, so there is no ways to get around them... seriously...
 
You dont walk that fast summer.. compared to me you walk like a snail, apart from the times you've had to guide me when ive been fucked off my face =D

Love listening to the rain.. hate walking around in the shite though. and when its sunny but with a cold wind, balances out nicely
 
ColtDan said:
You dont walk that fast summer.. compared to me you walk like a snail, apart from the times you've had to guide me when ive been fucked off my face =D
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So that's everytime I've seen you? 8) Pff, cunt.

I walk fast when I am alone generally, especially fast considering I have short legs. At some points they become almost a blur. Until I realise I've done a bit too much coke and need to slow the fuck down so I don't collapse.

Don't get me started on slow walkers/general cunty walkers, nothing annoys me more. Other than cunts who put their bags on the seat next to them on public transport so people can't sit down. I used to be embarrassed to ask them to move it but now I couldn't give a fuck.
 
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