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Gibberings CLXXIV - Cock Piss Partridge

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Right decision made!!!!!!!

I'm going back to 8 mg suboxone as well I've this free script n free opiates that I can have daily which I should be extremely greatful for. People pay heaps for this stuff n well.... Would be rude to smstop them. So when I get home I 'm taking a few more 2 mg tabs.

With that. :)

Evey
 
snolly said:
I watched about half of it a few months back and couldn't get through it. Damning indictment from someone who genuinely loves 'bad' horror/action films.
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Yeah I thought maybe it'll be so bad it's good but it just wasn't.
 
Nope :( I have higher hopes for Mega Shark vs. Giant Octopus which I've had on DVD for ages and which I am sure will be brilliant.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Right decision made!!!!!!!

I'm going back to 8 mg suboxone as well I've this free script n free opiates that I can have daily which I should be extremely greatful for. People pay heaps for this stuff n well.... Would be rude to smstop them. So when I get home I 'm taking a few more 2 mg tabs.

With that. :)

Evey
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Do you actually need them for reasons of pain relief? If I remember correctly, you were prescribed because you had lower back pain. Do you still need the opiates to remedy the pain? Or has the pain stopped, and you are now using them because you are addicted?
 
parttime crackhead said:
Sorry if I've misunderstood but i thought Eve was always using suboxone because she was addicted (to codeine originally), and never for pain relief.
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Suboxone is used to treat narcotic (opiate) addiction. It is not for use as a pain medication

OK it seems that she was treated with codeine for pain - got addicted - and has now been prescribed with suboxone to help with the addiction.



Not being an opiate addict, this is very easy for me to say... but I wouldn't mess around with lowering doses and all that shite. If you want to quit it; face the music and quit it completely.

For instance, twice in my life I have started smoking. When I decided to stop, I never attempted to cut down on use/lower my daily cigarrette intake... I just said "That's it", destroyed the remaining cigs and faced all the cravings my body could throw at me.



Of course, easy for me to say as I have no experience with opiate addiction.
 
parttime crackhead said:
Sorry if I've misunderstood but i thought Eve was always using suboxone because she was addicted (to codeine originally), and never for pain relief.
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Yes that's true. I was originally prescribed codeine for L5/S1 disc herniation. Was kinda addiction to endorphins from exercise n made it worst from doing race4life n insanity.

Was prescribed codeine n Had a stressful event due to ex. Became addicted to codeine taking 900mg+ a day.

To cut a lot short I was prescribed 8mg suboxone , almost became addicted to alcohol due to codeine cravings. Increased to12mg suboxone n actually stayed off the alcohol - that was actually when I went 4 months on BL, believe it or not, with no warnings or infractions.

No I don't have slipped disc now, although being the drama queen that I am, I do have the MRI images of that n may post them later for the hell of it.

Evey
 
I'm most likely mildly opiate dependent as I've been taking opiate pain killers daily for over 2 years.

The issue opiate addicts face are quite severe physical symptoms, I've only experienced the mild end of these any even that is enough to know that some amount of tapering before jumping off the train would reduce the pain and increase the chances of success.

The physical symptoms of stopping nicotine are minor compared to opiates ASAIK
 
Seeing key worker 11:30 am tomorrow n decided I'm gna be semi-honest with her. I'm gna ask for her to ask the doctor to reduce my suboxone script to 8 mg but when the 2 mg tabs instead of the 8 mg tabs. I hope she's OK with that... Maybe she'll feel that I've made some sort of progress then. The problem is I keep remembering some of the nice nods I've had on the stuff n not wanting to ever give it up. Is this normal? Do any of you operate addicts have these thoughts of the good times, once you've decided to quit? Or am I being my usual drama queen self? :D

Evey
 
Why don't you just be actually truthful with her? I imagine she genuinely wants to help you, but with things like this being open is an important part of the process.
 
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I just can't be bothered, to be honest... sitting there going through a loada drama... I just want to go in, get my script and go.


lurching said:
You can get 8mg or even 12mg of buprenorphine daily for that in the UK?
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Of course you can. Lots of codeine addicts have been given suboxone / subutex scripts. Are you not from the UK then? How are you doing, anyway?

Evey
 
No, not from the UK. Just surprised at the quantity, that's a huge dose for a codeine dependence. Hope it works out for you.
 
Im sure owen wont mind me saying this but it wasnt cold, he had an arsenal of diaz, etiz, pregabs, weed and fuck knows what. Would still of been pretty uncomfortable mind and massive respec to him :).. cold it werent though evey...
 
lurching said:
No, not from the UK. Just surprised at the quantity, that's a huge dose for a codeine dependence. Hope it works out for you.
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To be honest I asked them for it as I've mentioned a numerous times had a friend on it over 4 hours, it helped her. And well it was all a lot more complicated than just being addicted to codeine and getting onto suboxone, I tried to get off it numerous other ways and couldn't because I'm a wimp I guess - and because I simply wasn't ready to come off. My loved ones kept trying to force me off which was just stressing me the hell out, cut all my contacts to the pure stuff so I could only get hold of the otc stuff that had lots of paracetamol and ibuprofen in them.

I say I regret it but thinking about it now, I'm in two minds, it helped a lot and probably saved my life. I was in such a messed up place; wouldn't even do cold water extraction because I knew codeine could be lost and it was time-consuming.

Also my DSP took me on because I was illicity purchasing 60mg codeine tabs and other forms over the Internet. If it had have been otc stuff only I'd have been referred to another service who wanted me to have acupuncture.

It's all thanks to my friend that I got this treatment and I never really did thank her - in fact, I gave her a lot of grief once when trolls were flaming me for going on suboxone maintenance. I text her saying it was all her fault and that she only told me to try and cause problems. I really need to apologise to her and to thank her as goodness knows what would have happened if I'd gone suboxone maintenance, despite the grief I've had over it.

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Im sure owen wont mind me saying this but it wasnt cold, he had an arsenal of diaz, etiz, pregabs, weed and fuck knows what. Would still of been pretty uncomfortable mind and massive respec to him :).. cold it werent though evey...
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I've just seen this. I still admire him. I've heard that given up suboxone is difficult. I am dreading it to be honest.

raas_2012 said:
Suboxone is used to treat narcotic (opiate) addiction. It is not for use as a pain medication

OK it seems that she was treated with codeine for pain - got addicted - and has now been prescribed with suboxone to help with the addiction.

Not being an opiate addict, this is very easy for me to say... but I wouldn't mess around with lowering doses and all that shite. If you want to quit it; face the music and quit it completely.

For instance, twice in my life I have started smoking. When I decided to stop, I never attempted to cut down on use/lower my daily cigarrette intake... I just said "That's it", destroyed the remaining cigs and faced all the cravings my body could throw at me.

Of course, easy for me to say as I have no experience with opiate addiction.
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Awh I know you mean well, but you remind me of my Mam LOL... She always compares opiates addiction to fags... Either that or it's the guilt treatment "Just look at a photo of you child and surely codeine will no longer matter!" If it's that simple, everyone would give up their addictions.

Evey
 
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Something I do wonder. I've noticed that since I've been on opiates, if I'm moving I've got some energy but when I sit down I have some kinda sleepy / nod going on. Does anyone experience this too? Like when you have the nod its hard to type / read anything at all? And also comes n goes throughout the day?

Or am I just weeeeeeeeeeeirrrrrd?


Evey
 
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