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Gibberings CLXXII - I Have Zero Imagination

Chatative said:
^Because he is PTCH?

Correct me if I'm wrong, but it sounds rather like you have a problem with misusing drugs on top of all your other issues. I don't think for a moment that you are simply caning drugs because you want to get fucked, right?

It sounds rather like you are having trouble adjusting to working / that job & you are falling back on drugs. I can relate to justifying drug use for just about every reason under the sun when in reality, I was using them as a coping mechanism. Bad plan.
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the 3rd paragraph is correct. My counselling sessions came to a bit of a dead end regarding my reasons for using drugs, because of my benzo usage i am unable/unwilling to refelect too deeply on 'difficult' things. I am probably using benzos to blot out these things, which has ultimately lead to me to the point where it seems futile to continue counselling if you're not willing or able or open to exploring difficult things. There are many different reasons why i take drugs, to take my mind off things possibly being one of the main reasons. To an extent i go on binges because i do want to get fucked, or get high, or w/e, far too often they just happen completely on autopilot without stopping to think 'what am i doing, what will the consequences be'. As Sam has pointed out i now have resposibilties in the form of a job, so i need to get a grip on this, if im not fired the moment i walk in the door tomorrow, and if i can keep a clean sheet for the rest of my probation, and get my work spot on, then i may stand a chance. Im not overly optimistic, but the agency may be able to get me work elsewhere if im not kept on at my current place.
 
parttime crackhead said:
It's called pentedrone. It's quite clearly crap mephedrone.
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Why would you get a crap version of mephedrone when mephedrone itself is so cheap and easy to get? Unless it's free or something.

I'm tired so cba to type a lot but I agree with what everyone else is saying, hang in there MDB, things will get better eventually but it is probably a good idea to have a break from drugs and sort out everything at work. Sending best wishes your way <3
 
i cant be bothered arguing with anyone or explaining my use of pentedrone. I happen to like it. It's allways consistent. Sorry if that sounds a bit arsey to you Summer that wasnt intentioanl, your just happened to be the 3rd person who brought the subject up, whilst i was trying to avoid getting into pointless arguments about it with sam and CH.
 
SummerSerenade said:
Why would you get a crap version of mephedrone when mephedrone itself is so cheap and easy to get? Unless it's free or something.
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parttime crackhead said:
It's called pentedrone. It's quite clearly crap mephedrone.
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Don't listen to cracktits... he openly admitted he knows nothing about it.

People tend to get rather hung up on names. Pentedrone sounds awfully like Mephedrone but that's more to do with marketing than anything. It is indeed a cathinone derivative but from what I've read, it's like the PV of cathinones. Active at very small doses.

Does α-Methylamino-valerophenone (proper name) sound like 4-Methylmethcathinone?
 
Chatative said:
Don't listen to cracktits... he openly admitted he knows nothing about it.

People tend to get rather hung up on names. Pentedrone sounds awfully like Mephedrone but that's more to do with marketing than anything. It is indeed a cathinone derivative but from what I've read, it's like the PV of cathinones. Active at very small doses.

Does α-Methylamino-valerophenone (proper name) sound like 4-Methylmethcathinone?
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Does 2-methylamino-1-(4-methylphenyl)propan-1-one sound like 4-methylmethcathinone Chatty? :p
 
Ah it's ok, I'm not completely with it so I hadn't read the thread properly and got a bit confused. Just saw the word mephedrone and got excited 8) (not really). Sorry, I should probs go and get ready to go out. Have a lovely day everyone x
 
Couldn't agree more Owen ;)

Quick question while I remember, is there any way to undilate your pupils when you're on stims? Mine always get massive and it makes me so paranoid when I have to be around people who wouldn't approve of drugs (like policemen, haha).
 
You could smoke some heroin, that would probably work. Probably not really the answer you were hoping for though. There are probably some eye drops you can buy but is it really worth it? The police don't usually give a fuck unless you are being a dick.
 
I wasn't really thinking about police, I was more thinking being around friends who just drink but don't take drugs. Not that I mind people knowing I'm on something but it's annoying when it gets mentioned constantly so I was wondering if there was a way of making it less obvious. Like I said, I'm not that bothered anyway so unless there's an easy solution I'll just leave it :P
 
You could try Pilocarpine nitrate eye drops I guess. I've looked at a bright light for a little while to bring the size down a little although not back to normal, don't think that would be too good for your eyes though.
 
Think I'll just leave it then, I've never liked eye drops anyway. Somebody should invent something for this purpose, like, a pill or something that just makes your eyes go back to normal. Maybe I should start working on it!
 
foolsgold said:
chatative and raas cant youmplease contact evey as she is diorite with now ways as
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Huh? English please... I understand why you might by asking raasy but I've probably only exchanged about 2-3 PMs with Evey ever...

ponch said:
Does 2-methylamino-1-(4-methylphenyl)propan-1-one sound like 4-methylmethcathinone Chatty? :p
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Ahaha. =D

Shh... don't let them know I barely know what I am on about. I do know enough to recognize that is the IUPAC ID for 4-MMC.
 
has hotmail completely fucked up for some people? I can just see my 'microsoft profile' after fucking going through an ordeal to change my password, which it forced me to do. Utterly worthless crap atm.
 
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