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Gibberings CLXXII - I Have Zero Imagination

deano88 said:
what do people mean when they get a nod?
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Flaccid neck cos of sedation, really looks more like the first half a nod.

It's not normal to be so sedated from a stimulant but happens with very high tolerance and out of whack neurotransmission.

FG have you heard of bupropion? Maybe ask your doc? It's one of the few non-cainable things that helps with dopamine fiending in the short term.
 
i am trying to stay away from prescribed drugs plus she wanted me take a piss test last week and i had to own up to using benzo which basically screwed me just going to wait till i see my shrink and see what the say but thanks for the concern and advice as always people 20 mg of etzi down my neck now and once things get a little more peaceful out here i am going to nod out and get some real sleep

i am going to disappear again next week for a few days as i have 2 g of crystal mpa coming to help keep the mdpv crave away

and i really did mean to freak people out just typical stim and phyc black lost in a world of music and porn that this place slipped my mind

can you tell me hwat drugs i will have to avoid with this bupropion ? stims psychedelices dissociates ?
 
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foolsgold said:
hello everyone sorry for the disappearance the last couple of weeks had a very rough couple of weeks truth is i tried to kill myself again a just got bitch slapped my insane habit and tolerance but i am back for now just waiting on the 12mg of etzi to floor me thinking on maybe 12 pack of larger realized that i can do the maddest of things like a mass mix of chemicals and not sleep for 8days even got a full blow nod on while snorting eph on mdpv and etzi blissfulness to say the least

and one again really sorry for scaring people i just lost track of time and reality

and to the guy who asked about the 4-aco-dmt i think it was a dud 12mg is meant to be an heavy trip i did 30 and got nothing from it really same with 100mg of 3-meo-pcp

but the mdpv and mxp which was meant to be mxe was fun

so was the eph that every time sniffed would make me nod out till i was drooling down arm

just got a 100 1.5 mg etzi and got 2 g of crystal mpa coming on monday morning

also ive got a point with a shrink coming up some time in the next month but i am not going to both with the drugs counsellor any more to much of trigger mec for bring up past problems


right going to disappear again for a little while and once again really didn't mean to scare people like this

just had a suicidal mood swing with and hoped i would overdose at least all know now
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Jesus man - you can do something about this. This doesn't have to be end days. With any luck you'll be looking back on this in 20 years time, things going swimmingly for you, thinking "what was that all about?"
 
You're 'trying to stay away from prescribed drugs', yet you're continuing to binge on the ones which clearly exacerbate any underlying problems you may have? That doesn't make any sense, FG.

It's pretty obvious that you'd be far better off kicking ALL illicit drugs into touch and getting the help which has been offered to you, and which people on this forum have pleaded with you to seek, but here we go again, seemingly.

After a certain point, it really does start to look like histrionics rather than any real cry for help. Are you aware of that?
 
I don't think FG will understand what histrionics means.

Great post though. We have heard all this quite a few times, in double figures f'shaw...
 
it was a matter of i fucked up and got my life threatened by a drugs cartel from york thinking it was all over and i got finally let to some of the things that happened to me as a child out i was badly wrong no its a matter of the bastards are praying for my blood again so i panic and went on a suicidal bender but hopefully we have sorted it out
 
Where does HPD come into it? I'm saying that FG's behaviour could perhaps appear histrionic, not that he has a specific medical condition.

FG: You really need some help, and I really hate to say it but we've been here before so many times that it's nauseating. You've been shown a million times more understanding and sympathy than many people on here with problems, and all it seems to do is add fuel to the same fucking cycle.

I hope you do get well, but this is just boring now.
 
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ive had to blag to a visit with the shrink i.e got to take apiss test so i find when the want me to i am going just tell the doctor to let me have a 2 week break before i do it that way i should be clean of stims and etzi otherwise the wont see me

i know i need help just like ive said its not easy when you got threatens of getting turned into a snuff movie for standing up to the people who basical raped my family members in 94 for something i never did never mind what the did to me

and this is not a lie or drug fuelled fantasy it really happened

i know i should be bring this up but i am at the end of my tether this time the reason disappeared for so long was i was hoping to overdose and just get it over and done with but i just cant seem to manage 8days with no sleep 2g mdpv 3 eph 30mg 4-aco-dnt 100mg 3meo-pcp a blend of ak48 bottle of wine and if it hadnt been for the fact i had to got the doctors tuesday i would still be at now for got 50 etzi and the other 100 ni got to day

i really am not trolling or after sympathy i am very very broken and lonely hoping the 2g o mpa will help to alter my mood next week all ready 16 mg of etzi and i am going for a bottle wine now
 
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FG... you need to go to a substance-misuse clinic. You should be able to get a referral for that, assuming there is one near you... a shrink is a great idea but why not get help with the drugs part.
 
FG, you've mentioned this drug cartel coming to get you several times. If that really is the case, how the fuck do you expect the drugs to help? Should you not be getting the police involved, or failing that, just getting out of the area completely?

I really can't see how the drugs will help, and I think you're just using this as yet another excuse for the kind of drug binge which inevitably ends in disaster. It seems the more concern people show, the more stupid binges you go on. Do you not see how that grates over time?

I know you well enough to know you're not stupid. So if you're not stupid and you're not trolling, what the fuck are you doing?
 
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