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Gibberings CLXXII - I Have Zero Imagination

SummerSerenade said:
No idea about sniffer dogs then? Guess I'll just have to chance it, if I end up spending the night in prison I'm blaming you guys! ;)
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Just put the stuff in an empty capsule & bomb it before you go in... mind, bombing stopped having much effect for me after the better part of a year sniffing the stuff.
 
Update: there fucking were dogs, I didn't see one until it was almost right in front of me then almost pissed myself but either you were right and they're not trained to smell meph or that particular one couldn't be bothered. Probably a good thing I didn't bring any coke though.
 
Most rap is terrible live in my experience. Public Enemy was a stage of angry black men with loud hailers the last time I saw them.

I've had to give away tickets to the Dandy Warhols next month because my wife is flying us to Sydney to see Lady Gaga. I'm going to need a whole lot of disco favours to get me through that concert but I'm sure it's possible. Particularly as we'll no doubt end up over looking the harbour drinking cocktails with fabulous gays at some stage
 
raas_2012 said:
At this time I knew there was divine influence in the dreams and took them more seriously
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Sammy G said:
You do know that there's a hair's breadth between a statement like that and what would be labelled as a particularly grandiose delusion, don't you?

Not saying that to challenge your faith as such; just speaking from the perspective of somebody whose own 'divine' experiences are usually symptomatic of galloping mania.
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Ah yes, I'm either a liar, delusional or onto something. I received a spectacular spiritual illumination about myself and former lives recently. I was contemplating my own fate and accepting this is a world where the occurance of torture, pain, sadism and protracted deaths are permitted and observable throughout history, I was worried that this side of humanity would encounter myself. I concluded that in this part of the world in my life, this is very unlikely to happen to me. Looks like I get away from it, and some other poor cunts in other times and places in history will have to experience these things.

But there was then an unsettling feeling, some understanding that this is a part of life and I will have to face it somehow. I also realised that many people would find death and torture too overwhelming, and as much as i don't want to face it, feel i am capable enough to fill the boots of someone who has to endure suffering, for the sake of good.

I then saw a figure of an evil person, and realised i had the spiritual energy to go ahead with such a fate, as there is strength in my desire to oppose these kind of people.

It seems to suggest that i have suffered awfully to evil people, for the sake of good in a former life. This gives reason to why I am so blessed in this life: I've been called into the church at an early age and been mediated the secrets to life, I have these staggering good looks and also have been blessed with this gift of being absolutely damn hilarious (hey, did you see my suicide video in the ayahuasca thread??) . Was i really one who suffered a horrific death, for the sake of being good in heart?

This also gives reason as to why God allows cruelty and evil on this planet, as someone who has fallen victim to such barbaric human nature, i can't describe the feeling of self-worth and energy you receive from it. From suffering extremely for a good cause. This feeling is eternal and only felt by some.


At the same time, the revelation holds some queries about my own faith. It seems to hint at reincarnation, which is something Christianity does not agree with. C'nity seems to conclude that this life is definitive, but this illumination contradicts this somewhat. I think in time my own faith needs a major revamp.


































Oh yes, and also did i mention that EVEY has been looking for a new forum as she feels she doesn't fit in here, but after much thought realises she loves Bluelight and is going to make an effort to get on with everyone here. She has also spoken to Brimz on the PHONE recently, and will be talking to ME also in the near future.
 
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Morning folks,

Hope everyone has a good one. :) ...

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Morning everyone. Knocked myself out with an etiz and had a lovely deep sleep last night. Now just heading back to the hospital to see the lady. I brought a book this time! Haha.
 
One Thousand Words said:
Most rap is terrible live in my experience. Public Enemy was a stage of angry black men with loud hailers the last time I saw them.

I've had to give away tickets to the Dandy Warhols next month because my wife is flying us to Sydney to see Lady Gaga. I'm going to need a whole lot of disco favours to get me through that concert but I'm sure it's possible. Particularly as we'll no doubt end up over looking the harbour drinking cocktails with fabulous gays at some stage
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Eminem is the only rapper I'm really 'into', there are lots of odd songs I like but it's not a genre I've really explored too much still because I'm the kind of boring person who always listens to the same few bands again and again. Last night was brilliant, Dr dre was there as well which was cool.

Only thing that spoilt it slightly was the high percentage of creepy drunk guys, I had not only one but four of the idiots trying it on. One almost ended up getting punched by one of the guys behind me which was kind of amusing. It is shit being a girl sometimes though, guess some girls don't mind that kind of thing but it really bothers me.

And I have to say, you couldn't pay me to see lady Gaga, think I'd just skip that part and fast forward to the cocktails :p
 
hello everyone sorry for the disappearance the last couple of weeks had a very rough couple of weeks truth is i tried to kill myself again a just got bitch slapped my insane habit and tolerance but i am back for now just waiting on the 12mg of etzi to floor me thinking on maybe 12 pack of larger realized that i can do the maddest of things like a mass mix of chemicals and not sleep for 8days even got a full blow nod on while snorting eph on mdpv and etzi blissfulness to say the least

and one again really sorry for scaring people i just lost track of time and reality

and to the guy who asked about the 4-aco-dmt i think it was a dud 12mg is meant to be an heavy trip i did 30 and got nothing from it really same with 100mg of 3-meo-pcp

but the mdpv and mxp which was meant to be mxe was fun

so was the eph that every time sniffed would make me nod out till i was drooling down arm

just got a 100 1.5 mg etzi and got 2 g of crystal mpa coming on monday morning

also ive got a point with a shrink coming up some time in the next month but i am not going to both with the drugs counsellor any more to much of trigger mec for bring up past problems


right going to disappear again for a little while and once again really didn't mean to scare people like this

just had a suicidal mood swing with and hoped i would overdose at least all know now
 
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