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Gibberings CLXX: Cocks will get blocked.

Feeling pretty good today... spot on. only downfall is still lots of my post not turned up, aint expecting to see that now tbh. nevermind

foolsgold said:
well it was sent last monday and only got into the country on the 21st so i dont know whats been going on i know i few in here who used the same vendor had their 4fa not turn up

yeah the sober part is a must again got to see the doctor at some point get another sick note
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Waiting on some 4f as well... mine should be here by now. last lot arrived which was one of the best batches ive ever had, this one aint yet though

How long you been on the sick for?
 
6 months now dan trying to get to see a shrink but have to be seen to be clean for 3 months before they will see me

yeah its strange my mdpv turned up in 3 days this is now a week later and nothing as of yet
 
foolsgold said:
well it was sent last monday and only got into the country on the 21st so i dont know whats been going on i know i few in here who used the same vendor had their 4fa not turn up
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The World Cup? Shitty postal services in general?

I'm still waiting on a letter from the Netherlands from a couple of weeks ago. During that time, I've had one from the same place turn up in three days sharp.

foolsgold said:
6 months now dan trying to get to see a shrink but have to be seen to be clean for 3 months before they will see me
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So why not try, FG?

I know it isn't the easiest thing to contemplate, but I had to do it, and I'm feeling better than ever these days. Even though I have a little bit less 'fun' to speak of.
 
Well that escalated quickly. Bought a litre bottle of beer to sit out on the grass in the sun outsite my flat, next thing I know i'm moon booting round my living room with a nose full of ketamine drinking drambuie and listening to jungle at 1.30 in the morning. Still got in to work before some who had been to family BBQs though 8)
 
Re EU post.
So...whats the worst that can happen ? Can / do the coppers knock down doors and raid houses ?
 
Sammy G said:
The World Cup? Shitty postal services in general?

I'm still waiting on a letter from the Netherlands from a couple of weeks ago. During that time, I've had one from the same place turn up in three days sharp.



So why not try, FG?

I know it isn't the easiest thing to contemplate, but I had to do it, and I'm feeling better than ever these days. Even though I have a little bit less 'fun' to speak of.
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i wish it was that easy sammy i have a lot of problems at the minute ive done the best ive ever done this year for staying clean for periods of time but till i get something personal finally sorted i cant see it happening
 
foolsgold said:
i wish it was that easy sammy i have a lot of problems at the minute ive done the best ive ever done this year for staying clean for periods of time but till i get something personal finally sorted i cant see it happening
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Did I ever say it was easy? I didn't, because I've done it.

Chances are I was in just as precarious a position as you and had just as much personal and emotional baggage, if not more. Yet I did it, because it was a choice between doing something or ending up on the streets, dead or institutionalised.

You either seem not to take this seriously, or you have some kind of escape route / safety net which you haven't disclosed (parents / social housing etc.). Don't you see why people find your attitude frustrating? Especially people who had to turn their lives around with practically no support system, such as myself.

It might sound like I'm making myself out to be a hero here - I'm not. The point I'm trying to make is that it gets more and more frustrating seeing somebody essentially playing games with their sanity, especially when you've fought so fucking hard to salvage your own.

No hard feelings, that's just the way I see it.
 
Does it involve sending yourself psychotic a few more times to fix you again
 
Morning all :)

Cannot wait to finish work today... have being burning the candle at both ends a little, fast running out wax...!
 
Cos you make no effort. if you want things to get better make some changes. Sometimes good things happen to those who wait, most of the time they happen to those who earn it
 
Morning all <3 And shit will get better FG, trite as that sounds. I know drug services aren't exactly brilliant down your end but there's gotta be something

Just accidentally spent all my money on drugs, I'm not letting AL-LAD run out before it gets banned and I haven't tried it. Also codeine cos why not and some etiz for the missus cos she's a bit funny with psyches after an incident with one of the NBOMes last year but will happily take the AL-LAD as long as benzos are on hand. She can keep it the fuck away from me tho cos I think think hope like fuck that I'm off benzos. I took my last 2mg Diaz last Tuesday and we're on Monday now and I feel really pretty good. Praying it isn't the calm before the storm.

Had some trippy fuckedness earlier, gonna spend the rest of the day practising drums on Guitar Hero so I don't look like a tit. Or as much of one. Also practising the guitar for similar reasons.
 
foolsgold said:
true i know things just never seem to get any better for me
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See my eyes in the pic a few pages back? I used to open them as wide as they'd go, and say stuff like that to unsuspecting women. Who might continue to indulge me for a year or two, until it became clear that I was happy to fester in hell (and be cared for) or they just plain burned out and started to (rightly) consider me a liability.

It took over a decade of this cycle being repeated before I accepted that maybe they weren't just heartless bitches, the world didn't owe me a living because of my fantastic-yet-untapped talents and I was not only becoming a burnout, but becoming boring.

Your call.
 
Gonna fry some eggs, salad, sunbathe, go for a drive. tempted to take some pics of the devonshire beautiful-ness but the heat fucked up my previous camera last year. probably shoulda seen wether it was still under warrenty
 
Sounds pretty good. Might do the same minus everything but the eggs.

So fry eggs then.
 
Last week I managed to do a g of alpha-pvp, four grams of ethylhphenidate, half g of mxp and two bags full of blue and red etiz(the strong ones).

The night I did the mxp I had a fight with some entities, my room looked like it got hit by a tornado and I seriously injured myself, my knee was bleeding and so were my back and my elbow, I still can't walk properly.

Luckily I seem to have lost my bag of diphedinine, I reckon it's for the good given what happened with the mxp.

I also caused damage to my room that will cost me with the deposit.

Now I'm on the AH7921 and the last four red etiz, chilling waiting for the WC games to start.

I don't have a scale here so I'm just doing the AH by putting the knife in the bag and licking it, whatever is left I put on a ciggie, man it does work, yesterday I spilled some powder on the cd case, licked the fag and rolled it in the powder, it worked, it wasn't placebo, I'm starting to wonder whether I should get some foil in.

Anyway how are you guys? I haven't been posting much lately as evelvive and foolsgold are way too active and ruin the forum for me, way too stupid and immature. Are they still around? I reckon I will keep on staying away until they're either banned or dead.

Anyway take care guys.
 
AH-7921 works just fine with foil, Kenny. In fact, I can't imagine any other ROA being half as effective.

I'm okay, thanks, but for the love of God, why are you still taking that shitty fucking methoxphenidine? :(
 
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