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Gibberings CLXVI - You go away for a weekend...

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Fucking hell. Natwest want £10 to send some money to Spain and it'll take them 4 days. What the fuck
 
ColtDan said:
Is there a paypal option?
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Only after 3 successful orders. I only have one previous order with this person so bit coin or bank wire only.

I'll do it and suck it up because I understand why they are doing it but I wish I wasn't having to give Natwest the fucking money.
 
Evening all :)

So I told my key worker that id no longer be wanting my maintenance script, she told me I was crazy amd thatd id be back in a week begging for my script or using... nice vote of confidence isnt it.. :\ She maybe right, just another person for me to prove wrong though.

She really didn't get my reasoning, ive had an on/off habit for 15 years, ive used the services and it hasnt kept me clean, so whats the problem with me just trying grit and determination, what have I to lose??

Its not crazy talk is it that I just want out of not only my addiction but all that comes with it like trips to the clinic, chemist, NA, doctors, I dont want to be sat in that fuckin waiting room ever again. I dont find it helpful, a constant reminder of my problem, I feel I need to cut that out of my life as much as the drugs and associates.



Rattling, dont ya just love it :\
 
ScotchMist said:
Rattling, dont ya just love it :\
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Actually no. I suspect I may be alone in that though ;)

Good luck with the grit and determination thing. It can be done that way and no reason why you can't be one of those that make it. There's always back to the script if all else fails - nothing to lose by at least trying to go it alone. I know exactly what you mean about wanting out of the whole system. It grinds you down. Best of British, sirrah <3
 
ScotchMist said:
Evening all :)

So I told my key worker that id no longer be wanting my maintenance script, she told me I was crazy amd thatd id be back in a week begging for my script or using... nice vote of confidence isnt it.. :\ She maybe right, just another person for me to prove wrong though.

She really didn't get my reasoning, ive had an on/off habit for 15 years, ive used the services and it hasnt kept me clean, so whats the problem with me just trying grit and determination, what have I to lose??

Its not crazy talk is it that I just want out of not only my addiction but all that comes with it like trips to the clinic, chemist, NA, doctors, I dont want to be sat in that fuckin waiting room ever again. I dont find it helpful, a constant reminder of my problem, I feel I need to cut that out of my life as much as the drugs and associates.



Rattling, dont ya just love it :\
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Oh SM, you are coming off your suboxone???? Are you sure??? You're key worker is there to support you; shouldn't have been like that with you. End of the day you're the client and it's up to you. To be honest, I'm quite worried about you with this decision but you know I'm here for you anytime at end of PM. I struggled coming off codeine and am on suboxone.

But, despite what I, your key worker, or anyone else thinks, it's you're life. I hope it works out for you. If it does then ACE, if it doesn't then I'll still be here for you as a friend ok.

Wishing you all the best, SM.
Evey
 
Ta Mr.S and Evey ;)

Dont you be worrying about me Evey, i'll be grand, as ive already said, im sick of being back in the place already, 2 weeks I lasted, a combination of current family relations and going to the clinic a few times and then to the chemist every day I thought "fuck it"... It feels right :) Just wish I did ;)
 
ScotchMist said:
Evening all :)

So I told my key worker that id no longer be wanting my maintenance script, she told me I was crazy amd thatd id be back in a week begging for my script or using... nice vote of confidence isnt it.. :\ She maybe right, just another person for me to prove wrong though.

She really didn't get my reasoning, ive had an on/off habit for 15 years, ive used the services and it hasnt kept me clean, so whats the problem with me just trying grit and determination, what have I to lose??

Its not crazy talk is it that I just want out of not only my addiction but all that comes with it like trips to the clinic, chemist, NA, doctors, I dont want to be sat in that fuckin waiting room ever again. I dont find it helpful, a constant reminder of my problem, I feel I need to cut that out of my life as much as the drugs and associates.



Rattling, dont ya just love it :\
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Good luck ScotchMist, I wish you all the best with your endevours to get rid of the drugs.
If you've given your local drug service a good try and it appears that you have and that hasn't worked for you then I guess there is no harm in trying things the way you want to without having to dance to anyone elses tune.
All the best mate.
 
SM have you tried the recovery section of BL?
Or if you'd prefer to stay on EADD, please comment on my thread that I made - it's for people like you, ok. We are here for you and we won't judge you, I promise. I'm sorry if I came across like I may have done. I'm suboxone-biased. But as Max said not everything worked for everyone. You tried it n that's what truly matters, eh?!

Max, how are you doing? I kind of let you down a bit with not getting offended over things - but was lovely of you with what you said. I hope you are ok. I admire you and you're attitude with everything you've been through...

Right ok people here's my justgiving page I'm entering race4life on June 8th

http://www.justgiving.com/eveleivibe2014

Hugs to those who truly need one right now.

Right off for a sausage n cheese butty.

Evey xxxx
 
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