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Gibberings CLXIV - I don't Have a Clue if These Numerals are Right I'm Still Drunk

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Bwahahahahahhahahaa! I'm stealing that =D

Nighty, Dan. May well be joining you soonish. Not literally you'll be glad to hear. Well, not unless you ask nicely <3

Mind you he may be worried that I'd have an evetrum on him n dish out a load of infraction hehe jk Dan.

Night all

Evey xxxx
 
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Anybody here still up?

Been up for a day and a half, maybe a little longer.
Can't decide whether to keep it going or not.
 
Back to work after 5 days. Ugh. 7 days till payday.. its gonna be a rough week.
 
50 diclazepam pellets over 4 days one after another every way posible and now the wobble starts the day i have to go out well fuck bath and finish the packet :)

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Aye Diclaz has a long half life. I can take a dose appropriate to my tolerance, then get drunk two days later and still not wake up with a hangover the next day. Be careful <3
 
Good morning people. First day without benzos let's see how I cope, yesterday I got lucky, I was getting ready to go see my mates for the barbecue, checked a few baggies in my cupboard stash and found 6 diclazepams in one bag, wow was I happy, it was perfect, as at the barbecue it was a few close friends plus a group of uni students I didn't know. So they un-shy-ed me for the day, was cool walking in a house full of people I didn't know but confident and chatty.

I ended up being all social thanks to the beer and diclaz, even after a few spliffs I was there chatting girls up and being in charge of the music, good, stuff.

Anyway, I made three stupid orders this weekend, I'll have to change my Paypal password to something random while benzoed up so to eliminate casual ordering, if go on like this I'll be officially skint very soon. Can't believe I even ordered 3-MMC, I mean I know I've been craving drone lately and I can't touch the pvs anymore but still. For what I remember it wasn't thad bad the last time I did it,, better than 4-MEC anyway

Today I'll just send out a few CVs, still full of food from yesterday, made some majestic sarnies yesterday, grilled meat, burgers, sausages and hot dogs all thrown together, was fun, I think I even made out with a girl who's mouth tasted like senape, although I was drunk and benzoed by then so it might be that it just happened in my head. I will ask my friends for confirmation.

That's one thing about benzos, I know they're bad, but damn they improve my social life, if I think about it the last time I touched a girl without havig benzos in my system was down under, but there I had like two litres of goon in me and the girl was a kiwi(easy as hell) so it doesn't cunt.

Anyway if everything arrives I'll be sorted with dissos, benzos and kratom for most of the spring. Will have to refrain from further orders and cut down on all other expenses.

How are you all doing? You guys had a bank holiday too right?

I don't expect anybody to reply to me as I convinced myself I became invisible to EADD posters since my last MXP trip, I know you guys want to engage with me but a quantum leap in the time/space condrum is preventing you from seeing my posts. It's the only explanation, bar everybody turning anti-social:)
 
Morning Kenny! Glad you managed to have some benzo fun. :)

I've just spent the most sober Easter weekend since my late teens. Lots of running around between a care home and a hospital and, well, not much else. A bit of weed and a bit of shandy. Quite a lot of shandy.
 
Good morning people. First day without benzos let's see how I cope, yesterday I got lucky, I was getting ready to go see my mates for the barbecue, checked a few baggies in my cupboard stash and found 6 diclazepams in one bag, wow was I happy, it was perfect, as at the barbecue it was a few close friends plus a group of uni students I didn't know. So they un-shy-ed me for the day, was cool walking in a house full of people I didn't know but confident and chatty.

I ended up being all social thanks to the beer and diclaz, even after a few spliffs I was there chatting girls up and being in charge of the music, good, stuff.

Anyway, I made three stupid orders this weekend, I'll have to change my Paypal password to something random while benzoed up so to eliminate casual ordering, if go on like this I'll be officially skint very soon. Can't believe I even ordered 3-MMC, I mean I know I've been craving drone lately and I can't touch the pvs anymore but still. For what I remember it wasn't thad bad the last time I did it,, better than 4-MEC anyway

Today I'll just send out a few CVs, still full of food from yesterday, made some majestic sarnies yesterday, grilled meat, burgers, sausages and hot dogs all thrown together, was fun, I think I even made out with a girl who's mouth tasted like senape, although I was drunk and benzoed by then so it might be that it just happened in my head. I will ask my friends for confirmation.

That's one thing about benzos, I know they're bad, but damn they improve my social life, if I think about it the last time I touched a girl without havig benzos in my system was down under, but there I had like two litres of goon in me and the girl was a kiwi(easy as hell) so it doesn't cunt.

Anyway if everything arrives I'll be sorted with dissos, benzos and kratom for most of the spring. Will have to refrain from further orders and cut down on all other expenses.

How are you all doing? You guys had a bank holiday too right?

I don't expect anybody to reply to me as I convinced myself I became invisible to EADD posters since my last MXP trip, I know you guys want to engage with me but a quantum leap in the time/space condrum is preventing you from seeing my posts. It's the only explanation, bar everybody turning anti-social:)
Is that a deliberate typo kenny?? I'll leave you to find it....
 
Yup bank holiday here not that it matters as I'm on easter holiday anyway. Went to watch Malaga play last night which was good. It was pissing it down with rain all the way there but once at the stadium the skies were nice n clear.

Do different benzos have different levels of anti-shyness? I had a play around with xanax a few months back but couldn't quite tell how much of an effect they were having. They worked well for getting some sleep after a speed session though, 3mg had put me into a kind of semi-sleep and 4mg got me sleeping till the morning.
 
All benzos will make you progressively more disinhibited, but a low dose of xanax should work just fine for your purposes. Anything over 2mg though, and you stand a very good chance of embarrassing yourself while thinking you're 100% in control. Best to start with 0.5mg and see how you go on, but xanax is so moreish that it can easily deceive you.
 
Mornin' Evey. My weekend was busy but not exactly loads of fun, though it wasn't horrible either. I need to do some drugs soon I think, but I'm running out of drugs I can still do!
 
Morning Kenny! Glad you managed to have some benzo fun. :)

I've just spent the most sober Easter weekend since my late teens. Lots of running around between a care home and a hospital and, well, not much else. A bit of weed and a bit of shandy. Quite a lot of shandy.

Man thanks for interacting with me. Yeah I was so happy when I found them, I was totally convinced I was all out, finding six is epic, it does happen that I occasionally find one or two, but SIX. Mixed so well with the social situation, te beer and weed.

Tasted some purple weed yesterday, like it was actually purple, the guy saying it was from an auto-flowering and it was first harvest, I think he did keep it under light for a bit at least initially, then let her flower outdoors the past month. Impossible that he managed a whole cycle outdoors and harvested now, even with an autoflowering, it was snowing just two months ago.

I hope you had a decent time, even if sober.

Take care man, have a good day, I presume you're back at work right?
 
Morning.... Bit of a comedown but nowt major... spot on. still a bit tired tho

Yeah Rob but depends. they kinda remind me of booze in a pill minus some good bits

Why is football bullshit "breaking news".... moyes sacked from Manchester united... oh deary me
 
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Do different benzos have different levels of anti-shyness? I had a play around with xanax a few months back but couldn't quite tell how much of an effect they were having. They worked well for getting some sleep after a speed session though, 3mg had put me into a kind of semi-sleep and 4mg got me sleeping till the morning.

Absolutely. I find diclazepam is not even close to be the best anti-anxiety benzo, it worked well for me because that was all I had, but it tends to make you feel heavy and sleepy.

Of the new benzos available I rate pyrazolam as the best against anxiety, works just as well as xanax and it won't make you slur your speech or stumble around, even after big doses, very strong anti-anxiety effects. Flubromazepam is also excellent, very recreational, doses above 20mgs with some kratom made for some excellent afternoons.

The only bad thing is that Flubro is pricey at the moment, I found a site selling 8mg pellets, but way too expensive, even the powder at 24 euros for 100 mgs is expensive considering the doses. I wouldn't bother at all with the 4mg pellets that are more widely available, you need at least four in your mouth to start with.

Edit: Hy Dan man, well I'd rather have Moyes in the headlines than Bieber or Miley
 
Back at work, yeah. I can't see me getting much done today.

Weirdly enough, last night I had a dream about finding loads of RC benzo pellets in a drawer. Maybe I found yours for you!

Why is football bullshit "breaking news".... moyes sacked from Manchester united... oh deary me

It's been a generation and more since United sacked a manager! Of course it's news.
 
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