Went to the swimming pool, swam like a maniac, feels so much better now, a bit of kratom and a fag(well a ciggie bong) and I feel awesome.
I know it's been said a million times before but a bit of sun and sport do wonders for your mood, they make you feel your drugs more too, I swear this last kratom spoon floored me and got rid of the muscle pain quite nicely.
Can't wait for May, I've spotted a few poppies already, matter of fact I spotted a few last month, I have feeling there'be loads, I just have to beat the other local wanker who took most of them last year. There are both the useless ones P.Rhoeas and proper ones, they just grow in the same field, with the rhoes usually closer to the road.
Last year I had quite a few lush afternoons on them, sometimes pukey and scratchy afternoons, but still lush.
Gonna have some red vein riau in a bit, I found out I still had some of that, thank's fuck, it has very long legs, I can dose at 9pm and still feel good twelve hours later, with the Malay strains I have to redose during the night as I wake up sweating, with tears coming down my eyes and sometimes heavy nausea. I thought I only had the green malay left.
If anybody is making orders I strongly advise against buying Malay strains and especially green malay, short lived, weak and almost dysphoric, plus it tastes bad and that's coming from somebody who can eat kratom like food. I have a feeling that the Malay on sale has stems and pieces of actual tree material ground together with the leaf, it's way too bitter to be leaf only and sometmes you see brown patches in the powder.
Not good. There are differences between strains you only notice when you become phisically dependent on it, the green malay is the worst, doesn't hold me properly. Red and green Riau are the ones I find have the best all round buzz and longer lasting opiate-like effects.
Now I'm on to the job applications if only I can manage to unglue myself from FIFA. Just got beaten by some french wanker online.