Hi Kenny, sounds like you got a good day planned out there.Pissing it down here
Nah mate, I have the extended family over, if I were by myself it would a splendid day indeed.
I'll just eat, drink and then hide under a tree for a snooze, shame it's bycicle day and I haven't got any tryptamines.
Maybe if the relatives go for ice cream, walk or church I'll have a little tooter of 3C-P just for the sake of it.
I'm paranoid about running out of benzos though, I know I'm fine for today as I just chewed 3 diclaz, with its extremely long half life and that of its metabolytes I should be fine for ages, I have one left, will have to resist and keep it for tomorrow, before the barbecue.
Tomorrow should be good, just a few friends out in the sun having a few beers and a braai.
Today is horrible, I swear down if my granmda asks me again why I don't have a girlfriend I'll snap.
I read some comments by Shambles on the previous pages about opiates blunting your emotions, kratom does the same thing to me, it detatches me, it's like a firewall between myself and others, that's why I like it so much.