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Gibberings CLXIII - Up All Night Shooting Cheese Balls

Nothing unusual about having a certain nostalgia for the activities and places that remind you of your DoC - or indeed previous DoC. It's really very common. I went back to the town I used to live in when I was on the crack 'n' smack and walked past my old flat up to my old chemist for a swap pack of syringes. Was only there for a couple hours but did bring back many a memory. Not all good memories by any means but time passing tends to emphasise the happier times and the good memories over the bad stuff. Rosy tinted nostalgia. It wasn't so great at all at the time. Was mostly frikkin horrid actually. I'd imagine your time traipsing from chemist to chemist hoping you'd be served often enough to get your daily codeine requirements probably wasn't actually all that great at the time but is perfectly normal and understandable to have a certain fondness when reminded of it. Important thing to remember is that it wasn't such a great time in reality and I'm guessing not a life you'd want to go back to - onwards and upwards, eh? :)

What tattoo you got planned? I've never had one so not sure what you could get done in 3h. Getting a whole design done or embarking on a more longterm project?
 
right just a quick one to say hello feeling more human now think the major binge on mdpv and the breakdown/ breakthrough the other day helped i cried something i cant do normally i hurt like fuck doing it but i need to let go a few things

anyway hope your all well and will up date you all in a few days time as to how things are going :) and cheers for carrying
 
Just my sleeve. I've spent two years having it done lol... a load of roses, butterflies, some words, a tiger out of a hole which is about the forces of positivity v negativity, n some quote "Don't say one day, SAY DAY," Some words "tranquillity, serenity, calm n freedom." oh n a celtic cross.... was painful but last time I almost fell asleep cause he had me lying down. They give you a coffee, which is ace because I love places that offer coffee lol - like the hairdressors n stuff but can't afford to go hairdressors anymore so I just buy a box of pink hair dye lol haha.

Yea paying hundreds of pounds over the net isn't good n having your bank block your account because so much as £500 is being spent on codeine n they're thinking someone has stolen my account, wasn't good either. But I needed the pure 60mg tabs because the stronger the better. addiction f your mind up good n proper, doesn't it lol

Evey xxxx
 
It certainly does, Evey :!

I'm struggling to see where you could fit anymore on your sleeve but I guess it's just a small picture and presume you saved space. Would be an odd thing to be doing if you hadn't really. Be good to see it properly sometime. I rather like tattoos but never had one myself. Never really thought of a design I'd really like to have on me forever. Did have something in mind once but in hindsight am glad I didn't get it done cos I really wouldn't want it now. Maybe one day if inspiration strikes. They're not cheap though are they 8o

foolsgold said:
right just a quick one to say hello feeling more human now think the major binge on mdpv and the breakdown/ breakthrough the other day helped i cried something i cant do normally i hurt like fuck doing it but i need to let go a few things
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Latter part of that sounds good to me. Hope what ails you has been at least partially dislodged - catch you again next time you poke yer nose in :)<3
 
foolsgold said:
right just a quick one to say hello feeling more human now think the major binge on mdpv and the breakdown/ breakthrough the other day helped i cried something i cant do normally i hurt like fuck doing it but i need to let go a few things

anyway hope your all well and will up date you all in a few days time as to how things are going :) and cheers for carrying
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Good to hear fg. Sometimes a sob can do wonders, temporarily at least. Keep us posted
 
foolsgold said:
right just a quick one to say hello feeling more human now think the major binge on mdpv and the breakdown/ breakthrough the other day helped i cried something i cant do normally i hurt like fuck doing it but i need to let go a few things

anyway hope your all well and will up date you all in a few days time as to how things are going :) and cheers for carrying
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Glad to hear your feeling a bit more human mate, keep us updated
 
Aye, good to see you around, fg. <3

Where has the sun gone? Working at home today and had epic plans for sunbathing and hula-hooping. :sus:
 
Horrible, isn't it? I've had to put a jumper on again.

And since when has 'working' from home been an excuse for sunbathing and hula hooping? Serves you right. :D
 
What do you think I have, some sort of work ethic? =D

And yeah, I was really starting to think I'd be camping in glorious sunshine this weekend. :|
 
Nah, I should have known really, shouldn't I? ;)

Commiserations on yer camping weather being ruined. I was hoping for some sunshine too, but my only confirmed engagement is a visit to a dementia care home in Stalybridge, so it ain't quite the same.
 
Stalybridge isn't known for much at all really! :)

And thanks. It's my third visit so I know pretty much what to expect, but the hard part is not caving in and getting my dad a drink when he asks (which he does, every time). I know I'd get battered by my sisters though, and probably barred from visiting. So he can make do with bloody chocolate and cigars instead!
 
Stalybridge? Is that twinned with...



... ?

That aside, was a grey morn but sun just poked out from clouds as I begun this sentence. Had to swap jumper for t-shirt but a moment before typing that sentence. Perhaps I am some kinda weather god after all. Mornin', mortals :)
 
Don't send the bloody sunshine to Stoneybridge! It's way out of town and up in the hills. I'd rather it came here instead.

Not that I begrudge the hill folk a bit of sunshine.
 
I'm just gna go ahead and let you all know that I'm having a relax in shorts and a tshirt lapping up the Spanish afternoon sun.

Envy me.
 
Fuck you, Rob. ;)

And yes, I'd like to not be wearing a fluffy cardigan right now. Send sunshine, Shammy!
 
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