Gibberings CLXIII - Up All Night Shooting Cheese Balls

[Chatative]

^^ Hot weather + outdoors = on aMT. Go look at some flowers, or trees or summat.

Certainly a lesson in time management.

Didn't really work for me... I've always been a terrible procrastinator... I put things off until the very last minute. Problem is, I've always gotten away with it so I never really got the grasp of commitment at Uni.

Dissertation was partly self-inflicted... I was doing 2 extra courses to make up for missing credits so I could graduate on time & as I pointed out, I was doing lots of course work due before the Easter holidays. I then got off, took some Meph for a few days, smoked some weed for a week & then as I was getting started got horrible flu for 2 weeks.

I applied for an extension & got one but it still only gave me a week by the time I was well enough to write. They wouldn't normally give an extension for something as mundane as flu but with all my extra courses & having changed dissertation topic after Christmas, they gave me one. Thank fuck.

 

[Shambles]

Ahh shamby its been glorious.... Tunes....on and off sunbathing... Taken a long time to get me to this feeling, if i was at a rave id feel as if my eyes would be rolling, wobbling and in a mashed gurned loved up state, boarderline floored... except im pretty much crystal clear... except a bit sleepy. hows everything with you?

Glad to hear it, Dan. It really is a bit special combined with sunshine is aMT. Well, all psyches are really but aMT seems especially so with all that euphoric energy and general feeling of wellbeing that comes with it. I drew hearts and flowers all up and down the pavement outside in pastels and stuck similarly-themed paintings on all the neighbour's doors one summer's day on aMT. Nobody said anything but I suspect it raised an eyebrow or two :D

Things are just dandy with me thankee kindlee, sirrah. Nothing too thrilling as usual. Off into town shortly to buy some bobz so need to find suitable attire. I only seem to have jumpers around for some reason and is a bit warm for jumpers. No idea where all my shirts have gone

 

[hexagram]

Laaaaarvely day for psychedelia, Dan. Especially so for aMT I suspect. I aMT in the sunshine



I've heard plenty horror stories about it and know of one person who actually liked it. Supposed to be very physically uncomfortable. It's the least-favoured DOx drug by some considerably distance and most people won't touch it with a barge pole. I've never had it and have no intentions of ever trying it cos it sounds utterly vile frankly. It's one of very few (perhaps the only) drugs I've turned down in the past. There is that one person who does like it though (username 'DOB' coincidentally enough) so maybe you'll be the second.

Think I might just leave them to sit there forever then, most reports make it sound pretty nasty. However I still wouldn't mins trying a low low dose, say 0.4mgs, to see if I can get a more pleasant speedy effect.

 

[ColtDan]

^^ Hot weather + outdoors = on aMT. Go look at some flowers, or trees or summat.

Haha... have been... i live in devon, its hard to miss em, especially where i live

 

[Chatative]

I remember the first time I took aMT, I was walking down to a river with a friend & I said "I can't see any further than 15ft in front of me, everything is just swirls" That was after snorting some before heading out, possibly having had a joint. We'd been tripping over 12 hours by this point.

Looking at the water with my head hanging over the bank upside down was immensely satisfying :D

I'd like to see some water on a slightly gentler trip to see what it looks like.

^^Don't try this at home kids. Only snorted it once & that was bad enough. I think it was only bearable because I was so high... aMT seems to blur the lines between what is a good idea & not.

 

[ColtDan]

Mild hits of DMT in nature, i swear trees give off some old ancient vibes and all sorts of shit, sounds hippy as fuck, me and a few friends would pass the pipe in a field overlooking a valley and lake, smoked dmt all over the place. breaking through was something else tho

 

[Shambles]

Think I might just leave them to sit there forever then, most reports make it sound pretty nasty. However I still wouldn't mins trying a low low dose, say 0.4mgs, to see if I can get a more pleasant speedy effect.

Yeah, I'd not want to go for more than half a tab if I ever were to try it. Psyches are often actually more uncomfortable at sub-psychedelic doses - when you're stuck betwixt and between mindstates - but given how speedy DOx drugs are I could imagine them being not so very terrible at low dose. There's a particularly unpleasant bodyload with DOB from what I've read which could be a problem even at low dose though. Speediness is great but speedy + feeling shitey is not so great. There' really only one way to find out I guess but whether it's worth finding out I'm not so sure. I certainly wouldn't be using them as some kinda study aid though which I think you mentioned? Not the best type of stimulation for writing or researching dissertations.

 

[Shambles]

Mild hits of DMT in nature, i swear trees give off some old ancient vibes and all sorts of shit, sounds hippy as fuck, me and a few friends would pass the pipe in a field overlooking a valley and lake, smoked dmt all over the place. breaking through was something else tho

You and Pagey should compare notes - she has a bit of a thing for trees and aMT. It is pretty common to get a bit misty-eyed over trees when all of a swirl. You can kinda see why the hippies went in for tree-hugging.

 

[Chatative]

Rhododendrons are great to look at too, don't forget bushes! I also love watching seagulls 'phase' across the sky. It's like I'm watching at 5fps or something. :D

 

[ColtDan]

Haha we've spoken a lot but gonna have to ask her about aMT and trees... i find aMT far less physc than i thought it may be... visualy its mainly on par with 6-APB as far as i can tell, mentally different

The body rushes on this are nuts, hard to top this, just a shame this stuff isnt more smooth going. rollercoastery stuff, might have a vallie or etiz just to ease the fucker, i know it wont dull the effects though it goes on like a train

 

[mydrugbuddy]

Hedges and trees and stuff on dark country lanes late at night can take on a sinister tone. Its probably best to stick to the daytime for such rambles, but then encountering things like traffic and other people can become a bit awkward. 8(

 

[Sammy G]

As long as you remember that nobody has the slightest clue that you're tripping, it isn't a problem. Unless you draw loads of attention to yourself.

 

[Chatative]

^^ It's hard to miss the grin from ear to ear & stopping to stare at things

The body rushes on this are nuts, hard to top this, just a shame this stuff isnt more smooth going. rollercoastery stuff, might have a vallie or etiz just to ease the fucker, i know it wont dull the effects though it goes on like a train

I've only felt it as too stimulating once, if that's what you mean? I suspect I refer to those as waves of euphoria... I love the fact aMT comes in waves... you think you're coming down & then WHAM, pure bliss... re-dosing works well for those. I suppose they are a little messy but I don't find them or any part of the trip hard going.

PS - Using an Etiz was the worst thing I've ever done on a trip... it really dulled it. Just don't re-dose & ride it out, can always take something tonight to get to sleep once you're coming down.

 

[ColtDan]

Its an odd stimulating feeling, and im a massive lover of stims... more of an uncomfortable electric stimulating... fuck knows... not edgy at all just electric... cos of the higher doseage than last time im guessing... yeah very wavey indeed, loving at at the moment, amazing blissful waves, incredible body buzz its hard to top this, so euphoric, the comeup was very "scatty" though, probably didnt help the fact i dosed around 70mg+, got a sweet spot on 50/60 last time. nevermind fuckit, had the stuff sat around for years, worthwhile go

 

[hexagram]

I personally found aMT a bit overstimulating myself, but I took it by myself with nothing to really do with the energy. 'Rollercoaster' is exactly how i'd describe aMT, alternating waves of beautiful psychedelia, euphoria, stimulation and heavy body load. Weird but good substance.

 

[Sammy G]

^^ It's hard to miss the grin from ear to ear & stopping to stare at things

It's never ever quite as conspicuous as you imagine.

 

[ColtDan]

Very jealous right now. Wanna trade situations? You can slog away learning about statistical physics and I can feel the beauuuuuuuty

hm... thanks but nah

PS - Using an Etiz was the worst thing I've ever done on a trip... it really dulled it. Just don't re-dose & ride it out, can always take something tonight to get to sleep once you're coming down.

Cheers for the advise mate

You ever heard any music by Opiuo?

 

[bummer]

As long as you remember that nobody has the slightest clue that you're tripping, it isn't a problem. Unless you draw loads of attention to yourself.

^^ It's hard to miss the grin from ear to ear & stopping to stare at things

It's never ever quite as conspicuous as you imagine.

Fuck em !
The best approach if you see a stranger is thinking to yourself "Yeah i'm dancing round the woods, so what ? Why aren't you ?"
I realized this on 2 of those mixed apb pills, full on delirious one man rave stomping thru mud in the middle of a storm

In other news Dans made me give serious thought to booking time of work and shoving aMT up my ring.

 

[Sammy G]

Fuck em !
The best approach if you see a stranger is thinking to yourself "Yeah i'm dancing round the woods, so what ? Why aren't you ?"

There's an awful lot of truth to that.

 

[Shambles]

I personally found aMT a bit overstimulating myself, but I took it by myself with nothing to really do with the energy. 'Rollercoaster' is exactly how i'd describe aMT, alternating waves of beautiful psychedelia, euphoria, stimulation and heavy body load. Weird but good substance.

This tends to be key with stimulating psyches. What can feel somewhat uncomfortable when just sitting around turns into pure rushes of euphoria when suitably mobile. Dancing is good for this. I discovered this rather obvious fact surprisingly late. Not until the first EADD meet I attended (which involved a gramme of MDMA and 350ug of acid and various snifters of ket first time out). It was a lesson well-received though cos it really is the bizniz. Definitely good for what ails ya when feeling overstimulated.