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On and off for weeks, the half life of diaz concerns me a bit... although its all low amounts, and i go between etiz and diaz, gap it out, no issues

Yeah the last time i over did etiz, low amounts days in a row, i couldnt sleep very well at all, edgy, was annoying... can see thats where a cycle of problems will begin
 
How frequently have you been using stims during the last month or so, if you don't mind me asking, Dan?

You're pretty wise and cautious with the benzos, which is good. Just watch the stims. More than a couple of times a month and it can do more harm than you might think.
 
3/4 times an entire week, ish... aprox 8 hours sleep inbetween.... mainly benzo sleep granted, although better than none. healthy diet and hydration bang on. No major issues, sometimes irritable but not depressed, no anxiety, nothing compared to the meph days anyway... the weekends of meph ruined me... fucked me up after awhile... amazing weekends none the less. glad ive pretty much given that stuff up and dont wanna touch it anymore. i like being sober anyway, not letting myself get addicted to owt

Wheres MDB, haven't seen him around for awhile
 
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good timing Dan, just making a re-appearance around now. Been away for the weekend and a little time away from this place has made me realise that I've been spending far too much time on here. I need to be spending far more tme attempting to get my life back on track. Though it can be an interesting and entertaining way to pass time on here Im not using my time to best advantage.

Im trying to figure out why ive got very little motivation to do anything, has allways been a bit of a problem for me, there may be some 'fear of failure' thing going on so that im not even trying very hard for anything. Im trying to read up on lots of stuff about motivation atm, it seems you have to be prepared to fall flat on your face time and time again in order to succeed.

If you discover what you really want to do, apparently you can tap into unlimited reserves of motivation. This was coming from a young guy in California i was listening to on youtube. It does sound a bit like stereotypical Californian hippy dippy b/s that needs taking with a bucket of salt.
 
annoyed, looks like i've been scammed. Really don't see how considering the time it was dispatched, from a uk based vendor, that it hasn't arrived yet.
 
Want me sum etiz pellets but can I get sum no.. 3 vendors, the 1 I normally use have no paying method atm, another I have used before shifting between I can use card payment and not can, and I can't these days (weird shite), and the last and cheapest etc, u have to do all sort of things to buy there with card...

Hell going to be great when I run out of these benzos I got in the weekend :|

1 positive thing is tho I got me sum mxe today. But looks like its that crappy batch again from the "big eu vendor" I don't like the color. Have to check it out later I guess. Crossing my fingers it is good.
 
Got 500ish Etz here Nicklazz sorry to rub it in..but a well stocked larder means no tears before bedtime 8(
 
What color is it nick?

Know the feeling MDB, can relate to what you've just written... and yep falling flat on your face time and time again in order to succeed is part of it.. accepting failure... having faith in yourself.... persevere
 
mydrugbuddy said:
If you discover what you really want to do, apparently you can tap into unlimited reserves of motivation. This was coming from a young guy in California i was listening to on youtube. It does sound a bit like stereotypical Californian hippy dippy b/s that needs taking with a bucket of salt.
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See Crowley's 'True Will', Think & Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill, certain interpretations of the way of the Tao, and more.

You're right though, you do need to be skeptical. Although a change in perspective can work wonders.
 
cheers for the encouragement and tips folks. :)

Apparently developing productive routines can be very helpful. Motivation seems to be hard to work on, on a conscious level. So if you can get into habits of routinely doing productive / benefitial things you dont have to make a conscious decision "can i be bothered to do this or not" every time, you just do it.
 
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Pure White, almost looks like MDPV lol.
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Ahh... the best batches are off white arent they? been years since ive tried MXE... although the batch consistency and color would vary... as would the quality, the best i recall was slightly off white. Got some ket at the mo, had a dabble with it yesterday, dont think wonky-ness is agreeing with me at the moment... got a negative wonk off it. but other people said its top notch so it must be me. i find dissocative wonky-ness can either be embracing, glorious, amazing and magical, or cold, odd and weird. mainly amazing though... but when it goes negative its some odd shit
 
from a uk based vendor, if it's been just under a week is it safe to assume I've been selectivity scammed?
 
It is becoming more and more common to see people using ecigs in bars and stuff. At first i would ask the staff if it was OK to do so, but as everyone said yes, i no longer even bother asking. At first people would do a 'double take' as in 'wtf someone smoking in a pub 8o' but no one looks twice any more.

You have to be aged 18 to get these things, i doubt if any youngster new to smoking would start on an ecig and then switch to tobacco, e-cigs are far more pleasant, healthier and cleaner and less stinky. I dont think that tobacco cigarettes are generally seen as glamourous or 'cool' any more and this has been the way for quite some time.
 
Where are e-cigaroos already banned? Will go google but off top of head is it New York and Chicago? It is insane and in my view banning inflight on some airlines ..I mean even a vape zone would surely be feasible..stop air rage and anxiety amongst those a bit nervy about flying. I just thought fuck it last time and took me my e-cig into the loo..tis fucking water vapour for goodness sake..even if it proves that the chemicals in them are harmful (to those chuffing on them)in future years, is it really possible that the vape coming off them is harmful to others? witter witter...going in for another line :!
 
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Ahh... the best batches are off white arent they? been years since ive tried MXE... although the batch consistency and color would vary... as would the quality. Got some ket at the mo, had a dabble with it yesterday, dont think wonky-ness is agreeing with me at the moment... got a negative wonk off it. but other people said its top notch so it must be me. i find dissocative wonky-ness can either be glorious, amazing and magical, ephipanie, or odd and weird. mainly amazing though but when it goes negative its some odd shit
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off-white and crunchin a little when ya make a line (like choppin crystals) is the best batch I ever got, and have had many times. But this I got now and got from the big eu vendor we all know and love have stocked this pure white clean powder for long time now.. I hoped they had got sum better but nah same color and form of it.

yummi ket, I have not had that in years. Im a jealous fucker at ya mate =D
 
Need to get me one of those e-cig things... hardly smoke normal cigs now, could probably give it up completely
 
I'm also curious about e-cigs. I promised myself I'd give it a go by now, but I'm so skeptical that I've left it.

Probably because apart from when I'm at work / first thing in the morning I only smoke weed anyway, so I wouldn't be saving much.
 
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