Gibberings CLXII - Animal Facts Fun Time

[foolsgold]

well its not here today anyway so thats that for today

 

[Nicklazz]

I got sum ear plugs yea, sum where. But right now just doing listening to music via my headset.

Sounds awful MDB, I like kids but when they scream etc. Nothing more worse to listen too.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

It's the most irritating sound imaginable isnt it. Some babies are way louder than others, the next set of neighbours had a baby that was about a 1 on the volume scale, the other fucker had been an 11. Incredibly awfully loud.

 

[Nicklazz]

11?! Thats just to make one go insane.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

yeah i tried moving my matress to different rooms in the house, the kitchen or bathroom would have been best, but the matress wouldnt fit in there, and its hardly a great environment to sleep in. And after id put up with that for about 12 months the selfish woman had the cheek to complain to me because i was doing some sanding one day prior to decorating. I had to bite my tongue, lucky i wasnt on phenazepam at that time as I'd have fucking raged at her.

 

[Ben So Furry]

Turn your tunes up Nick.

 

[Nicklazz]

Sorry my language but wtf a bitch! That so fuckin typical, thats like the guy livin over me, he think he can make all the noise he want, but when I do sum he go loco. wtf???

Turn your tunes up Nick.

Always on full volume mate, I know no friends who can stand it so loud, even the most hardcore hardstylers I know can't stand my beats on full volume. Its so loud and sounds amazing.

Guess thats why I got tinnitus perm.

 

[Ben So Furry]

I hate tinnitus. Get it after gigs. Not that I've been to any recently. I remember when I started going out with mates in Nottingham before I met my missus in Rock CIty they had bass reflex boxes you could fit your head in. So guess what us dumbasses did? Sad to think that there are frequencies I'll never hear again.

Apart from the noise you good today Nicklazz?

 

[Nicklazz]

I have got used to the tinnitus, it comes and goes different sounds, not just the normal whiny-sound.

Haha u crazy fellas doing that

Today im good yea, got sum cash + getting a little more here soon from mom, but I AGAIN falled into alcohol. Really I want to stop, but the cravings is too intense, and these benzos I have only take away Wds, they aint givin any euphoria or shite. So its pretty hard to not to drink when got nothing to do

How are u today my friend?

 

[Ben So Furry]

I'm okay mate thanks. Try not to beat yourself up about the booze thing. It'll happen in its own good time. You've already proved you can do this sort of thing by staying off the PV so you are more than capable mate. All in good time my friend. Stay positive.

I understand the boredom thing how the devil makes work for idle hands and stuff. Not sure what to suggest, for me having a job and kid takes all my time so I don't have that problem anymore. You need to find something you enjoy doing that occupies your time. Sorry to sound patronising. Good luck mate we're all here to support you in your efforts should you need it. These things are never easy and finding something that takes it's place will undoubtedly be a difficult task.

 

[Sammy G]

It took me well over six months from deciding to stop drinking every day to actually being able to handle the cravings.

Ben's right - don't beat yourself up. It just feeds your sense of guilt, which is damaging and will only lead to more drinking. One step at a time.

 

[Ben So Furry]

Saw this on the news this morning. A woman who has been deaf her entire life hears for the first time:



Unbelievable stuff eh? Made me well up watching that. Reminded me off this little lad. Watch his face when he experiences sound for the first time:



There is good in the world.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

Some medical breakthroughs these days are really encouraging, i was watching something on the local news the other day about some old woman who was virtually blind and was never expecting to be able to see again, got some telescopic magnifier thing inserted into her eyes and her vision has been restored. Also some guy who could only see the world in black and white had some technology inserted into his brain so that he became able to 'hear colours'. He loved to walk round supermarkets as it would light up his brain 'hearing so many colours'.

If we'd all been born 500 years into the future im sure nearly all physical and mental illnesses and diseases will have had a cure found for them. Barring accidents everyone will be living in great health to be 100 years old.

 

[Nicklazz]

Thanks Ben & Sammy, you guys right. Just hard not to beat myself up on it, but will do my best. And thanks for support & yea we good here in EADD to support each other, thats a wonderful thing

 

[Ben So Furry]

MDB I find it incredible what medical science has achieved. I wish I was born now so I could experience things in the future. I'd love to have a peek 100 years in the future to see what we can achieve.

Does anyone think we'll send a manned mission to Mars in our lifetime? I'm not so sure I'll see it which will be a shame.

Thanks Ben & Sammy, you guys right. Just hard not to beat myself up on it, but will do my best. And thanks for support & yea we good here in EADD to support each other, thats a wonderful thing

Yeah I understand Nicklazz, I used to do it. I'd feel like a failure when the PV used to arrive after doing a bit of time without. The fact was I should have focused on the time I had gone without instead of the time I had it in my hand and feeling like that just reinforced my urges and justified my use.

You got any plans for today mate?

 

[Nicklazz]

Yeah I understand Nicklazz, I used to do it. I'd feel like a failure when the PV used to arrive after doing a bit of time without. The fact was I should have focused on the time I had gone without instead of the time I had it in my hand and feeling like that just reinforced my urges and justified my use.

You got any plans for today mate?

I know that too well my friend. PV.. That bitch.

No plans sadly, as always. Friends, family etc live too far away from here. I just saw my mom & my one brother an hour ago in 20 minutes because she came with sum money for me, that was and is going to be the best thing im going to do this weekend..

Very rare I see people in my life. Lone most of the time.. I hate it, I hate this city..

 

[Ben So Furry]

You've always got us for company. I'll be around a bit tomorrow evening but not Sunday.

How come you ended up living so far from your friends/family mate if you don't mind me asking? My family lives 200 miles away form me. I moved to be with my wife. I've got a younger Brother. 5 years difference. We get on like a house on fire. I'm grateful for that. Do you get on with your Brother?

 

[Nicklazz]

I know mate, you guys here in EADD is the best, BL all in all is a lovely place

I had to move out from my moms house 1½ year ago, to keep me and my moms good relationsship, I was aggressive motha fucka at that point, and we could not find anything, but my dad work for a company who rent/sell apartments, and they had this free. So had to take it.

I have 2 brothers, nobody of us talk/write much with each others, but when we are together we all good, laugh, havin great time etc. I love them with all of my heart, and know goes same way. They 19 and 23. Im 24. So big boys so to say haha

 

[Ben So Furry]

Your like me then. The older Brother. I always wondered what it was like to be the younger sibling. I wanted a sister tbh.

Nice to see you talk about your Brothers like that Nicklazz. I'm sure they feel the same.

I've made a few friends here. A few good ones actually but they have all been through my missus. Like boyfriends of her mates or whatever. Must be difficult if you don't know anyone in the area.

 

[Nicklazz]

Great for u bro, it doesn't matter how u got em, just nice u have sum in ya area ^.