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Gibberings CLXI: The Numerals are Probably Wrong, The Words Within Most Certainly Are

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need to give amt another bosh, took too little last time and got a heavy body load.

hmm. Feeling a bit worried. My best mate and my girlfriends best mate hooked up last night. Not a problem in itself, and I am happy for him, but I have told him things I'd rather my girlfriend didn't find out (not anything really bad, I've just been a bit more open about stuff with him etc). And I texted him a few hours ago, still no reply. I'm probably worrying for nothing though, sure it'll be fine.
 
I understand ya in that^ but I don't think he will share any. Right now he just too obsessed with that girl ;)
 
I am feeling god damn fine m8^ still coming up. Have been a real crap day for me, but this help a lot.

Cheers tho' Ben, will take me a beer myself soon.
 
Enjoy Nicklazz... gonna have another go on aMT myself soon. someone told me its best to layer the doses rather than one big one was gonna go 70/80mg or something this time, but layered. 50mg + 30 a few hours later or something. anyone know if this is a better way or not?

Yeah ben those comeups take ages. redicilious amount of time

Still feeling a bit rough, thought it was mainly booze related but must be partly the speed over the past few days. supposed to be out tonight but sod it, gonna get a bit vallied n chill
 
Ben So Furry said:
Why was it a bad day mate? You ok? Glad it's getting better.

...and yeah cheers. Crack one open bad boy.

How long does it take for you to come up on aMT Nicklazz? For me it's an eternity.
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Got no money, I can't borrow any, not the bank not my mom, etc etc.
People are fuckin me up, sum owe me money sum promise me stuff & don't do it.
+ voices & paranoia-thinkin is back everyday, I have had month without em, but they back.
The guy lives upstairs is an idiot.

I could keep on going mate.

Well I really don't know how long it takes, the time just seems to fly by like an insane when I am on aMT, so I don't really think about it.

ColtDan said:
Enjoy Nicklazz... gonna have another go on aMT myself soon. someone told me its best to layer the doses rather than one big one was gonna go 70/80mg or something this time, but layered. 50mg + 30 a few hours later or something. anyone know if this is a better way or not?

Yeah ben those comeups take ages. redicilious amount of time

Still feeling a bit rough, thought it was mainly booze related but must be partly the speed over the past few days. supposed to be out tonight but sod it, gonna get a bit vallied n chill
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Enjoy ya self Dan! U got the HCL? If you do, 50mg oral and a 10-15mg snorted maybe? It works fine this HCL aMT I got snorted.
 
Shit dude that sounds like a tough situation. Hope the paranoia stops soon mate. That shit will drive you to your grave. I know mate and you know I know. Thinking of you buddy. 'Friends' can be some cunts sometimes. Maybe they don't realise they are fucking you about. I don't know. Folk are thoughtless sometimes.
 
Ben So Furry said:
Shit dude that sounds like a tough situation. Hope the paranoia stops soon mate. That shit will drive you to your grave. I know mate and you know I know. Thinking of you buddy. 'Friends' can be some cunts sometimes. Maybe they don't realise they are fucking you about. I don't know. Folk are thoughtless sometimes.
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Don't think it will mate, have to move from here before it will be better, but I can't. I am gettin sum answers next month about sum place I should live where there are people supporting me and helping me to get better with all my diagnosis etc. Like an mental-clinic thing, just much better.

Thanks Ben of thinkin of me <3 How are u these days ya self? Hope ya good bro.


yoyo50 said:
Nicklazz man just think before you touch pv again how far u come, rly man we never speak in pm but i honestly hope you beat that shit
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U are 100% right, pv will destroy my mind and I will go back to the really psychotic-behaviours I had in the summer. Even after days of sleeping eating etc I was in deep delusions.

Thanks yoyo, I have not beated it completelly yet, but the dreams of it is pretty much gone, and not thinkin on it everyday.
 
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I'm good mate thanks. Working like a dog plus my wife is ill so my parenting responsibilities have doubled but it's all good. I don't get time to crave or anything. Letting my hair down tonight with a few beers mate and enjoying some excellent tunes courtesy of Dan. Yeah life is a lot more stable and reliable nowadays and I'm contributing to it which is important.

I echo what Yoyo50 has said you've come a long way and should be proud mate.
 
ColtDan said:
Enjoy Nicklazz... gonna have another go on aMT myself soon. someone told me its best to layer the doses rather than one big one was gonna go 70/80mg or something this time, but layered. 50mg + 30 a few hours later or something. anyone know if this is a better way or not?

Yeah ben those comeups take ages. redicilious amount of time

Still feeling a bit rough, thought it was mainly booze related but must be partly the speed over the past few days. supposed to be out tonight but sod it, gonna get a bit vallied n chill
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only done amt once and I only did about 30mgs, it took 4 hours for me to even start to come up properly.
 
Agreed, well done so far nick good on ya

Yeah 4 hours comeup is what i get. 4 hours of a weird comeup. then it kicks into full swing and its amazing for hours, goes on like a train. i first tried it on 30mg and it wasnt enough, 50mg minimum
 
ColtDan said:
Agreed, well done so far nick good on ya

Yeah 4 hours comeup is what i get. 4 hours of a weird comeup. then it kicks into full swing and its amazing for hours, goes on like a train. i first tried it on 30mg and it wasnt enough, 50mg minimum
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Thanks Dan! :)


Ben So Furry said:
I'm good mate thanks. Working like a dog plus my wife is ill so my parenting responsibilities have doubled but it's all good. I don't get time to crave or anything. Letting my hair down tonight with a few beers mate and enjoying some excellent tunes courtesy of Dan. Yeah life is a lot more stable and reliable nowadays and I'm contributing to it which is important.

I echo what Yoyo50 has said you've come a long way and should be proud mate.
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Hope ya wife gets better soon m8 but good to hear ya fine and got a stable & good life going. Thats great <3

U a cook right? Or do I remember wrong? Make me sum food if ya are haha, I eat sandwich etc all the time. I have no powers to clean or make good food, my X comes now and then and clean for me and makes me sum good food. Damn I should never had fucked her up now I think about it, and she is still here for me, I will do anything for her these days and she knows it.
 
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