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Gibberings CLXI: The Numerals are Probably Wrong, The Words Within Most Certainly Are

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Eveleivibe said:
We can't all get on, can we? I over-reacted
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It seems not, and you do over react a fair bit Eve, as do i sometimes. A small handfull of people on here have expressed that i am annoying them in some ways, but another small handfull have encouraged me and said that they like my posts. The vast majority havent said anything so direct either way, so i assume that i am generally fitting in and tolerated. Maybe i need to tone down the literally violent differences of opinion a bit, if i want to be liked by everyone. But that would be be boring. I think Id prefer to continue expressing what i really think, but maybe stop and think a bit more how it will be received by others.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Lol ok ok :) xxxx
We can't all get on, can we? I over-reacted I get that you all love Dan but we just rub each other up the wrong way. He's not a bad person. I'm not calling him a twat but I have my faults, as you're all aware (over-reacting n taking things too personally for two) but right now I have to do what's best for me because I don't want to blow up n end up ruining my chances here at Bluelight. Perhaps I should not have mentioned putting Dan on ignore n just done so. It was a bit childish of me to state it. And it's not permanent. I'm doing it for me not any spite towards anyone else.

I know I get angry n wound up n I am working on this (I actually don't as much as I used to, I am improving with that n I apologise for any offence I've. I understand that Dan is popular here n my putting him on ignore is my no means trying to insult him or call him a 'twat.' Anf also people here are NOT unfeeling. With whats happened with knock it's shows that people here at very much the opposite. I must be improving because I'd have seen this banter in the past n totally would have taking it the wrong way. I now see what it is, banter n a laugh :) plus I talk to a lot of you in E-mail. MDB E-mailed me yesterday n I bit his head off.

I've had some laughs in here I get on with most people here n I hope I continue to do so. Like I say I've my faults n I am working on them.

Also I need to apologise for having a go at shambles when he was giving me advice. I have done this in E-mail (or PM, I prefer to call it E-mail because it looks that way n well because I'm awkward) but felt it was right to mention it here. I was being jealous n childish n I apologise for it. I was getting a bit triggered with the fact I am going to be coming off suboxone but it's no excuse to whine n throw my toys out of the pram. He was right when he mentioned something me being a parent n wanting to take drugs. I knew it n was furios because he was right.

Anyway I've wrote a novel here but I needed to put the wrong things I did, right.

Knock told me once it took him a year to find his feet here. In that case it's going to take me another 6 months, having been here 6 months already.

All the best,
Evey :) xxxx

EDIT: s*** I have wrote a book here lol
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Seriously normally I would just ignore this post, but it is startin to piss me off u keep on going mention your problem with dan etc etc

And u wrote me a long pm yesterday sayin u let it all go they on ignore and so on? U are not letting it go,

+ now we have to know u gone mad on shambles???? :? KEEP IT IN PM, WHERE U DID IT.

STOP GOD DAMN IT GIRL!
 
I've been ignoring most of this stuff, but I agree with you, Nick.. keep the animosity to PMs.

PLUR. x
 
I'm not going mad. Did you read what I wrote? I was apologising n putting things right.
I was not going made with anyone in that post. I was apologising.

Edit: no anomosity whatsoever. It was an apology for snapping at people here n explanation of things that's all. I'm terribly sorry if my post caused offence I was simply trying to put things right. I spent ages writing that n trying to get it to sound ok. I'm sorry for the misunderstanding. I've not had a go at anyone in PMs honest.
 
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U had gone mad on shambles on pm then u write here u are sorry. we don't need to know. Stop all of this now eve and keep the good spirit&mood in here.
 
I never went mad at shambles in pm. I apologised in pm for snapping at him on Friday night. This post (in gibberings)took me ages to write to you all n to try n explain things n put things right. I thought it was the right thing to do but it obviously isn't so I'm no longer mentioning it. Sorry.
 
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fear, uncertainty, deception. lol.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Has anyone seen Albion's art on the art thread? It's real good. That young fellow is extremely talented xxxx
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Yep, he's created some amazing music too. Building layers upon layers of sound just from a violin, sounding more unlike a violin than i have ever heard before. The link has been lost in gibberings about 6 months ago.
 
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