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snolly said:
Up too fucking early. Starting etiz taper today cos it's doing nothing for me any more. Set out a schedule and hope to stick to it. Seems to work better for me therapeutically than recreationally. 2mg will have me sleeping sound after stims but...still I guess I got my seven hours sleep today, I just woke up at 1am and have been up since. Thinking rationally I'd have gone for Diclaz but hey when do we ever think rationally when feeling like that?

Tea on the go (Earl Grey with blue flowers, I know MK will love this) and got Archer on. Two and a half hours til postie time :P Then take it easy

Morning all anyway, hope we all good and take it easy <3
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started my taper too, all the way down to 12mg now whoo bloody hooo. :\

Its weird that 1 or 2 mg in the evening hits me much harder than 11 mg last thing at night. I could still get to sleep on that ok, ive reduced by 2mg so far. Gonna be reducing the bedtime dose every few days until insomnia starts to strike, and will then have to wait for my body and brain to play catch up.
 
Hey that's not bad going! I'm hoping mine will be similar cos I'll binge on it hoping it'll have an effect to otherwise unsafe levels in a non tolerant person (very rarely; I did last night) but usually my normal dose is 30mg or so. So starting off with 20mg throughout the day, then 15, 10, 5, 2, 1, blast off.

I don't know if I've been using as frequently as I had been last year when I got bad withdrawals - suspect I haven't - but I don't wanna go through it again and if I need something for stim/normal anxiety or whatever, it'll be pyrazolam as no desire to redose on those and don't find them recreational. But only when my etiz use is down to zero for a month or two.

And that is weird, I think my 'bedtime dose' is scheduled for about an hour or so before I'd go to sleep and is likely to help even if it's just a 5mg dose.

Is waiting for your body and brain to catch up that's the worst. But the best when it's all over and you can function again.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
started my taper too, all the way down to 12mg now whoo bloody hooo. :\
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That's not bad at all given how long you've beeen stuck at around 15mg, MDB. Benzo tapers tend to be rather drawn out affairs so 3mg in a relatively brief period is not to be sniffed at (especially being non-water soluble). Just keep chipping away, don't try to get ahead of yourself or rush things too much (setting yourself up to fail if you do) and you'll get there soon enough. :)<3

And same for you whilst I'm at it, Snoll-de-Roll. Much better to get shot of a habit in the earlier stages than leave it to fester for months - or even years - cos then it really is a nightmare to deal with.

maxalfie said:
Clamping down on sadomasochism will only make it worse.
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=D

My fave S&M-related chestnut being: If you're into bestiality, necrophilia and sado-masochism then give it up cos you're just flogging a dead horse.

PS: Mornin', all :)
 
Just to note there's a sticky at the top of the forum for any further donations in memory of our most recently lost member, if anyone else wants to donate. Serious post over, basically posting this here cos I ignore stickies and you lot probably do too :D

It's a worthy cause and in memory of a great person so go for it <3
 
Would love to donate, if I could^

hell I hate this no-money thing im going through atm, I even can not pay bills this month, or 1 of em + going see my little bro' who had bday the 2 march, and I cant give him a present, and I know he gives me one on the 19. + I started gambling again too much. crap :( that aMT can not arrive soon enough..:|
 
Just a note on the sticky donations thread, we're trying to keep it anonymous as possible at the moment, so if people post in it please try to stick to that. Thanks very much <3

Eveleivibe said:
Donated earlier n put a little verse on. You're amazing, ((((snolly)))), n please don't let anyone tell you any different xxxx
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Thanks :) But it really was down to Kronos for setting it up and doing the work, I just put it up there so big props to him <3

Also if anyone finds their posts edited oddly, it's because I seem to keep pressing edit instead of quote and then only just realising before I hit save. So yeah, heads up. The last time I did it without realising it lead to a bit of a (justified) misunderstanding so, ya know...=D
 
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Good luck to the those tapering etiz (snolly, MDB, and prolly a million others who ain't speaking up!)...it can be a real drag. Tolerance builds quick....I was on 60mg a day for most of 2012, sometimes a 100...tapered down to 6 pretty painlessly, but then got stuck. I have an extensive benzo history though.... I switched to diazepam at 60 mg, which was overkill...anyhow, it has taken me almost a year to get down to 10 mg diazepam, and it hasn't been too bad...way easier than tapering etiz...but now is the nitty gritty part, gonna take it slow. Was being a champ but the old drug box revealed some etilaams a few weeks ago, and I couldn bring myself to flush em heheh....so of course I've been taking around 2-3 mg a day....gonna do a quick taper and stabilize back on the diazepam and pick up where I left off....shouldn't be too bad I hopes!

If etizolam is banned there will be so many in a world of serious hurt! It is pretty insidious stuff....benzos are handy, but quickly become the devil inna pill...:/
 
snolly said:
Just a note on the sticky donations thread, we're trying to keep it anonymous as possible at the moment, so if people post in it please try to stick to that. Thanks very much <3



Thanks :) But it really was down to Kronos for setting it up and doing the work, I just put it up there so big props to him <3

Also if anyone finds their posts edited oddly, it's because I seem to keep pressing edit instead of quote and then only just realising before I hit save. So yeah, heads up. The last time I did it without realising it lead to a bit of a (justified) misunderstanding so, ya know...=D
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Why don't you close the thread so it's just there as a link for people to click to the donation site? It would stop trolls or anyone putting more information by mistake.
 
Debated it but suspected it would be a good way for people to say what they need to without necessarily identifying anyone. I don't mind doing the odd edit or UA and suspect the others won't either.
 
Fucking hell dissociatives sure have a hell of a cross tollerance, did half a g of NEK last night and today the 79mgs of MXP I did I almost didn't feel.
 
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