Started the day again with a double drop of pyrazolam and flubromazepam, I have a feeling I need to stop before I end up again where I was with the etiz a couple of years back. Fuck, why do benzos agree with me so well...and opiods too. Damn.
Can we just all move to a country where they give them out for free to all citizens.
Anyway I went to the doctor today, which is something unusual for me, unless some you guys who seem to be constantly in contact with the medical sector, anyway I have irritable bowel syndrome, which means that I can't eat any of the foods that make my life better, no bacon, no fried food, less red meat. He also said I should eat more rice and boiled potatoes, might as well just off myself.
Does anybody know whether anti-biotics, Rifaxamine, to be precise might have some collaterall effects with benzos? I know I shouldn't drink on them, but I couldn't ask the doctor as I'm not prescribed those benzos.
Anyway I hope you all have a decent day and hold on strong in those bad days.
Hopefully some of the community will still be here and hold it together, even though some of the best have departed.
Take care guys, life is frail, try to enjoy the little things.
I apologize to whoever I might have said bad things in the past(SHM, Sam, whoever else).
Anyway I'm off, need to get the car fixed, again. Fuck I hate cars, black holes of money, I could literally live in Cambodia with the amount I spend on my car on a yearly basis, seriously, between road tax, maintenance, insurance, fuel. I reckon I could survive on like 250 dollars a month in a rural area of Cambodia, if you add up all the car expenses, these past twele months I'm sure I spent more than that.
Just last time something in the engine got broken I paid 700 euros, last month I paid 360 for insurance.
Fuck, I need to rethink my life.
Take care guys