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ColtDan said:
Its been okay thanks, chilled but productive, x



Course they do, i have ones deeper. or just as deep
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Ok maybe i went a bit far on that one lol I meant people who are not very good in social situations, like myself, find it easier to communicate with people online. I'm scared of conflict cause was bullied as a kid .... anyway enough of that talk the point is you're right.
 
Ah yeah i get what you mean. im also shite in social situations sometimes, stems from anxiety that ive always had and various shit. and i agree it is easier to communicate online, for obv reasons. and its easy to develop a connection with people through it, you get to know them

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Knock thought he was following procedure since it was my first warning, and did what he thought as per the BLUA. I have the PM explaning that.

Some people wanted to push that further tho and wanted ramification (Sam) from the past, and were going to continue pujshing and complaining until they got somewhere, or until me or shm were gone, and he wasnt happy with knock's decision and he pushed further and futher. I cant think of anything lamer or more cowardly than to have done that, He even reported a fairly innoccuous post of mine, with no insult, or name calling or swearing in it, just to be awkward and take advantage of the shitty circumstances, it doesnt get much lamer and self centered than that. I cant think of anyting lamer to sack for;

Reporting posts by Sammy posed a real problem because Id already put in a formal compaint about Sam 4 weeks earlier about his treatment of me, and Sam just kept on reporting after goading, posts after post under the radar and forcing the issue to be dealt with. Hiding behind the report feature and being nontransparent isnt me I'm afraid ,,, certainly not consistently,
 
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Albion said:
It's all just bickering, arguing, biting at Sammy's heels, and all for what? Harm reduction??
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He chose to exacerbate the situation by continually baiting, and then faining concern about me taking xanax to cope with my mums death (it was a godsend btw at the time) .. and then he laughed at my drugs use publicly, and misinterpreted words from shm, blaming me for seliing his secrets ... certainly not HR friendly. Just sad and fucked up all round. And nearly cost me valuable friendships. With Sam you werent allowed to be with people he didnt like. you were either with him or against him.
Shm has integrity and doesnt lie. I wasnt falling for sams bullshit and unwillingness to rectify the stuation - which incidentally could have been done to just saying one sentence ti the right person.
 
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Constantly reporting to be a knob, as i said before, pathetic. and i'll say him i dont give a fuck, maybe he can start reporting me
 
HouseFever said:
Holy shit. You snorted aMT? How did that feel?
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felt amazing!

ColtDan said:
Eyeballing AMT aint too clever
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Did it all day, snorting till bag was gone, can't remember how much was in it but OK I did stupid of eye balled all day with it (will not happen again). BUT!

It have opened so much for me, can see things much clear now, or sum very important thingS. A scale + sum aMT is on my next buy.

<3 <3
 
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Marmalade said:
He chose to exacerbate the situation by continually baiting, and then faining concern about me taking xanax to cope with my mums death (it was a godsend btw at the time) .. and then he laughed at my drugs use publicly, and misinterpreted words from shm, blaming me for seliing his secrets ... certainly not HR friendly. Just sad and fucked up all round. And nearly cost me valuable friendships. With Sam you werent allowed to be with people he didnt like. you were either with him or against him.
Shm has integrity and doesnt lie. I wasnt falling for sams bullshit and unwillingness to rectify the stuation - which incidentally could have been done to just saying one sentence ti the right person.
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Sorry about your mam, marmz. That's dreadful hon. You have every right to cope with that grief in whatever way is best for you - it's no ones right to judge or laugh at you, that's awful. You need support at a time like that.
 
ScotchMist said:
This Monday morning seems a little darker and colder than usual... :(
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Yea it does. I woke up the first thing I saw was... KNOCK and felt a load of anxiety :(
I hate all this anger n arguing tho. I don't see what good it will do.

Bear I was just worried about you being being alone through this - though some prefer to be alone at times like these.
 
Oh no scotmist that's terrible. It's all happening isn't it.

I lose my ESA in June 7 because apparently I can only have it a year so how I'm meant to look after a small child God knows. Some family members may be getting redundent. One has worked over 40 years n will get NOTHING.

I despise this government with a passion.

I'm so terrible sorry, SM what you going to do now?????
 
Dont worry evey, its not as terrible as it sounds. I'll find more work fairly quickly, its more the short notice of a day that has pissed me off.. par of the coarse sub contracting.

Needless to say, they wont be getting an oz of work out of me today.

Sorry to hear of you and yours problems
 
Eveleivibe said:
I lose my ESA in June 7 because apparently I can only have it a year so how I'm meant to look after a small child God knows.

I despise this government with a passion.
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Get a job, claim back your nursery fees and tax credits.
You will be better off, maybe not by a lot but it gives your little one a good example and he / she will mix with a broader range of kids, which can't be bad.
The hardest part is getting the job obviously

Source : employed single parent here


 
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"I was told it was because I "find it difficult to get on with people, especially EADD members.....and senior staff""

How absurdly innacurate. Whoever told him that doesnt have a clue. The bit about the senior staff may have been true, but the members, come on, give me a break. :\:sus:

For me, the heart and soul has been ripped out of this place. I didnt realise until its was too late how significant having Knock here was. There are a number of other very talented posters, and the place is in good hands with the current 4 mods to steer the ship, but the place is a magnet for human tragedies. I have lost about 10 people i considered to be friends on here over the last year or so, its too much. Is this a good place to be investing so much of my energy and emotions? I dont think so.
 
No two ways about it, this forum has a shockingly-high death rate and it sucks. It sucks beyond belief.

Is there anything to be gained from people deserting the place though?
 
Good Morning to the fine folk of EADD:)

I know were going to have a rough one but I wish you a good one all the same.

(knock in the shower wearing his hard hat - :D) xx

Bear

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