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ColtDan said:
Christmas binge eating seems to have kicked in, eating like a bastard
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i'm the opposite right now, thankfully.


Zero apppetite, except for sleeping.

Have found an odd australian beer to try ... Coopers Brewery Sparkling Ale, which sounds wrong somehow, which is why I bought it. On offer for £1 due to almost near its due date.

Will go well with 2mg xanax to combine for sleeping. Would rather be hibernating atm. Seems dead parents aren't quite as easy to get over as you think they are, come christmas and traditional family stuff becoming prominent. Sleeping is the only thing that makes that bearable atm, on top of the usual day to day life realities n palarvas. ho hum

If youre reading this Max, really really hope things go well with hospitals and further diagnosis this week <3
 
Marmalade said:
i'm the opposite right now, thankfully.


Zero apppetite, except for sleeping.

Have found an odd australian beer to try ... Coopers Brewery Sparkling Ale, which sounds wrong somehow, which is why I bought it. On offer for £1 due to almost near its due date.

Will go well with 2mg xanax to combine for sleeping. Would rather be hibernating atm. Seems dead parents aren't quite as easy to get over as you think they are, come christmas and traditional family stuff becoming prominent. Sleeping is the only thing that makes that bearable atm, on top of the usual day to day life realities n palarvas. ho hum

If youre reading this Max, really really hope things go well with hospitals and further diagnosis this week <3
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Hope you're doing ok considering..

Sleep is a lovely getaway, better than a holiday imo
 
Mental Kenny said:
He's an irresponsible bastard that guy, he had the operation because he didn't listen to the doctors telling him to change diet and lifestyle, never gave a shit. The thing is I don't want him to get hurt as I'd be the one providing the substance, not keen on legal trouble.
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well you ve already got your answer, but im just gonna answer anyway. i too think he ll be fine, if the operation is more ore less healed and hes in a stable state of mind. psychedelics may increase existing fears and doubts so if he has any about the operation he may feel them more during the trip (because to me bk2cb felt more like a trip than a roll).
also, ideally, he should diet/fast a bit before and during he trip and change and secure the bag right at the start (some of those bags can fill up very fast and changing/emptying one during a trip is not something too pleasureable).
as always, have a plan b at hand: a quiet place to go to, a friend to help in emegencies.

cheers!
 
Early start to the day today. Not long until xmas people so get all your shoplifting done now.
Have a good day
 
Morning all, for once I have completed all my Christmas shopping early, I managed a trip to a shopping centre Wednesday after a large dose of codeine !

Just one more thing to arrive for Mrs A that should be here today, un heard of :D

I've already purchased my Christmas present, an old sidecar in need of TLC. Its made me think of this :-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vtWkQoy1hE
 
Congratulations Allein. It's good to be prepared. And it means you don't have to go out and witness the panic buying that'll occur over this weekend.

I've got one bit of Christmas shopping on the way myself. A bit of oxy. Had to. :D
 
Sammy G said:
Congratulations Allein. It's good to be prepared. And it means you don't have to go out and witness the panic buying that'll occur over this weekend.

I've got one bit of Christmas shopping on the way myself. A bit of oxy. Had to. :D
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I've been off work since Monday and had even managed a few bits before, in the past I've managed to get really anxious about the whole thing so glad I managed to sort it out.

I got some free Zoromorph 10mg morphine caps in the post, they are instant release which I've never had before. Of late I've had to escalate my codeine dose with diminishing returns so it will be good to take a few days off them if only to preserve my script.
 
Free morphine? Not bad if you can get it! :)

Shame you genuinely need it though. But yeah, it'll give you a little more breathing space. Genuinely glad you seem to have sidestepped some of the seasonal stress!
 
Sammy G said:
Free morphine? Not bad if you can get it! :)

Shame you genuinely need it though. But yeah, it'll give you a little more breathing space. Genuinely glad you seem to have sidestepped some of the seasonal stress!
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Only just, I was getting towards the edge with work but had a load of holiday left so booked it all to be off from this week until the new year. I ended up having to work on Monday but I've been off since which is a relief.

Got a few jobs done around the house, picked up the sidecar from London and did a days shopping and managed to get what I was looking for without that horrible feeling that I'd got the wrong thing. We try not to spend a huge amount on useless stuff, we brought the kids new bikes this year but got those last month.

I bet you've been wearing a Christmas hat and jumper all week:D
 
Maybe a bit of genuine Yule Tide, at least it can be an opportunity to have a few days R&R in the depths of winter, it's been pretty dull and grey down here as well as cold.

Think I might get my leather jacket on and take the scooter for a spin whilst I can still manage 2 wheels, it is monumentally loud and annoys one of my neighbours :D
 
Lawdy. Rum ol' week has this one been. Quite frankly bizarre. And brilliant. And more than a bit magic. The bizarre aspect does loom large though I must admit. Also somewhat inexplicable (so far at least) so can do little more than let off the teensiest wafts of... not steam exactly cos not angry, stressed or upset... wafts of pure, triple distilled, charcoal filtered wtf mostly. Of the very best kind. Come back drug psychosis all is forgiven. Blimey things can get properly strange when you lay off the furries for a while when... *ahem* called upon to.

Meh. Hopefully the smidgiest lomtick of speed will get things flowing just enough to make a lil sense out of all that. Til then, a'ternoon, all :)
 
I'm not sure how to respond to that as I can't quite tell if it's good or bad so I will just say hello there =D

Set up in my new house, don't think I've stopped smiling since I waved my Mum off. Still a lot to move but that'll get done over the holidays. Lovely little place, gonna set myself up on the sofa, put some DVDs on and get drunk. Yesssss. Just got to make sure I don't fall asleep before my new bed gets here.

Only worry was the internet connection, neighbours have been inconsiderate and passworded all theirs but fortunately - and against all odds - my laptop didn't throw a shit fit at being connected to my phone. Massively limited data but it'll do me for now.
 
Shambollocks you do babble some interesting stuff. the randomness of that is like an MXE thought process

I would love a bita speed. got a 180mg of 4-fa i might dabble with in a bit. been recording some guitar shite, watching american dad, documentarys. gonna go on a tune hunting sesh. never again snorting that 4-fa stuff, ever

Sniffing it 4 Fuck All effect apart from a headache

Marmalade said:
i'm the opposite right now, thankfully.


Zero apppetite, except for sleeping.

Have found an odd australian beer to try ... Coopers Brewery Sparkling Ale, which sounds wrong somehow, which is why I bought it. On offer for £1 due to almost near its due date.

Will go well with 2mg xanax to combine for sleeping. Would rather be hibernating atm. Seems dead parents aren't quite as easy to get over as you think they are, come christmas and traditional family stuff becoming prominent. Sleeping is the only thing that makes that bearable atm, on top of the usual day to day life realities n palarvas. ho hum

If youre reading this Max, really really hope things go well with hospitals and further diagnosis this week <3
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:(<3 x
 
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Good point, Dan. I've never really done Xmas and the like so don't really notice specifically seasonal pangs as such, but losing somebody as close as a mother is surely gonna be felt deeply this time of year. Marmz <3

Snollz: Hehe. I do know what that is all about (sort of) but is still as close to turning happened events into described events as I was ever gonna get first time of mentioning really. Has been a very unusual week. Oh yessum. Am but testing the waters to see what words come along and settle where they are needed cos am buggered if I can corral the lil blighters to the task myself yet.

Dan: Hehe. Yes, I imagine it is kinda odd from the other side of the monitor. Not half as off as from this side but all is relative. I suppose it is watching a thought process being processed. When I know for sure whose thought process it is, where it came from, where it's going and the like, I'll let you know ;)
 
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