Jus had my sleep paraylisis reoccur after weekends session, mdma on fri most probably set it off, but i been taking alot of etiz again recently , afta i got off that shit, been off the ket one week fully, cnt do the stuff, i jus go smashing a good 8th to myself and end up in cucko land sailing accross the world thinking the worlds a hole plot and i know how to solve it but i am helpless because i am too fucked, then i get the urge to redose when i have come around off it, especially if im feeling down,
3mg of etiz had me jus about ko'd too, had muched like 8ng after the mdma night, gonna go back to 2mg tomorrow, n so on.. but i did get off them last time not too badly, but was using clonaz / pregab as replacement..
Heres to getting my act together, supposed to be going to WHP next sat too :/ not liking the stories, ah well if the guard trys to sexually assault me i will refuse and get police search, i always look drugged, cause im pale and wide eyed (if im not drunk and stoned) which isnt the type ot state i wanna be in ... :/
Gst up , hair cut, review , poker , stop smoking loads of weed n get off the etiz!
Goodnight to all the bl'ers sweet dreams
