Gibberings CIX: Different directions

[Mental Kenny]

Carlsberg don't do bands, but if they did...

 

[Cornishman]

Where's marmalade?
The Lounge want her to post her mooncup pics.

 

[Allein]

I can't believe you lot ventured in there

 

[badandwicked]

I know fuck all about what hitting an artery means but it sounded bad.

No, & don't. I don't want to know tbh.

yeah, I'm glad my PM didn't work. I only PM'd it cos it was graphic and if a kid was lurking it might have freaked them out. I had a knee jerk reaction to educate seeing as this is a HR site and we never know when we might find knowledge useful or helpful but I shouldn't offer it unasked for.

This show is ace! Dwld'd and it's definitely gunna be on my Em-Pee-Fwee player
Thankyou muchly yet again! {^.^}

Glad you liked, I knew he wrote & played but was pleasantly surprised myself

I'm a lucky boy i believe.

You are, sorry for the shitty time you had, a& e is one of the worst places in the world to be any time night or day.

Where's marmalade?
The Lounge want her to post her mooncup pics.

Nooooooo, not the mooncup. Anything but the mooncup!

 

[Marmalade]

I'm a lucky boy i believe.

I would just like to thank everyone for their concern & also my friend who had already called a taxi to the hospital b4 she got to my flat . So i was going to The HospitAL if i liked it or not.
This was the right place to be ,the doctor who i saw told me so . I was discharged this morning at about 2:00am their is much more to tell but i'm too tired right now.
I'll maKe a post about it in the Mental Health Thread at some point.
Cheers

Thank fuck for that, you're gonna be okay. Eh, n stuff and keep us posted please!

I can't believe you lot ventured in there

We didn't! we were duped, at least I was.

It was a trap. The thread was in here, then it got moved to the Lounge.

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Where's marmalade?
The Lounge want her to post her mooncup pics.

Christ the average age of a LoungeApe is probably 12 -14 or somethin' ... Mooncups make grown 'men' cry in EADD, can't imagine what the reaction would be from a basement dwelling teen. Probably slightly less hysterical actually.

 

[Cornishman]

Haha, I reckon they'd actually be more down to earth in the lounge.

 

[knock]

What's going on? When I go out for a couple of hours I expect at least 10 posts worth of average to middling quality light entertainment on my return. Even SHM hasn't popped in to scowl and spit in contempt.

Just said farewell to the old motorhome. Spent an hour removing my shit from it and giving it a quick clean out of shame. Was mildly emotional, brought back some memories of sitting inside huddling from the rain/snow/wind, getting pissed and having an unsatisfactory wank.

I was tempted to have a quick one for old time's sake but thought better of it.

 

[Munroe]

The lounge is a terrible place, if it didn't exist I'd be blissfully unaware of what a "moon cup" is.

Just had some GBL. Not sure why. Probably just to make sure I don't have any poppy tea later.

 

[Ceres]

I'm full of 3-MeO-PCP and everything is lovely.

 

[koneko]

^
I didn't take to that Cere's made me a bit manic and panicky Good to hear you are enjoying it.

The Lounge visit was hilarious, just been catching up on what's been happening in last day or so. Marmz, you should get over there with your mooncup, give those nobs a bit of Brit culture :D

I got some etizolam, not very impressed, think I may have bought duds doing nowt and I currently have no benzo tolerance...oh :well you live and learn. Was looking forward to a nice evening of chill and cushty.

Be good eadd - be loved

Fingers crossed for Brimz that all is going to be ok with you

 

[Myshkin]

Never known a dud etiz outside of the 'pellets', Kate - were they from an RC vendor or were thay Etilaam? Is this your first time with them? If so, they can be deceptive, especially if you've a history of hammering the xanax. As we both have.

Glad a real mod's on duty because I very recently fired 2mg buprenorphine up my arse to accompany the diaz under my tongue, the joint I'm smoking and the beer I'm sipping at occasionally. Listening to The Heartbreakers, or as a friend of mine puts it "New York junkie bullshit". :D

And I know this particular combo is a potential killer but my doses are sensible and I've plenty of experience, so none of those HR tickings-off, okay?

 

[Allein]

I've only ever purchased Etiz once, they were definitely good stock but I didn't rate the stuff at all.

My guess is that if you have any kind of Benzo tolerance they don;t cut it at all but high doses, think I tried 3mgs at once and still wasn't getting a great deal so went back to my beloved Diaz

 

[Myshkin]

I've heard a few former benzo abusers say they get nothing out of etiz, so chances are you're on to something.

Your 'beloved' diaz? A bit too beloved when you were on something like 3000mg a day, don't you think?

I much, much prefer your typing now, though I got accustomed to the style after a bit. :D

 

[Allein]

I was only catching up with an old friend on another site tother day and they referred to the same thing so I looked back at some old PMs.....booze and benzos did nothing for my typing skills, what's more scary is I really never noticed.

I'm still dealing with some of the aftermath here and there but those days are behind me....if we consider time in a linear fashion

 

[Mugz]

I actually quite like etiz, got some powder coming at the weekend. It is not super strong stuff in my opinion, but it is nice and relaxing and goes well with a couple of beers. It used to help with daily anxiety too. I only started taking it towards the end of my diaz taper though when I was only taking 5-10mg of diaz a day so my tolerance had been significantly reduced.

 

[koneko]

Glad you've noticed that atm its scary how you don't even notice that stuff at the time. I'm onto my 3rd blue 1mg pellet feeling a bit tired but not impressed one bit :-/ expected a lot more chilled outnes. Didn't want to buy it powdered because of the whole dose control thing... Maybe I should have :-(

Bloody drugs disappoint me these days, potentially this is a good sigh. Lol

 

[parttime crackhead]

Do I go for another fag just now? Or smoke this last tiny bit of weed laced tobacco that's in my tray? Snout now, joint later or joint now, snout later? Bearing in mind that the joint won't have much more weed in it than the snout will.

Smoking fags while not drunk when I'm not waiting on something or walking somewhere is weird. It's been a while since I've done that.


Re etiz - I think it's shite. Does it's job if all you want is to get to sleep. Gub a good few, shut your eyes & you're jamming. I don't notice any feeling off it at all though, no feeling chilled like diaz etc.

 

[Allein]

Benzos or indeed Etiz are certainly attractive to me but I'm not convinced I could handle them TBH.

When I consider getting some it feels more like an excuse to go back to bad, old ways than a recreational purchase.

Addiction is such a complicated thing and I'm sure it's different for different people, for me I think there are a few things best avoided for the time being.

 

[Mugz]

Benzos or indeed Etiz are certainly attractive to me but I'm not convinced I could handle them TBH.

When I consider getting some it feels more like an excuse to go back to bad, old ways than a recreational purchase.

Addiction is such a complicated thing and I'm sure it's different for different people, for me I think there are a few things best avoided for the time being.

I can understand the bit that is bold, I kind of feel this way too, I haven't counted the exact amount of days that I've been without, but I am managing to cope without them. I've ordered a small amount of etiz though as I managed to convince myself that it would be better for looking for another place to live if I'm more comfortable in the company of strangers that I have to talk to and convince that I'll be a good housemate, the whole househunt thing is pretty stressful, especially when I know that if I can't find anywhere by the end of the month then I wont have anywhere at all to live and will have to run back home. Am hoping that a dab of etiz when I go to view places will make it all a bit easier.

 

[Allein]

I feel for you Mugz, I wouldn't want to share a house with people (with the exception of my family).

I put myself into relative poverty many years ago after 2 shared houses, I couldn't deal with it any more and took on a cheap studio flat instead.

Can you measure out that powder into doses ? dabbing at a pile of powder sounds a bit risky