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Gibberings CIV: You're My Wife Now

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I'll have to check out said filum.
There's that wicked J-Horror on Film4 @ 1am - Confessions

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Have set a reminder, nice one.
 
Woke up late today as I was up all last night. Had a good night. Ate the biggest load of mushrooms I have ever had, not sure exactly how much, a couple of grams dry liberty cap I think, it was extraordinary. I thought it would be frightening but this was the opposite, utterly calm. I tip toed around my house in awe, speaking to objects and plants apologising for causing a fuss. They seemed to communicate back. I have memories of a guide leading me into another world, then losing the guide. There seemed to be other forms of life all around me, and other dimensions I could enter at will, but it would entail leaving my body here to die, and I wasn't for that, so I stayed here and just took glimpses of the other dimensions as they swam into view.

Fucking amazing. I suppose this will have been between a level 3 and 4 on the Shroomery scale. I will be repeating this as soon as is sensible given tolerances, want to get up to a full level 4 or 5. Best thing ever :D
 
knockando said:
Woke up late today as I was up all last night. Had a good night. Ate the biggest load of mushrooms I have ever had, not sure exactly how much, a couple of grams dry liberty cap I think, it was extraordinary. I thought it would be frightening but this was the opposite, utterly calm. I tip toed around my house in awe, speaking to objects and plants apologising for causing a fuss. They seemed to communicate back. I have memories of a guide leading me into another world, then losing the guide. There seemed to be other forms of life all around me, and other dimensions I could enter at will, but it would entail leaving my body here to die, and I wasn't for that, so I stayed here and just took glimpses of the other dimensions as they swam into view.

Fucking amazing. I suppose this will have been between a level 3 and 4 on the Shroomery scale. I will be repeating this as soon as is sensible given tolerances, want to get up to a full level 4 or 5. Best thing ever :D
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Sounds like a quality night man! Can't wait for my first trip of the season. I always like to atleast have one small trip a year, tis good for the soul :)
Cornishman said:
Hey, how's tricks?
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Easy now Cornish :)
My mind's being nicer to me today cheers. How's yer good self man?
 
knockando said:
Woke up late today as I was up all last night. Had a good night. Ate the biggest load of mushrooms I have ever had, not sure exactly how much, a couple of grams dry liberty cap I think, it was extraordinary. I thought it would be frightening but this was the opposite, utterly calm. I tip toed around my house in awe, speaking to objects and plants apologising for causing a fuss. They seemed to communicate back. I have memories of a guide leading me into another world, then losing the guide. There seemed to be other forms of life all around me, and other dimensions I could enter at will, but it would entail leaving my body here to die, and I wasn't for that, so I stayed here and just took glimpses of the other dimensions as they swam into view.

Fucking amazing. I suppose this will have been between a level 3 and 4 on the Shroomery scale. I will be repeating this as soon as is sensible given tolerances, want to get up to a full level 4 or 5. Best thing ever :D
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Not a day goes by eh?
 
Glad to hear that monsta.

I'm ok thanks.
Really wanna see the doc for some diazepam, but I don't have any faith in them listening to me.

This sobriety lark is just filling me with stress.

Spade, you're a regular user of intoxicants,
Pot kettle, etc. ;)
 
Let me wind knock up in peace. ;)

I need to stop eating, in the past 3 hours I've had a cheese toastie, crisps and chocolate and I still feel hungry. :\
 
Cornishman said:
Glad to hear that monsta.

I'm ok thanks.
Really wanna see the doc for some diazepam, but I don't have any faith in them listening to me.

This sobriety lark is just filling me with stress.
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Glad yer alright sir, though obviously not tip-top if there's a need for some Diazepam.
Have you a GP who you see often, who you've built a rapport with and who trusts you?
I hope you manage to get some man - Just try explain to them that you've had a really hard week and that it's interfering with sleep, appetite, capability etc.
Tis the best you can do really. Sometimes the phrase "just enough for a week or so" can go either way.

Is there anything in particular that has you more anxious than usual other than trying that sobriety bollocks mate?
I'm finding it rather hard at present with sobriety too, really does mess you up ay :\
 
Mornin all

First exam of four today, already sick of it. Finishing up revision, off to pick up weed then onwards to the exam hall where I'll hopefully write amazing stuff for three hours before going home and smoking myself stupid.

Yaaaaaay :D
 
monstanoodle said:
Glad yer alright sir, though obviously not tip-top if there's a need for some Diazepam.
Have you a GP who you see often, who you've built a rapport with and who trusts you?
I hope you manage to get some man - Just try explain to them that you've had a really hard week and that it's interfering with sleep, appetite, capability etc.
Tis the best you can do really. Sometimes the phrase "just enough for a week or so" can go either way.

Is there anything in particular that has you more anxious than usual other than trying that sobriety bollocks mate?
I'm finding it rather hard at present with sobriety too, really does mess you up ay :\
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Yeah I just got a new GP who seems more switched on than any of my old ones.

He seems v liberal & down to earth.. But I've never tried asking for a prescription. I'm sure we both know how bad NHS doctors are @ prescribing anything other than SSRI's :|

Being housebound with no money, being forced to give up smoking aswell as having my sister flip her lid at me a week ago cause I admittedly wound her up probably hasn't helped things.

Some diazepam would be exactly what the doctor ordered tbh.

How is everyone today?

Good luck exam-ing Snoll's.
Is it me or is this place quiet atm?
 
Place is quiet.

Diazepam may be what the doctor orders... if he's not like the last one I went to in a severely agitated, sleepless state (due to genuinely awful non-self-inflicted events). He gave me propranolol despite me telling him that when I was given it in the past it made me go from anxious to suicidally depressed within about 40 minutes. Despite the spelling there are no lols in propranolol... and for me no comfort or useful effects whatsoever. If he gives you any it'll probably be at the piddling 2.5mg end of the scale though, won't it?

Watcher BCF, how are you getting on? Hope things are smoother and lovelier than last time we spoke.
 
I would strongly advise anyone against specifically asking for Benzos, IME they will have you down as a drug seeker straight away. Even when they do prescribe them it's such a low dose and for such a short period they are largely useless to anyone with a tolerance or wanting them for anything other than very short term relief.

I think your right in that they are very rarely prescribed for anxiety these days, whether that is the best policy I really don't know but SSRIs are not going to give you any kind of instant relief, you'd be better off attempting some kind of alternative, non chemical approach if that's all you get offered.

Hope you're all well today, I'm having a really exciting day at the office..
 
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Watcher BCF, how are you getting on? Hope things are smoother and lovelier than last time we spoke.
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Alright mate, yeah has been a while ain't it?

Thing's aren't great at the moment to be honest, feel like I will be stuck in this rut forever, My mate who i had planned on getting a flat with hasn't been bothered to even send me a text since I've been back, a good 4 odd week's so fuck him basically, dunno what his problem is, i have tried to call and sent him a few text's and got no reply.. I was very depressed when I was over there so maybe he doesn't want to live with someone like that? who know's..

I am struggling to find a direction in life, it's really getting me down, but not today as I have a nice bit of oxy to play with so I'm using opiates in the worst possible way as an escape tool and i can honestly say it's working :P

How have you been man? I noticed you mentioned something bout your relationship feeling wrong, hope everything sorts itself sharpish :)
 
I'll be giving my doctor 1 chance to succeed at his job.
If they don't listen to me I'll make a formal complaint and switch to private 'actual' healthcare when the funding permits.

You're right tho atm, I best not dare ask for something I know will help.

Time for Breaking Bad methinks! :D
 
I hear you Cornish, it's a difficult system at the best of times, they make me feel like a drug seeker every time, most recently just trying to get pain killers.
I wouldn't mind so much if they had a well thought out and reasoned approach to the alternatives on offer, but more often than not they don't. Insisting on a referral to a specialist can be a a good way froward but it's hardly going ton address an immediate need and just when you need to avoid illicit supplies, hope it works out
 
Thanks for the good lucks, Cornish n Jan <3 Went fine, fucking knackered now though :P Big fat spliff n a curry later, sorted. Think girlthing wants to be round but I can't be arsed socialising ha.

How we all doing then? Can't abide this fucking weather, by the way.
 
brimz said:
Hi EADD people everything cushty for y'all ?
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Wellll cushty here bruv... My daughter had her first day at her first ever job ( p/t shes going to college).. she was so nervous this morning almost sick with it. I picked her up and shes beaming. It went really well and she loved it! so :D

Cornyluvluv life was great last week. Look back at your posts. Moods change, good things happen. Take heart love :)<3 xx
 
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