YellowPolkaDotHalo
Ex-Bluelighter
Feel absolutely shit today, just been laying in bed watching the fresh prince of bel air all day, mainly because I can't be fucked to get out of bed, not even to change the channel. I should really not have taken so many stims and for like a whole week, it was stupid. I guess I knew a comedown was inevitable but really didn't want it to happen. Got 10 days to sort myself out and feel fresh again before going up to edinburgh and belfast. I'm glad I'm not due to leave tomorrow as I probably would end up not going, stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid mugz![]()
Yeah well its done now.. Its not necessary really, imo, to do the old judging, judging, judging mugz is it. Perhaps just try and ponder how and why the gambling drug fiend got full reign of you. Learn from it , work out some tactics for next time youre in that position have a shower wash it off and let it go.
You dont have to wallow about it in condemnation.
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