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Gibberings CCV - I've got kids. I take drugs. I'm proud. Fuck off.

A lot less clumsy in the kitchen - slice ya lemons <3

Have a great one Snolly - I'm in a cuddly mood myself so a big fuck off hairy beary hugs to you an your partner.

Bear <3

Cheers! <3 similarly big but slightly (slightly) less hairy hugs to you n yours!

Having a good 'un, she should be home soon, gonna see what food is kicking around I think
 
^ I've not taken any drugs recreationally for 5 months now myself.

Similarly, I was walking behind someone smoking a joint the other day & thinking how great it smelled. :! :D

Mostly though, it's really not been much of a drag & I feel better for it. Just got to get off the nicotine now & I'll be home free. (already off the smokes, but on NRT now... so it's some progress)

I can't really say I'll never take drugs again, I probably shouldn't but who knows what'll happen. I am aiming for 2016 to be my first full year without drugs since like 2008 or something though.
 
Sheesh I'm rough today :D - got to collect the laundry, drop the cat off :( then were off to Singapore.

I hope everyone is having great weekend
 
I was a bit rough today myself...though food and beer have sorted that out now.

Have fun in Singapore!

I had egg cheese toasted sandwich so feeling a bit better :D - I probably shouldn't have a beer as have too much to do (when I eventually leave the sofa). I'm looking forward to Singapore - should be fun.


Hiya Bear

Evey

Morning Evey :) - I hope that you are keeping well.
 
I just want to take the opportunity ti apologise to anyone who I had offended or upset last Saturday. I'm ashamed to say I had not slept in three consecutive nights n keot taking 3fpm feeling that I was absolutely fine n feeling the need to continually take it with this weird obsession that I "needed to hoover the whole house."

After hours of continuously doing this I came on here n seeing Sid's post I totally lost the plot. Sid while I found your post slightly offensively it was totally wrong of me to react that way to you n I apologuze for doing so everyone know here that I am (how to phrase this) protective of Raasy n my friendship with him but still there was no need to act like that.

I've been told by several people that I was abusive towards Ali of which I am totally devastated as I'vr nothing but admiration n respect for the man n for everything he has done for Bluelight n I totally mean that. I am deeply sorry for anything I said to you. And also to anyone self I've said anything to please pm me n I will say sorry as well

To anyone involved I will be hapoy to discuss further in PM but as I did this publicly it only seems right that this should be done publicly.

I also thank Sadie for phoning me up after n checking on me that meant a lot even if I don't really say so. You seemed to be the only one who saw something wasn't right with me that day n I won't forget thay ever. PS i'm sorrow for being a b***t with you xxxxxxxxx

Please learn from this people. Be careful with RCs. Just because you think you're ok doesn't necessarily mean you are - things can change in an instant.

Evey
 
Evey with no disrespect this is the same cycle you have done since you joined the site. This time it was lack of sleep, last time it was wine, time before that it was Raas etc

Its the same old stuff.

If your sorry then prove it by changing.

*edit*

As per your request last year that you copied into a public thread - stop PM'ing me.
 
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I feel that unfair, Bear. I've never blamed Raasy (Raasy I've never blamed you for any of my behaviour I swear to God) n this has nothing to do with my past. I have changed. I've PM'd you I only wanted to apologise lets move on.
Edit: Wow is this how it's going to be every time I do something wrong n get a ban - my past brought up. No other members' past constantly brought up. I've had my punishment which was an infeaction. No need to keeo throwing my past at me for ome mistake.

What's everyone up to today!??!

Evey
 
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Evey with no disrespect this is the same cycle you have done since you joined the site. This time it was lack of sleep, last time it was wine, time before that it was Raas etc

Its the same old stuff.

If your sorry then prove it by changing.

*edit*

As per your request last year that you copied into a public thread - stop PM'ing me.

This
 
I feel that unfair, Bear. I've never blamed Raasy (Raasy I've never blamed you for any of my behaviour I swear to God) n this has nothing to do with my past. I have changed. I've PM'd you I only wanted to apologise lets move on.

What's everyone up to today!??!

Evey

OK then remove Raas from my post and insert what ever reason it was that time (it does not matter). All I am saying is its the same old routine, you get too involved, then fall out with everyone, take a break (or get banned) and come back and apologize and blame xyz - you then start again.

I mean absolutely no disrespect with my post but it is the honest truth. I fully agree with you, let us both move forward from this.

Enjoy your day

Bear
 
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