Gibberings CCV - I've got kids. I take drugs. I'm proud. Fuck off.

[masaz]

Can't do today. Too grey, too cold, staying in my pit and eating bacon sarnies and getting high. Missus wants to trip so I guess I'll play along with that, I enjoyed my ~25ug yesterday but gonna give it a miss today as I had a few gins after she got home last night and am feeling it. Forgot acid tends to make booze fade into the background. Had a really good night though so

 

[Eveleivibe]

Sry wasn't ignoring you last night I fell askeep lol bed was too comfy or was it the wound lol

I'm going to be naughty later n have another scone with nutella. One has to do these thing's on God's rest day

Edit: to f with resting off to buy some cleaning stuff: bleach, dissenfectent, polish (used a whole bottle in 3 days, sponges etc does anyone know if the clean goddess thread if still available?

Evey

 

[Chatative]

Sry wasn't ignoring you last night I fell askeep lol bed was too comfy or was it the wound lol

I'm going to be naughty later n have another scone with nutella. One has to do these thing's on God's rest day

Edit: to f with resting off to buy some cleaning stuff: bleach, dissenfectent, polish (used a whole bottle in 3 days, sponges etc does anyone know if the clean goddess thread if still available?

Evey

I'm a fan of Nutella on occasion, but Nutella on a scone... what has the world come to. 8)

And here is that thread... http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/473371-BL-Domestic-Goddess-amp-Amoeba-Thread?highlight=domestic

(doesn't take 2 seconds to find using advanced search... just put in "goddess", set it to search in titles and voila! )

 

[Eveleivibe]

Thank you, Chatty you know me hehe useless with search engines n that malarky . Deffo off now. Had to check money n all that. Gave me lil un her pocket money n ive done a lil record sheet so we will write all her out n in goings. I'm teaching her the art of budgeting / saving Evey style. She now has £8 I think this is an ace way for her to learn. We will do reading prices together in the supermarket so she can understand when a p is n is not needec n when a £ is needed.

Exciting stuff this learning malarky (if we ever get of the house that is )

Edit Sid I missed something you wrote me I never knew charging would fry my battery I will try agsin with the rice thanks for telling me that I don't want to fry the battery I need that phone fixed xxxx

Evey

 

[masaz]

Sry wasn't ignoring you last night I fell askeep lol bed was too comfy or was it the wound lol

I'm going to be naughty later n have another scone with nutella. One has to do these thing's on God's rest day

Edit: to f with resting off to buy some cleaning stuff: bleach, dissenfectent, polish (used a whole bottle in 3 days, sponges etc does anyone know if the clean goddess thread if still available?

Evey

No bother, ya need to sleep! Spent most of the night playing Mario and chatting about drugs n stuffs, was fun. Very tired though, didn't get to bed while 3.30, sleepy now but all is good

 

[Eveleivibe]

Awh you're sweet Glad it was good
I must tidy dunp lol. I can't be bluelighting when there's so much cleaning to be doing.

Laters *kissestoya'all'n'stuff*

Evey

 

[Ceres]

I feel really lazy today, I have run out of weed aswell

need to go SHOPPING

 

[Raasyvibe]

I'm ashamed to say I had not slept in three consecutive nights n keot taking 3fpm feeling that I was absolutely fine n feeling the need to continually take it with this weird obsession that I "needed to hoover the whole house."

After hours of continuously doing this I came on here n seeing Sid's post I totally lost the plot.

Fuuucking hell. You again exemplify how dangerous this site is for you, and how much you abuse it's advocation of responsible drug usage. Why they let you stay here, I will never know... though maybe many hundreds of pounds of donations may have helped somewhat

I'm a fan of Nutella on occasion, but Nutella on a scone...

I see nothing wrong with Nutella on a scone.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Fuuucking hell. You again exemplify how dangerous this site is for you, and how much you abuse it's advocation of responsible drug usage. Why they let you stay here, I will never know... though maybe many hundreds of pounds of donations may have helped somewhat



I see nothing wrong with Nutella on a scone.

Raasy this was when I acted up the other week you know all this so please don't have a go at me about it all aver again

Evey

 

[SmokingAces]

I feel really lazy today, I have run out of weed aswell

need to go SHOPPING

Hahaha that is class. I cant tell is it a granny or someone wearing a burka :S

 

[Ceres]

rassvole cut it out.

god january feels like the longest fucking month ever

NSFW:

 

[SmokingAces]

6 people in TC now. More people should join. I feel like a good natter tonight since it's back to good old exercise and nothing but weed tomorrow

 

[Eveleivibe]

Yea c'mon I've my ugly mug up too hahaha

Evey

 

[Ceres]

I've a lot to do tomorrow so im having a cup of mint tea and going to bed, goodnight idiots.

 

[Eveleivibe]

rassvole cut it out.

god january feels like the longest fucking month ever

NSFW:

It's ok I think he's just worried about me he probably thought I meant I was still taking loads it's ok honestly, Ceresy x thanks though

You still teaching about the dangers of RCs? Do you talk in general or do you explain what they are ie analogues of drug classes: stims, opiates etc.

There's lots of ads on the local radio saying don't takr legal stims n assume they're safe. Makes me feel right guilty for what I've done. I know it's selfish of me but I can't wait for them to be banned in the UK so I cannot buy them no more. Gawd that does sound selfish when I think of poor MDB etc. I worry about him n many like him. Yeah I know they'll be people who are harsh n say they brought it on themselves but life is a bit more complex than that n I do worry about my friends who are addicted this stuff (RC benzos) - i don't want to lose anyone else. Losing Knock was enough. The NHS is fit to burst as it is goodness knows what's going to happen come April.

There's gotta be a solution somehow just don't know what that is. Prohibition isn't working that's obvious.

Evey

 

[SmokingAces]

Surely you didn't need to hear that on the radio to know that. We all told you that before you even bought any. And saying you can't wait for them to be banned? Do you not see it's prohibition causes people to even use those drugs, because the likes of cannabis, ecstasy, cocaine, LSD are illegal.

I wish you show a bit more understanding at times. It's people who use in such reckless manner like you were with 3-FPM that make the whole thing dangerous, by not informing themselves properly or following any kind of sensible protocol through the advice their given. When you post things like that it makes me think all the questions you posted in the 3-FPM thread you didn't read any of the replies or something? Bonkers.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Nah of course I knew it wasnt safe bi go through phases where I findnit calming being reckless. Its reallynhard to explain. I get stressed n doing it calms me. Being om 40 mg citalopram increased this which is why i went back down to 20mg. I've been through phases of taking lots of citalopram, paracetamol, suboxone n found when depressed or stressed the risk called me but I've not done that im a longbtume now.

Its just when you're doing summit n you kmow it's not rigjt but then something reiterates that n you that moment of "what the fuck am i doing?@ then you just continue doing whatever like that momentnhas necer been.

Yea i read the replies but I felt I was being singled out as I'm "vulnerable" n went into Stubborn mode which is almost like someone else has taken me n all themmessages were not interpetred the way they are meant no marter how simplistic, general they are. Only now I'm percinh the messages in the way they're meantnti be perceived. For instace, before I'd look for reasons to dusqualify them as justified my use eg "he's a hypocrite he's using how can he say all thus / he says he's a newbie but reallynhe's probably a troll trying to humiliate me." Noe I'm seeing the message.

That's the only way I can explain

Evey

 

[alasdairm]

...then were off to Singapore.

give my regards to the place of my birth

are you going for business or pleasure (or both)?

I hope everyone is having great weekend

i had an epic day snowboarding on saturday and today has mostly been the nfl conference championships and chinese food. pretty good weekend.

have a great trip, bear.

alasdair

 

[SquidInSunglasses]

Wait, when did it get to be 2 AM?

I'm just going to blame the 3-FPM hangover (or 'mongover' according to one of my guildies) and maybe try and get some sleep. Would suck to miss all the first week of uni because my sleep schedule got whacked out.

 

[Eveleivibe]

Recovering from a hellish night of food poisoning. Symptoms have died down, but I've not had a fever like that for a long time. Just thankful that I'll be better for the due date, as I couldn't imagine still puking and pooping during the child birth!!

Hiya I justbtried PMinyou n it says it's full
So I'll paste it here as I've wrote nowrmprivate just want to wish younall the best with the baby

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Hiya

Any news on baba urbain? Hows your Mrs doing? Bets she wants little one out now yea?

I hope you're better from your food poisoning

Good luck with it all n hope missus n baby come through birth ok.

You'll be an ace father. It seems scary. I was worried about all sorts but it's just natural instect. My advice is don't be afraid to ask Questions no matter how foolish like they show yiu how to bath baby (sorry I'm automatically assumimg it's your first sorrynif it isnt n I'm coming across as patronising). If it is the poo is different colour at first dont be alarmed its normal. But the hispital will help n explain everything.

All the best now,
Evey

Wait, when did it get to be 2 AM?

I'm just going to blame the 3-FPM hangover (or 'mongover' according to one of my guildies) and maybe try and get some sleep. Would suck to miss all the first week of uni because my sleep schedule got whacked out.

I'm staying up now. Will only oversleep if I go bed now. Going to sleep tomorrow when I've dropped lilvibe of as I've lot of tele I need watching so I can delete the programmes n ger some space.

Evey