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Gibberings CCV - I've got kids. I take drugs. I'm proud. Fuck off.

Yea I Googled slipped disc a lot at tge time n you always has the slip disc - what goes is the pain when the jelly stuff stops pressing on the nerve average 6 weeks but can caru depending on person n situation. Mine was L5/S1 I hope you feel better soon. Is tge painkiller working? Jortible that sciatica pain innit?!

Evey
 
Yeah i understand the pathophysiology of whats happened. It took 9 months for my last injury to heal properly. Lots of gym and physio. Hopefully I am not looking at something like that again.

Just lucky it happened at work as i am covered as far as my income goes and any treatment required.

A friend is coming around later with some dinner for me which is good as i cant do much more than lay down. I am really pissed off that this has happened. Not much i can do about it though.
 
bummer said:
Talking of going against a culture, raas ' s ban shows how fragile, insecure minds deal with a little criticism.
Truth hurts.
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but we're not talking about the truth. we're talking about an opinion. one person's "brutal honesty/tough love" is another's "cynically being a dick".

two sides and all that :)

alasdair
 
consumer said:
Yeah i understand the pathophysiology of whats happened. It took 9 months for my last injury to heal properly. Lots of gym and physio. Hopefully I am not looking at something like that again.

Just lucky it happened at work as i am covered as far as my income goes and any treatment required.

A friend is coming around later with some dinner for me which is good as i cant do much more than lay down. I am really pissed off that this has happened. Not much i can do about it though.
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You'll be more aware this time of what's happening n prob have a better idea of what to do n what tomavoid etc inhope it heals quickly for you.

Evey
 
I think most of the advice and posts concerning your 3FPM use Evey was from people generally concerned for your well being. Some of it wasn't I can see that but to my eyes most of it was. I think people got frustrated with you not taking the advice on board and taking more and more 3FPM.

It is just the nature of internet forums for people to have their say and sometimes its not what you want to hear. I think Raas means well and is expressing his concern. I know you have had enough of it but it clearly bothers him and others.

I dont think there is any need to hide your drug use here. Just try and moderate it and use responsibly. None of this is having a go at you. Just offering my point of view.
 
Urbain said:
I don't think anyone needs bollocking if they are publicly announcing their personal life to the forum. My point was, that I couldnt gather the same information from anyone else's posts.

I also don't pick and choose, which is an unfair accusation.
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News of the arrivak yet? How's the Misus doing? How are you
Feeling? Neevous? Excited

Evey
 
Consumer, I take it your shift is over or you've been sent home..... What has work said about your injury. I threw my back out a few weeks ago at work. Not a nice thing! Would have been better if I had had some oxy though ;) I wish you a speedy recovery, these things are never nice! <3
 
It looks like a slipped/herniated disc. I did have an old injury to my back but the doc was of the opinion that this is probably a new injury but he couldn't be sure without an MRI. I am completely covered by workcover the states workers comp insurance scheme so i will get paid and any treatment required will be covered. Once the claim is opened properly the insurance company will probably send me for an MRI to see exactly whats gone wrong. So for the time being i will be staying home and resting till it settles down.

I have definitely fucked it properly though...the pain was intense. Its only just got manageable now. If it doesn't improve by monday then i will organize some Oxycontin extended release so i can use the IR oxy for breakthrough pain. Otherwise i am going to be eating a lot of pills which i dont want.

Pretty shit start to the weekend.
 
consumer said:
I think most of the advice and posts concerning your 3FPM use Evey was from people generally concerned for your well being. Some of it wasn't I can see that but to my eyes most of it was. I think people got frustrated with you not taking the advice on board and taking more and more 3FPM.

It is just the nature of internet forums for people to have their say and sometimes its not what you want to hear. I think Raas means well and is expressing his concern. I know you have had enough of it but it clearly bothers him and others.

I dont think there is any need to hide your drug use here. Just try and moderate it and use responsibly. None of this is having a go at you. Just offering my point of view.
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I know they do n I appreciate it. I've beem weighing my doses out n noy taking as many.

However, I don't appreciate people singling me out like I'm the only drug user or only user with a child I'd NEVER neglect my child. I've a huge support network here. When I didn't sleep for three days shw was with her cousins

Twice Sadie phoned me n I wasn't able to talk because I waa looking after my child - first time making her tea, secomd time making hot chocolate n reading to her.

Consumer Raasy n I are complicated. He's been my closest friend online for two years now n has been very supportive n I won't have a bad word said against him (a lot of online people think I'm strange for that) but since I've started taking 3-FPM he has turned on me, has wrote to BL admin n site-owners to get them to ban me, accuses me of abusing the site. I keep telling him that he's being mean n hurtful but he keeps on doing it. I asked him to please not bring this on BL now everyone's gna think "Evey ain't changed she's still causing drama" n everyone discussing us.
I'm worried that if he forces me off 3F I'm going to resent him n feel controlled.

I've wrote him an E-mail that took me four hours to think out n type n he haven't even read it.
I'm 36 n people are still controlling me I'm never gna be allowed to make my own choices in this life.
The way I've been with 3-FPM is me "acting out" my rebellious. I just want people controlling me now morr :(
Will stop the 3fpm because I have no choice.
I'm taking another break from here because I feel claustrophobic n boxed-in.
Sorry for whinge. i'm so stressed n anxious with it.
Never going to be free of people controlling me n making my choices for me. I feel like a child inside because of

PS: Can we drop this now its Raasy n I should discuss on the phone not all over Bluelight <3

Evey
 
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Sadie said:
Consumer, I take it your shift is over or you've been sent home..... What has work said about your injury. I threw my back out a few weeks ago at work. Not a nice thing! Would have been better if I had had some oxy though ;) I wish you a speedy recovery, these things are never nice! <3
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What did you do to your back Sadie? You have really been in the wars of late!
 
Eveleivibe said:
I know they do n I appreciate it. I've beem weighing my doses out n noy taking as many.

Ihowevet I dont appreciate people singling me out like I'm tge only drug user or only user with a child I'd NEVER nuglect mt child. Ive a huge support network here. When I ddn't sleep for three days shw was with her cousjns

twice Sadie phonrd me n I wasn't able to talk because I waa looking after my child - first time making tea, secomd tome makinh hot chocolate n reading tomher.

Consumet Raasy n I are complicated. He's been my closesr friend omline for two years now n has been veru supportive n I won't habd a bad word said against him (a lot of online people think I'm strange for that) but sincr I've started taking 3-FPM he has turned on me, has wrote to BL admin m site owners to get them to ban ne, accusses me of abusing the site. I keep tellimg him that he's being mean n hurtful but he keeps on doing it. I asked him to please not brong this on BL now everyomes gns think "Evey ain't changed she's still causing drams" n eceryone discussing us.
I'm worried that if he forces mr off 3F I'm going to resent him n feel controlled.

I've wrote him an E-mail tgat took me four hours to think out n type n he havent even read it.

I'm 36 n people are still comtrolling me I'm never fna be allowed to make my own choice.

Thr way ive been with 3g is me "acting out" my rebelliouys. I just want people comtrolling me now morr :(

Will stop the 3fpm because I havr no choice.

I'm taking anothet break from here because I feel claustrophoc n box in.

Sorru for whinge. i'm so stressed n anxious with it.

Never going to be free of people comtrolliing me n making my choices for me. I feel like a child inside because of this

Evey
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Well take care of yourself if you take a break from the site. Try an make decisions that are in your best interest.
If you do continue to use 3FPM then just try and keep it moderate as there is obviously consequences of caning that stuff.
Try and keep what happens here in perspective. Its just an internet forum and sure you have friends here etc and thats great but its the real world that really matters.

My friends here with dinner. Yay
 
consumer said:
What did you do to your back Sadie? You have really been in the wars of late!
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Well, they say things happen in three's. I threw my lower back out a few weeks ago. Yeah, it's not been a great time for me but I'm a resilient girl. I'm getting on with things. It's a good thing I have a Sham to hold my hand.

I've got a doc's appt this afternoon to discuss my seizure. For a girl that doesn't take drugs yeah, I'm not having the best time of it. Meh, It is what it is, no point in crying about it all....

I just hope you have a speedy recovery m'dear!
 
Sadie is anyone going with you today to your appointment?

Been up all night gna pay some money off tattooist

I'm going to miss not havin 3f fucksake its ok fot you lot you're not having anyone comtrol you like this

Fkn right barrel of laughs this. :(

Evey
 
Sadie said:
Well, they say things happen in three's. I threw my lower back out a few weeks ago. Yeah, it's not been a great time for me but I'm a resilient girl. I'm getting on with things. It's a good thing I have a Sham to hold my hand.

I've got a doc's appt this afternoon to discuss my seizure. For a girl that doesn't take drugs yeah, I'm not having the best time of it. Meh, It is what it is, no point in crying about it all....

I just hope you have a speedy recovery m'dear!
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Good luck with the doc. Hopefully you get some answers.
 
Leaving for the airport soon and I am so nervous but very excited! It'll be the first time I have ever been down south too! Wish me luck and have a great weekend everyone!
 
Good luck! Have a good weekend yourself, usual work and mong routine planned for myself as it's the weekend before payday.
 
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