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Gibberings CCII, not XCII.... We need charts, calling Raashole! <3

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You did, Evey, t's on the previous page for me (may be different for others using a different posts per page setting).

Josh said:
I am afflicted by this and have been mildly irked by it in the past, but not enough to ever investigate further. In this case the image link seems to be broken though https://i.4cdn.org/b/1449363616276.jpg
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Half the pix in the pix thread (and elsewhere but most noticeable in the pix thread) haven't worked for me in months now. Funny how it only seems to affect some people though. In other wee-urd BL quirks, and of far greater problem to me, are the incessant timeouts. Place is borderline unusable for me most of the day - and doubly so through at night - making the wee small hours and early morning the only times it reliably works. Unfortunately that happens to coincide with me being asleep and/or away for appointments, meetings, courses and the like I have far more of than I did until recent months. For those wondering why I've not been posting as much of late that would be the main reason. I mostly keep to staff-related things that need doing cos social posting is nigh-on impossible much of the time (especially when other people are actually around to socialise with :!).
 
ScotchMist said:
How many benzo's and JD's you had =D

On the images, I cannae see them either.
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hahahahaha I aint touching benzos after "the diclaz incident" as I shall call it. I took 10 of them over 4 days n 3 the last day; at the end of that week I had a fair amount block me on Facebook n people (members) saying I'd offended them with no recollection of owt I've said n what I do remember; I was in the worst angry feeling mood ever over the most petulant bullshit; the complete opposite of what I was trying to achieve. So nah, won't be taking them again lol :D

Having a Zjd Though. My mam's not happy I'm drinking JD n thinks I'm going to end up an addict like my Dad's mam who died of liver failure n falling down the stairs when drunk n my auntie who frequently goes round people's houses late at night, rowing with them n making a complete idiot of themselves.

I'm not n that's why I'm trying to find something that can replace alcohol but keep me as clear headed as one can be under influence of substance. Codeine was amazing for this n to be honest I never wanted to stop but was forced to by my parents. They were relentless n getting me off. It was a very stressful time so I just got myself on suboxonr (my mate was a former codeine adfict n told me hoe ACE subutex ws n how she had been on it for four n a half years). It seemed like the perfect solution. You cannot force someone out of addiction they have to want it for themselves n I still think about opiates n wanting to try others. I can't help it it's like a craving n having all that codeine around me was comforting like a warm blanket.

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Where my lil' Raasy gone? He seems to have disappeared I guess he's busy this time of year raasy drop your head round the door I feel I've not spoken to you in months n I miss the banter you bring

Evey
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ok


Eveleivibe said:
I got a load on my finger n snorted Jesus that's the most vile rank tasting shite ever!!!!!

Ughhhhhhhh

Who wants to phone me? Bored ere

Evey
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You just moaned at me, about how an ex-mod gave you a host of sources offsite and put you onto benzo's... yet now you're now blagging of your latest venture into stim use?


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You really should get scales Evey,
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No, she really shouldn't be buying drug paraphernalia. Fucking hell she's tried to kill herself with drugs 3 times this year (that i know of). Buying Scales is only going to encourage her, as is you scoring her suboxone scripts offsite. There is no such thing as safe drug use, when you're mentally ill and have suicidal tendencies.

Sorry but i've seen enough now. Though it dresses itself up as a harm reduction site, EADD is extremely dangerous and members/staff are way to irresponsible to deal with vulnerable people. She can't control her finance, child or anything let alone take up a new drug habit. I have supported Evey all of the way through her bans and actively encouraged the site to tolerate her, but now it's about scoring drugs through PM's/Email to fit in with the rest of the community, she needs to go, for her own sake.
 
Raaaaaaasaasy I've not read all that yet but how are you n where have you been? I've missed you. Festivus is open now.

So you do read my E-mails then ;) cute! I asked you not to repeat what I told you so please can you edit that I was venting to you as a friend please can you edit that out n discuss that with me in private as I originally asked you - not publicly on gibz, pleeeeeeeeeease, Raaasy? :)

You're cute n sweet though the way you look out for me I've never had a friend like you before. You're a lovely n an adorable person even if you are a wind up merchant.

But please edit that n please keep my vents private i only vent because I don't wish to do it here n annoy people; I'm trying REALLY hard to make changes on here.

Thank you, <3

PS: NO ONE HAS SCORED SUB SCRIPTS OF ME OFF SITE AS I HAVE TO GO THE PHARMACY DAILY N BE SUPERVISED. How can i give out subs? Don't be silly Raas.

Evey
 
Alright then Raas, when or if Evey buys a chemical that is very dose sensitive, let's hope she eyeballs it 8)

I'm irresponsible for advising someone to buy scales?? You're an idiot Raas. Don't let the door hit ya..

You talk about supporting her, you drove the girl mad with your games. You're really something
 
Eveleivibe said:
What's that meant to be, Siddy

PS: damn subscription. I've set mine to subscribe to every thread I post but it automatically goes to "instant E-mail" n I have to change to "control panel only" which is a right bloody pain in the ass. Why can't I be able to set that automatically. Ugh!



hahahahahaha only just seen this. Love it xxxx

Evey
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You mean this post? ;)

<3
 
Scotchy you've been amazing with me n I've sent you two E-mails. I dont know why he's saying this it's not true since I'm on daily pick up - this is standard, laborious bs that dsps do.

Raasy I know you care about me but there are other ways of getting stuff than Bluelight. You've seen yourself people discouraging me. You don't even know me - I've had issues with drugs way before I came to Bluelight so please stop blaming BL. You yourself take heroin, have plugged weed etc. As for ODying that was once this year n I don't wish to discuss it as it upsets me doing so, so I respectfully ask you to stop publicly mentioning it. It's something I'm dealing with n trying to overcome n your posts are not helping me. I know you mean well but please STOP n please stop breaking my trust :(

PS: please read Bluelight's mission statement n let's move on. So who's looking fwd to work this week? ;)

Evey
 
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Evey- You wont know me as i am mainly a lurker here :sus: and a rare poster so my opinion probably means nowt to you. However i have to say i am impressed with the effort you are making to be less confrontational/take things to heart ect. i have seen the changes you made to your attitude in order to fit in more here and it seems to me that you are doing very well considering it's not an easy thing to do.

Rass- ostia puta, some of the shit you come out with is unreal. The purpose of bluelight is not to babysit/nanny vunerable people but rather offer advice and inform people about the safest way to use drugs should they choose to do so. Evey is obviously as curious as anybody here as demonstrated by her recent trial with MPA. If she is going to experement with drugs then she should do so in the safest way possible and scales are an essential item for anyone who uses RC's. Advising Evey to use scales is more likely to prevent an accidental OD/bad experience and the subsequent hospital visits that ensue as a result. The key word here is harm reduction not "harm prevention" through encouraging abstinence and deliberate withholding of potentialy life saving information.

as you were people :D
 
Evey, Aftershock,

Sorry I've not posted tonight but I have been online. I've just had things to do. packing etc.

If you both don't mind me saying, those were brilliant posts! We are a community and though people may be curios we advise on HR! It's not encouraged to take drugs but people here are adults and it is our mission to ensure the safety of the members of this site.
 
Where can I quote Bluelight's mission statement? I know where it is but I cannot quote it.

Shocky can I call you that? Your post was a lovely post to wake up to n tbat has touched me n means so much. Thank you for noticing that I've changing stuff n for highlighting that. Yes I have been trying n sometimes I've had to tale a step back n calm down over stuff. I can get defensive some times n be a bit much I honestly don't mean to do this so if I'm annoying anyone of you please pm me n let me know since sometimes we can get wrapped in a situation n not realise we are doing this.

Raasy please just stop! Bluelight isn't the only drugs forum online (well it isn't a drugs forum it a HR forum) so I could quite easily learn of drugs paraphailia there so can you please stop having a go at BL n the staff? BL is about helping take drugs safely n I'm experiment whether I was on Bluelight or not. I'm purchasing a scales because it's a way of taking them safely - you don't want me to take too much n OD do you? A few others have E-mailed me about scales too.

Evey
 
Evey, You've been amazing and brilliant. You know if you need any support where to come!

Sorry I was offline yesterday. I had issues of my own that needed dealing with.

I thought that was a well thought out and measured post you made. You really have taken the time to breathe, take a look about and reply in earnest. Even lurkers can see this ;)

BTW, As Sprout said, Stop lurking Aftershock and get tae posting! :) <3
 
It's a good day to have a good day :)

Top of the morning to you all, I hope you all had a great weekend.

Let us see what the new week brings.

Bear
 
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