gf returns... time to trim the black forest

Yes... she has obtained her visa and is now floating around back where she belongs: the U.S.A. god, she would have been pissed had she seen me during her absence. Totally unemployed and defeated. Shooting smack, trashing our old apartment, spending every last dime on a never-ending buzz.

this is a responsible, strong girl we're talking about, too. I can tell she's not going to put up with the shenanigans anymore. and why should she? She's lost weight and as usual, has this authoritative attitude. My favorite thing she says is, "Who's driving the plane?"

I'm so concerned that I'm throwing her away, though. She really bites her tongue, but once in a while she gets pissed that I'm not scoring really high in life right now with all of the advantage I've been handed. She's so much more disciplined. she's so strong. She's exhibited a lot of patience with me, but I think it's almost over.

Because she's 31 now, I've decided that it might be better to just let her go. The biological clock is ticking and far be it from me to cheat someone out of their idea of what life should be by denying her children. She really just wants me to take charge, frequently saying that I should be more like North Korean president Kim Jong Il or Victor Bout. For some reason, this always gives me a raging erection and I black out and make her wear my mother's wedding dress before ravaging her.
 
More like Kim Jong Il? As in having had the supreme position in a despotic personality cult/absolutist dictatorship given to you by right of birth? I could see how that would be hot. I mean, how could a woman say no to this:

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;)
 
Dear Leader Kim Jong Il, all praise unto thee!

Your whole life you have suffered for the people, taking taunts and thievery from the West!

Dear Leader we only live for you!
 
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