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Bluelighter
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I feel that too Zephyr. I love my kids so much it hurts, I don't do well with feelings. But I've always gotten clean 'for them' people tell me to stop using or get my shit together or 'not die' for them.
I've never stopped using drugs for myself. Without kids i would happily be a junkie forever.
For once I would like it to be me that's actually important. I don't resent them at all, not one bit, but I resent that my life doesn't matter to anyone as much.
To the OP, please keep posting. Alot of us do get it
I've never stopped using drugs for myself. Without kids i would happily be a junkie forever.
For once I would like it to be me that's actually important. I don't resent them at all, not one bit, but I resent that my life doesn't matter to anyone as much.
To the OP, please keep posting. Alot of us do get it