Sorry I disappeared by I got a new supply and restarted (albeit with a slightly lower tolerance). But I know that this monkey on my back is a f’ing disaster even if I bought some time now.
So for the people doubting the quantity, I’m not trying to say that you’re all wrong and that I’m the greatest opiate abuser in history, but let me just say a few things to paint a clear picture
1- It’s Fentanyl HCL not Citrate. Does it differ in potency?
2- I’ve ordered from 4 different vendors and bought from a local one that I absolutely trust. All claimed ’98% Purity Fentanyl HCL” and I haven’t seen a noticeable difference between them. Unless they all happen to have the same shitty source that’s lying to them, I don’t know that it’s likely that I’ve getting screwed by everyone, including a trustworthy source.
3- My supply does cost me a large amount of money. I believe I can’t discus prices on BL, but my cost per day is many times what it cost me to maintain a daily IV H habit for a couple of years.
4- 1g/day of very decent H insulated (I’ve used similar H back in the day and IVed, and know to be quite decent) didn’t take care of all the WDs on days 1 and 2, and I was nowhere near high or feeling a buzz… again, not even completely out of WDs. I was just feeling a little better and still had to take benzos to stay calm.
5- To prepare my Fent nasal spray solution, I make it with commercial ‘natural’s saline solution. The bottle is 30 ml and I mix 300-400 mg of (at least what I think is) Fenantyl HCL. The 30 ml provides 300 mists, as per the package, so the dose is 1 mg/mist . I know it seems high but I started at 20 mg mixed in 20 ml (so 100 mcg per mist) and my tolerance skyrocketted.
6- The saline solution I use to create my spray also contains Sodium Chloride, benzalkonium chloride and glycerin.. Do you think that might be diminishing the effect of the Fent?
Look, I would REALLY love to know I have a smaller monkey on my back that I think I do, so I’m not offended by anyone who thinks my use is unrealistic. And I’m willing to listen to the arguments! Right now I’m too scared of WDs, but I wished I were’t.
Thanks everyone!
So for the people doubting the quantity, I’m not trying to say that you’re all wrong and that I’m the greatest opiate abuser in history, but let me just say a few things to paint a clear picture
1- It’s Fentanyl HCL not Citrate. Does it differ in potency?
2- I’ve ordered from 4 different vendors and bought from a local one that I absolutely trust. All claimed ’98% Purity Fentanyl HCL” and I haven’t seen a noticeable difference between them. Unless they all happen to have the same shitty source that’s lying to them, I don’t know that it’s likely that I’ve getting screwed by everyone, including a trustworthy source.
3- My supply does cost me a large amount of money. I believe I can’t discus prices on BL, but my cost per day is many times what it cost me to maintain a daily IV H habit for a couple of years.
4- 1g/day of very decent H insulated (I’ve used similar H back in the day and IVed, and know to be quite decent) didn’t take care of all the WDs on days 1 and 2, and I was nowhere near high or feeling a buzz… again, not even completely out of WDs. I was just feeling a little better and still had to take benzos to stay calm.
5- To prepare my Fent nasal spray solution, I make it with commercial ‘natural’s saline solution. The bottle is 30 ml and I mix 300-400 mg of (at least what I think is) Fenantyl HCL. The 30 ml provides 300 mists, as per the package, so the dose is 1 mg/mist . I know it seems high but I started at 20 mg mixed in 20 ml (so 100 mcg per mist) and my tolerance skyrocketted.
6- The saline solution I use to create my spray also contains Sodium Chloride, benzalkonium chloride and glycerin.. Do you think that might be diminishing the effect of the Fent?
Look, I would REALLY love to know I have a smaller monkey on my back that I think I do, so I’m not offended by anyone who thinks my use is unrealistic. And I’m willing to listen to the arguments! Right now I’m too scared of WDs, but I wished I were’t.
Thanks everyone!