bighooter
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 31, 2008
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I have no job
and the girl who I was recently going out with dumped me because she said her head is all messed up coz shes had her kid taken off her.
- But she still likes me.
I can only just afford to eat let alone spend any money on her as I dont have a job, ive tried every where but I have a criminal record and considering ive been a flatout druggie for the last 8 years I pretty much look like a demon... so theres no way anyone will employ me in the current state of affairs.
For this reason I feel like a worthless piece of sh1t when it comes to making this girl happy and hence why I have kind of backed off since she split with me even though she says she still likes me.
I just want to know whether any girl would ever go out with someone who doesnt have a job.
I have insane ambition and crazy willpower to succeed even though I have failed enough times I will still get up early in the morning read, excercise, do anything to make myself into a better more employable person.
Its just having a girl who really likes me is driving me insane knowing that if I had a job i'd almost guarantee we'd be together... man i feel so low it makes me feel like topping myself.
and the girl who I was recently going out with dumped me because she said her head is all messed up coz shes had her kid taken off her.
- But she still likes me.
I can only just afford to eat let alone spend any money on her as I dont have a job, ive tried every where but I have a criminal record and considering ive been a flatout druggie for the last 8 years I pretty much look like a demon... so theres no way anyone will employ me in the current state of affairs.
For this reason I feel like a worthless piece of sh1t when it comes to making this girl happy and hence why I have kind of backed off since she split with me even though she says she still likes me.
I just want to know whether any girl would ever go out with someone who doesnt have a job.
I have insane ambition and crazy willpower to succeed even though I have failed enough times I will still get up early in the morning read, excercise, do anything to make myself into a better more employable person.
Its just having a girl who really likes me is driving me insane knowing that if I had a job i'd almost guarantee we'd be together... man i feel so low it makes me feel like topping myself.