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General Heroin Discussion 20 v. Walking Around in Women's Underwear
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Old hippy I still get a medical cab ride to my clinic 6 days a week. I didn't mean to leave u hanging I just rarely check my email and can't anymore bc my smart phone is broken and I have a crap flip phone if we were texting I would've deff done it
They wouldn't let u get subs at the rehab that sucks! The rehab I was at took u to the clinic every day
cj
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The rehab didn't offer medical detox so I went to a specialized detox place for 8 days before I went to the 30 day program. The detox gave me a 7 day sub and Valium taper. I was kicking a 5 year 2mg a day bupe maintenance habit so the sub detox was pointless. They basically just kept me comfortable while they extracted my insurances money. So I didn't even get sick until 4 days into the 30 day rehab program. The rehab had a doctor that came three times a week. But she was pretty useless. At one point she told me that maybe I would remember how bad I felt so I wouldn't wanna use again. Sadistic bitch.so tha kid is in the ATL and clean from opiates...
my first day here i hit 2 hospitals trying to score.. secound one was a success
16 T3s blah..
but now im in full withdraw did dope until a hour before we drove down.. as yu all kno i dont iv anymore..
idk if it was the 6 and than 5 the next day of T3s but i feel okay.. not great but okay... i have had a few beers no weed and i have been eating and all.. applying for jobs.. went to a interview high on T3s but other than that im okay..
maybe its not knowing where i can get opiates or whatever im not sure, knowing i cant get shit anywhere cuz i dont know anyone helps i guess..damn youre down here now too? permanent since youre looking for a job?
wish you would have brought some dope with you down here would have been nice...
but what made you come down eher and who did you cme down here with..where you staying at? im in the NE called Snellville..like 20-25 miles out
Bill
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I was in Atlanta most of last winter getting clean
Wasn't too bad since I tapered with sub correctly for only a week
Also being about an hour outside of atl and not knowing anyone made it pretty easy in the trigger dept
I knew places where I could go cop but it's crazy in the bluff
Lotta meth down there too, I was offered some for the first time in my life but I didn't feel like being up for 3 days atm lol
Hahahaha Gtfo here dude I'm in Lawrenceville right next door hahaha
Im here wit my daughter and baby's momma and my car lol and that's it
Yeah im not going to the bluffs.. I've heard crazy story's from out there.. And I'm goody on the Meth.. I wud rather have some weed but again I only kno a small amount of people and they aren't answering the phone..oldhippytony
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Many of us have been where you are at, spending our last dime, and sometimes other peoples money, on drugs. I certainly can relate to the feelings of shame and degradation associated with being broke all of the time because of a dope habit. With that said, it sounds like a possible way out comes to your door 6 days a week. If you work it right, if you are ready for it, methadone and a structured program could really turn your life around. Not many people are lucky enough to get door to door service to a methadone clinic. With that said, I was given numerous opportunities to clean up but walked away from each offer and only began to consider a change when I was beat down bad ... alone ... broke ... sick ... and had no other alternative but to take advantage of an inpatient program that was offered to me or live on the street. I was living in Manhattan at the time and literally went from Broadway to the Bowery (long story). Don't get me wrong, I didn't want to get clean, but I didn't want to feel like shit anymore either. I felt stuck between a rock and a hard place. I figured I'd give myself 28 days in the rehab, courtesy of the taxpayers of the State of NY, and by then I'd figure out some new hustle and get rolling again. Didn't happen that way though.im so glad my friend that i've gotten extremely close to in the past week (we met over him working at a pizza place and recognizing my bunk police hat. i slipped him my number yadda yadda yadda). like, we're actually good friends before the drugs now. but now we've been splitting drugs and all that fun stuff since i have more weed than i know what to do with now that it's harvest season.
hell, i was hurting today since we've been splitting bundles the past 3 days, so he gave me a .5g of molly for free for me to trade for 5.5 k56 10mg oxys. that's a real friend lol. his pay back for giving him a half g of k for dirt cheap and 5 newports yesterday lol.
subotai
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I just snorted a bag of dope in the bathroom at work and all of my withdrawal symptoms are gone. just like that
im never gonna quit this shit man, I might have to get on Suboxone for a week or two even though I swore I would never pay money for that shit. Id rather just taper down with dope and actually get high but I cant control myself.
it felt so good... I think Im gonna do another one!
at least ill be able to sleep tonight.
ehhhhhhhh....... im a fucking junky man. I dont even have a defense anymore. Yeah, I go to work 5 out of 7 days a week and dont rob or steal from anyone, but im a fucking junky.
ill throw up some url links to pics when I get home, its been a good month as far as quality goes. too good...
cj
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Suboxone can be affordable of you keep your dose at around 1-2mg I go to the sub doctor once a year. It costs around 350 all said and done. But that's not a bad deal for 60 strips that will keep me well for a whole year. The biggest bonus is that I can still use heroin whenever I want since the dose is so low.
subotai
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I just want something that will help me get through those first couple days considering I usually have to go to work sick at some point and its a real drag. If Im at a slow store its not too bad but im not in no mood to go above and beyond, whereas if Im at work on adderall I cant stand not going all out
ive only gotten 4 different stamps in recent memory and the red ones were a result of the one block being shut down by police when I was there. had to go a whole 3 blocks over what am I WALKING A 5K HERE WTF
and really, Sonic and Arizona is the same dope they just do different stamps to throw off police I guess? or they just ran out of white bags probably. I don't think the stamp is as important to dealers as it is to users, hence some of them just being blank.
I dont have a pic of the Puma bags but they were the same thing as Sonic really. white bags with a crudely formed Puma logo on them
http://tinypic.com/r/2dr5od2/8
http://tinypic.com/r/24g6lqg/8
http://tinypic.com/r/2zqa6ux/8i caught that too, czey
and im taking a minor break from heroin. a friend of mine has a couple hundred 30mg instant release morphine and 60mg extended release morphine for dirt cheap. morphine + hash oil + real NY pizza is literally what god does in his free time.
subotai
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lol thats actually facial hair.'or its pubes idc whatever is funnier.
im about to commit seppuku figuratively tomorrow. just going to give my debit card to my mom and have her change my online bank password. Then when I get paid every other Friday she's just going to move the money into her account for a while because I would just walk into the bank and do a withdrawal at the teller saying I forgot my card
but im also getting some kind of benzo script tomorrow no matter what. both my mom and my grandfather had anxiety problems and I just need to chill out man.
Im also getting a bunch of x rays done on my legs, Ive had scoliosis since I was little and my hip got fucked up with Perthes diseases when I was 8. My body always feels weird because my bones kind of grew at different speeds and now my right leg is shorter than my left
and the doctors are always asking if im in pain but I dont know what constitutes as "pain". I mean, I do feel sore after work, but who the. fuck doesnt you know?
and quitting heroin would probably alleviate some of these issues I have but it's all I really enjoy anymore. I dont really smoke weed much anymore and I havent taken amphetamines in a bit. I had to have my heart operated on as an infant, amps are really the last drug I should be taking
Subs can definitely help you and I feel like they are a great value considering how long they can keep you well when taken properly at the right time. I remember a while back this kid was saying that he would never spend money on suboxone yet he was paying a dollar a mg for roxi so I explained to him that he could either buy on roxi and be well for like 12 hours, or buy 1 suboxone for half the price and stay well all week from that. It's when you have a high tolerance that the subs begin to lose their appeal, but even then if you give it a few days it's worth it.
A lot of addicts are just maintaining half the time anyway since it costs too much to get enough of their DOC each day of the week to stay high, so rather than maintaining most of the time on their DOC they are better off doing it with a low dose of suboxone and then actually getting high once a week. Any more than that and the subs won't work that well and begin to work even less the more times you switch back and forth between them and your DOC.i need my trustworthy old school heads in here to give me advice on what to do this weekend.
right now im piss broke, surviving on cheap beer, left over cannabis, and klonopin that i traded some cannabis for. HOWEVER, i am getting a massive paycheck this weekend (it's literally twice my normal check due to a nice raise and more hours, not including 16 hours of time and a half overtime + a previous sick day i was never paid for) so i have 2 options.
i can go buy like 150 30mg ir and like 50 60mg er morphine (the shitty time release where if you crush them you're good to go), an eye dropper, and go back to plugging (which i havent done since the last time i had morphine or dilaudid) since i dont like needles, have done it before,l and have 0 issues with putting things my ass (possibly the gayest thing ever said by a heterosexual man).
or i can take the megabus down to nyc for 15 dollars round trip and get a brick of some fire, come back to my city, and buy like 15mg of a mix of xanax and klonopin.
keep in mind that my tolerance for a solid evening of nodding is roughly 300-375mg morphine oral, 200ish mg morphine anal, 5-7 bags nasal/3-4 plugged of this particular dope. and i mean drooling on myself, barely remember it the next day, still itchy the next morning type of night...also....more marijuana, some hash oil, and beer is already factored into both situations.
im super conflicted, but id almost rather take the bus to my morphine guy, eat like 10 of the ir bitches off the bat, buy a tallboy, and walk a block to my second favorite pizza place (but favorite place for slices) to nod out and get drunk/high/full of pizza......but if i go to nyc i get tohang out with friends i rarely get to see.
fuck.
and honestly, sometimes i prefer morphine to dope in the right dosage. its much more of a nodding aspect, wheras i get alot of energy from heroin. either way im getting something this weekend.Last edited:
Bill
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^ I'd buy heroin mang
