Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
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Damn man. At least your okay. What a fucking asshole.
Damn man. At least your okay. What a fucking asshole.
You've been doin shit since you were 15? Jesus Christ that's young. One of my boys was tellin me he started to do dope every weekend at the age of 13 when his older cousin would come over and give it to him, what a shitty cousin.
31yrs now; but do me a favor and figure out how to fucking type/spell/write before exploring ANY other options, MATE!
Man... this guy I use to hang with, he was a bit older than me and my friends but liked to party (at the moment he was 41, so like mid 30s when I hung around him) just OD'd and died along side his girlfriend, who was dead from OD too. I didn't even know the guy was a heroin user, I did coke with him years ago and knew he was big into coke, I think he said he use to smoke rock, too. It doesn't surprise me he used heroin, I just didn't know he was into it. Word is it was a bad batch, but exactly what was "bad" about it idk and ppl tend to say that about any heroin the is responsible for death. He was a real nice guy, it def sucks to hear about it. Was the cousin of a good friend of mine, thats why he'd hit the bars with us and he had this club we could chill at late night and keep drinking and he always was busting out lines of coke, it was like a small house converted to an after hour bar.
So I get to the methadone clinic this morning sick as a dog because my guy didn't return my call till after 10 last night so he agrees to meet me at 6 am. So I am on my way this morning for my intake appointment and he tells me no dope till after noon. So I figure I'll probly get 30mg of 'done and that will help I hope. Turns out the doctor cancelled today so I had to reschedule my intake for Monday. I was so sicki went home and slept till noon. I was able to cop but it was only enough to make me not sick. I wanted to drive into a river this morning I felt so shitty and nothing was going right. Now I'm gonna be late for work Monday too but hopefully will be in the program and things will get better from there.
Did I mention I had to stop three times in the 30 minute ride to use the restroom on the way to the clinic. Man my stomach was fucked up. Fml
Yeah sleep for me is the one of the first things to go when I start getting sick. I literally do not sleep a wink when in withdrawal. Not for 1 single minute. It's torture.
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That's one thing I've always been kinda iffy about.. Since I already have a high tolerance for pain meds, and if I were to fuck myself up, I probably wouldn't be able to get any relief from the prescriptions.
I'd have to go back on the streets to get my medicine.
Has anyone here ever had that problem before?