I've managed not to order any just yet, I might leave it a while one of my friends did threaten to never speak to me again if I got anymore, she was really worried about me at the time and was getting advice from other friends of hers about it. Painkillers are a safer crutch for me at the moment, not that I should be giving in to any crutch at all.
Do you think those of us who've been a bit silly can ever learn to be more sensible with it? I suppose it depends on mood, when things are going well and I'm busy I might be less likely to take so much of it. Boredom always sent me reaching for the pippette as well as wanting to block the world out of course. But I still behave far better on it than I do with booze so it works well there as the lesser of two evils.